TTC After a Loss

Friday Throat Punch

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TGIF lovelies!!!

TTC since Sept 2012
M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13

Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely

BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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Re: Friday Throat Punch

  • TP to spotting. And TP to myself, I was really hopeful for this cycle. :((

          THE DARK SIDE IT IS

     and GBCB

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    BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

    BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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    @Poppy715‌ (((hugs)))

    @ashtog‌ I'm sorry your body isn't cooperating. I think drinking on a boat is the perfect thing to do. (((Hugs)))

    PgAL welcome


    Married 6/11/2011

    Me & Hubby: 34

    TTC journey started 12/2012

    BFP #1 6/5/2013, MC confirmed 6/26/2013 @ 7 wks

    BFP#2 8/25/2013 MC confirmed 10/16/2013 @ 12 wks (D&C 10/18)

    Diagnosis: unexplained RPL, unexplained IF.

    Also have hypothyroidism

    Started TTC again 12/2013

     

    IUI#1:Clomid CD 3-7, Trigger'ed CD 12. IUI CD 14. BFN

    IUI #2:Letrozole CD 3 - 7, Follistim CD 9, Trigger CD 10, IUI CD12. BFN

    Current plan: IVF with PGD. Antagonist - Vivelle Protocal. Stim start 12/1. ER 12/14.

    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/502498

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  • Thanks ladies. I know better but this one felt right. Thanks for the ((hugs)).

    @ashtog‌ that's terrible! TP to your body. Sorry for wonky cycles. They make life SO much harder.

          THE DARK SIDE IT IS

     and GBCB

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    BFP 8/2/12 EDD 4/9/13 Addie was delivered 1/4/13 at 26 weeks due to Eclampsia  

    BFP 9/15/14 EDD 5/28/15 Please be our R A I N B O W take home baby BOY
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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    ~All AL always welcome~

     

     


  • ((Hugs)) to @ashtog‌ and @Poppy715‌! We can TP our uteruses (uteri?! Lol) together this morning! Trying to get ready to go watch my husband and his high school team compete today, but instead (sorry for tmi) sitting on the toilet in pain, thinking there may be a clot trying to pass :( Really thought after my first crazy day of AF this would all be over with?!
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    TP to my husband for convincing me I am strong enough to paint a pregnant womans belly. (I am a face painter, so I get different request) I was really on the fence with this job and kept saying how I don't think I am ready just yet. He kept encouraging me that I am so I agreed to do the job.
    After confirming with the client, she tells me she wants a pink bow and how happy she is it's a girl and how she really wanted a boy at first and now she gets dress her up...blah blah blah :-<
    So tomorrow I am painting a fucking pink bow on some random pregnant woman. Not how I want to spend my Saturday morning. ~X(
    Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011
    TTC since 2012
    BFP#1EDD: 06/21/2014  ~  TFMR --Holoprosencephaly 
    Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
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  • @kittymeowbark‌ - so sorry you're feeling anxious (understatement, I'm sure!) about tomorrow :( I'm a budding photographer and have done three maternity sessions since my first loss... one since my most recent. I just about backed out each time, but I actually found that focusing on the art of photography kept me very focused on the task at hand and not my emotions. I'm hind sight, I think it was helpful. Like ripping off a bandaid, after viewing a pregnant belly for hours though a lens then for hours of editing, seeing pregnant women in public doesn't get to me as much anymore. ((Hugs)) I'm sure you'll do a beautiful job!
  • @ashtog @Poppy715 @mrsjg2013 I'm with you on the AF! Sorry for the disappointments and the painful witch!

    @kittymeowbark I wish you strength tomorrow. I hope that you can channel your energy into the art process of it as suggested by PP's.

    No complaints thus far for me today, thank goodness. Yesterday took all of my TP for the rest of the week and I didn't even post it!
  • Thanks ladies!

    I am hoping my anxiety goes away and I can just concentrate at the task on hand.

    mrsjg2013ashtog  ---I am glad to hear that you were able to "rip the band-aid off" and use to help you move forward. I have painted for 1st birthdays and baby showers and was just too busy to really concentrate on the celebration itself. This will be my first one-on-one moment after my loss. I hope I can be as strong as you ladies!






    Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011
    TTC since 2012
    BFP#1EDD: 06/21/2014  ~  TFMR --Holoprosencephaly 
    Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
    My Chart image
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • No TPs for me but wanted to give out some (((hugs))) and support.

    TTC since April 2012

    BFP #1, 10/03/2012 - EDD 6/15/2013 - MMC 11/15/2012 - D&C 01/04/2013

    BFP #2, 04/06/2013 - EDD 12/17/2013 - MC 04/19/2013

    6/12/2013 Diagnosed with Balanced Translocation (12 & 16)

    IVF #1 with PGS: 10/2013: Canceled 9/27/2013 for issues with genetic lab

    IVF #1.5 with PGS: 11/16/2013: Canceled. 11 eggs retrieved, 9 mature & 9 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

    IVF #2: 1/22/14: Canceled. 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 7 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos

    IVF #3 with PGS: 5/10/2014: Switched to FET in July. 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature, 8 fertilized, 2 healthy embryos!

    FET #1: 7/31/2014: Transferred 2 nearly perfect (6AA, 6BA) healthy embryos- BFFN

    Laproscopy: 10/2014: Healthy uterus

    IVF #4: 12/8/2014: Canceled. 17 eggs retrieved, 15 mature, 10 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos



    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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  • ((Hugs)) ladies. @kittymeowbark‌ I will be thinking of you tomorrow! TP the bone infection my H has in his jaw. This has made him irritable and me worried!

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

    Everyone Welcome

  • @kittymeowbark- I hope your painting went well this weekend :)
  • @mrsjg2013

    It did go well. It was a bit bittersweet, but everything went well and client was super happy with the result. Thank you for asking :)
    Yelena + Rubere Married: 05/13/2011
    TTC since 2012
    BFP#1EDD: 06/21/2014  ~  TFMR --Holoprosencephaly 
    Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
    My Chart image
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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