It has become all-consuming and a source of way too much stress, guilt
& anxiety. I'm not actually quitting, just slowing it down for
now. Canceled an order for domperidone I placed this morning and am
letting like 4+ hours pass b/w pumps. I cannot be a slave to this
machine any more! DS will be 2 months on Friday and I know I'll be
really done done in the next few weeks. I'll still nurse him a couple
a times a day & see what happens though.