Trouble TTC

BAD emotional break down and now this!!! (Pregnancy mentioned)

So I got. Phone call from my RE office saying that I'll have to POO $700-$800 for my surgery next week. Hubby and I are kinda finically down right now and I was upset because I thought I was going to have to wait to get the surgery but he told me not to worry about it. He would handle the cost. Mean while my cousin called me and could tell I was upset and I went over everything with her and she understood and said how people who want to get pregnant have to try then there's always that girl that's satisfied being a wife and working hard with a good career and gets KU on accident. Fast fwd we go to lunch and shop and we are in the car and our mutual friend ask my cousin about her sisters pregnancy and I'm like WTF?!?!?!?! I'm so upset because I want this more than anything. Don't get my wrong I'm excited my cousin is pregnant and I can't wait to meet her LO but I'm just so depressed. I just wanna lay in bed and cry and I can't because I'm stuck down town with them in their car!!! :-( so I have to fake it until I make it for a few hours.
Me: 26 (IC/PCOS-2000mg of Metformin daily)

June 2014- HSG=clear

DH: 27 (SA results were great minus the slightly low morphology)
Started dating DH in 2002 at 14 years old
Married on 03.01.2014
Officially TTC since April 2014 
January 2013- Surprise BFP, m/c at 6 weeks, D&C 2 Weeks later
April 2014- First RE appointment
July 2014- IUI#1-Canx due to scar tissue and polyps. TI with the help of Ovidrel. BFN

August 2014- Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue and polyp

September 2014- IUI #1.1-100mg Clomid, Ovideral, 11.5 million swimmers=BFP

EDD-6/3/15- Our sweet baby Ryan was born on 1/6/15 and is in the arms of an Angel

Dx with IC on 1/6/15



Re: BAD emotional break down and now this!!! (Pregnancy mentioned)

  • I'm so sorry! The costs make the stress that much worse. I'm also sorry about being with your cousin when you'd rather be home! It's so hard to act happy when you're not. Is there another friend who could come pick you up and you could say you don't feel well or something? Feel better!
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    Me: 26 DH: 27
    TTC #1 Since Aug. 2013
    Cycle 1: O CD 25=bfn
    Cycle 2: O CD 48=bfn
    Cycle 3: Anovulatory/Provera =120 days!
    Cycle 4: Anovulatory/Prometrium=127 days! RE consult 6/16
    Me: Anov/poss. pcos?  HSG=normal/SA= Normal 
    July/Aug. 2014= Femara+trigger+TI=BFP!!
    Beta #1@ 16dpo=626!! Beta #2=1510
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  • I'm so sorry.  Big hugs.  It sucks donkey ass to have to choke back tears all day.

    Definitely agree with @rainbowbridge14 you deserve a treat.  I like ice cream and sweatpants when a day like this comes along.

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    Me: 31| DH: 36
    TTC #1 Since 07/2010
    DX: Unexplained Infertility
    TX: 
    IUI #1 on 7/3/14 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (44 million sperm, 1 dominant follie) = BFN
    IUI #2: on 7/28/14 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (23 million sperm, 2 dominant follies) = BFN

    IUI #3 on 8/22/2014 100 mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI (53 million sperm, 2 dominant follies)= BFP MMC @ 7weeks


  • I wasn't able to abort the situation. I just got home. Took a long bath and hubby is ordering in Chinese food. I'm mentally and physically exhausted. The hardest part is I'm sworn to secrecy because my cousin doesn't want anyone to know she's KU yet. How can I go to my moms weekly dr appt and not talk about it?!?! I'm so annoyed. Thanks for all of the sympathy.
    Me: 26 (IC/PCOS-2000mg of Metformin daily)

    June 2014- HSG=clear

    DH: 27 (SA results were great minus the slightly low morphology)
    Started dating DH in 2002 at 14 years old
    Married on 03.01.2014
    Officially TTC since April 2014 
    January 2013- Surprise BFP, m/c at 6 weeks, D&C 2 Weeks later
    April 2014- First RE appointment
    July 2014- IUI#1-Canx due to scar tissue and polyps. TI with the help of Ovidrel. BFN

    August 2014- Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue and polyp

    September 2014- IUI #1.1-100mg Clomid, Ovideral, 11.5 million swimmers=BFP

    EDD-6/3/15- Our sweet baby Ryan was born on 1/6/15 and is in the arms of an Angel

    Dx with IC on 1/6/15



  • I'm so sorry. 
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    Me (29), DH (30) TTC actively 54 55+ cycles | All BFNs
    MFI (low everything) | Endo Stage 1 & Stenotic Cervix (treated) | PCO
    Married - July 2008 | Started TTC - Jan 2009RE Visit #1 - Mar 2014 
    IUI #1 ICI #1 - June | IUI #1.1 Laparoscopy - Aug
    IUIs #1.2, 2, 3 - Sept, Oct, Nov (Letrozole) - BFNs 
    IUI #4 - Dec (Bravelle) | IUI #5 - Dec/Jan (Bravelle) - 5 follies + TI - BFNs
    IUI #5.1 - Jan (Bravelle) Cancelled 
    Planning to start IVF in March!
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