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Stupid PGaL Dreams...

So, I've been ever so slightly worried in the back of my mind that I could get bad news at my appointment this afternoon.  I've no reason to be worried, as my only loss was at 6 weeks, and I am well beyond that now (14 weeks).  

Last night, my dream went like this:

I went to bed the night before my appointment and dreamt that at my appointment, we were unable to find a heartbeat via doppler, so they did an ultrasound, and found that the baby had quit growing around 11 weeks (my last appointment was at 10 weeks).  Then, when I went to my appointment, that's exactly what they found - no heartbeat, and the u/s showed no growth after about 11 weeks, and no heartbeat.  DH and I decided to give my body another week or so to see if it would take care of things naturally, but it didn't, so when we went back to discuss our options, DH didn't want me to do the d&c, but I didn't want to deal with losing the baby at home, plus I wanted to know what happened to it.  

I don't know what was decided, because I woke up, but it was very disconcerting, to say the least.  The rest of the night, all I could think about was all the people I'd have to untell and explain the whole situation to.  

Anyway... any extra T&P's you have lying around would be greatly appreciated.  My appt. is at 3:30 this afternoon.  I'm pretty sure it's just going to be a doppler check and a quick fundal height measurement, but since this is only my 2nd visit to this doc, I could be wrong.

Thanks to all of you for reading this! Many ((hugs)) to all of you! Have some special treats!

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Re: Stupid PGaL Dreams...

  • I am so sory you dreamt this. Damned PgAL brain! Fx for a great appointment today!

    Married August 2003

    BFP: January 8, 2012
    Due: September 5, 2012
    DS: August 14, 2012

    BFP: November 5, 2013
    Due: July 11, 2014
    MMC Detected d&c: December 29, 2013 12w5d

    BFP: June 10, 2014
    Due: February 16, 2015

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  • The PgAL brain comes and goes.  Scary that you had a dream within a dream within a dream though ... enough to definitely mess with your mind.  But, better for you to deal with it in your dreams than constantly being worried all day, KWIM?

    I sympathize.  At 18.5 weeks I am still terrified that they will find something wrong at the next appointment.  My A/S is 8/8 and I am already dreading it.... but we will get through it together! 

    BFP#1 - M/C on 12/23/13
    ~*~*~December 2014 PGaL ~*~*~
    Rainbow baby born on 12/19/2014

  • I am so sorry, PGAL dreams are the worst! It's hard to shake them for the rest of the day after you've had one. I hope you feel a little better by the time your appointment rolls around. T&Ps headed your way!
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  • I am so sorry, what a terrifying dream. Big ((hugs)) and lots of vibes for an amazing apt today!
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  • Sending you all the extra T&P's I have.  I hope everything goes wonderfully this afternoon :)
    BFP #1 09/26/2013 EDD 06/04/2013 MMC 11/01/2013
    BFP #2 05/15/2014 EDD 01/24/2015

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  • Stupid PGAL dreams! Sending lots of T&P your way for a great appointment!
    Me- 27 w/PCOS     DH - 28
    TTC since December 2012 
    BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
    Diagnosed with PCOS and taking metformin 750 mg  twice a day
    April 2014 -  - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
    A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
    12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat


  • ::hugs:: Dreams are the worst sometimes. =(

    Started dating Hubby May 17 2005. Married since Aug 20 2011 
    Me:30   Hubby:31
    TTC since May 2012 
    HSG Dec 2012 Fill no spill on left side, right side normal (most physically painful experience of my life..)
    Metformin Started May 2013
    PG#1: BFP 10-21-13. EDD 6-17-14 mmc 12-9-13 m/c occurred with cytotec on 12-11-13 
    PG#2: BFP 07-25-14.  EDD 4-5-15   *Hoping this is my rainbow*
    Diagnosed with PCOS, Hypothyroid,IBD/UC, (UC in remission as of July 2014)
    *I will always love you Fetey the first.* 


  • Drgn30Drgn30 member
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    pgal brain's a bitch.  i hope your appointment went well!

    BFP 7/16/13, EDD 3/27/14 - blighted ovum  - D&C 8/26/13
    Dx PCOS and Septate Uterus
    Septum Resection - 2/6/14
    brand new cuterus
    March 2014:   first medicated cycle + iui
    = BFP!
    Baby Drgn born December 3, 2014


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