Every day I fall more in love my twins... and every day I get more paranoid. I think right now I am probably measuring a good 8 weeks ahead of where I was with my singleton. Everything feels so tight and crampy and weird.... I am so paranoid of something happening and losing the babies. I never had any of these thoughts with my first pregnancy. I don't know why my mind is so focused on entertaining these fears this time around. The weird growing so fast, so big,so heavy feeling doesn't help. Or the off and on tan discharge. I've been told time and time again that I shouldn't worry unless I am in actual pain or there is red bleeding... and. Ihave t had any of that.... but I am being a crazy worrier anyway.

I just love these babies so much......
Re: 18 weeks 4 days
bfp#4 3/19/2014 edd 12/1/2014 please let this be the one!
beta @ 5w0d = 12,026! u/s 4/22/14 @ 8w1d it's twins!