TTC After a Loss

^^Bible Study Check In^^

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edited July 2014 in TTC After a Loss

Welcome to the Bible Study Check-In. This check-in currently runs 2 times a week on Mondays and Thursdays. Mondays are our in-depth study.  Thursdays are our check-in day. If you cannot get int touch with your prayer partner please PM@MrsG80inTN @megrae12 and we will assign you a new one. 

This is a list of the current prayer partners. Please respond to your prayer partner's post and/or communicate via PM:

@littlecookie & @megrae12

@MrsG80inTN & @mara005

@graceanne927 & @bluedaisy0627


Well, ladies, let's hear it. How did we do this week? Were we able to see how God was faithful? 

Prayers

Praises. 

Multiple TTCAL 1IF 3
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DX: stage 2 Endo 2012, PCOS 7/2/14,  HSG 6/11/14, Lefty open!!
BFP#1, EDD: 4/27/14, Missed EP confirmed: 9/23/13, R tube removal: 9/25/13 
Clomid/TI #1=BFN, 
Clomid/TI#2=BFN, Clomid/TI #3=CP
BFP #2 CP, EDD 7/12/15
On a treatment break: 2 natural cycles. Saving money, sigh*

Goodbye my sweet babies. We miss you so much
All Welcome


Re: ^^Bible Study Check In^^

  • Hi ladies - the week didn't permit me from posting before now as I needed to give this post my thought based on Monday's post. 

    With regard to the week as a whole - I am seeing God's faithfulness and feeling like he is speaking to me which is good... I need to listen and act more though. 

    Prayers would be for DH as he's had a rough time since our last loss and work is really getting to him... Also, my dad's eye sight has some issues and he's been having to get shots in his eyes which suck in a big way and he may have to have 10 more... EEK.  So prayers please.  Lastly, it's CD1 for me today so prayers for this cycle are always welcome.

    @kath16 - you asked a great question on Monday and I think that we've obviously all felt similar things... My story is that DH and I have been married for 10.5 years.  I wanted 4 kids by the time I was 30 :-)  We didn't go off of birth control until I was 29.75... I had a lot of resentment that my plan wasn't working out the way I thought it should... 30th birthday was hard to pass by without any children.  We only got serious about finding out why we hadn't conceived about 20 months ago and then had endometriosis surgery in April of 2013.  Along the way our marriage struggled - some becuase of my "plan" and some because of my husband's job situation (as in he didn't have one) so finances and life were hard... There were times I didn't know we'd make it and I look back on those times and I can see why God didn't give us a child then because it wouldn't have been wise for us to be parents then... What's hard for me now is that I think we're in a great place and I can't quite understand why he hasn't given us children at this point... Am I glad we have had 10+ years to really grow our relationship, yes. Do I wish we had children now, yes, but I see what God was doing in waiting... It's still hard to understand why we continue to wait if that makes any sense?  

    @mcnsher0627 - I too am reading the GMG Loved and Infertility study.  They are both very good for me.

    @mara005 - I'm sorry that any one has ever made you feel that way.  I don't think having a child changes the grief you feel over your losses at all.  Hugs lady.

    @megrae12 - praying for your momma.

    @jj32 - sounds like a great study that you all are doing.  You'll have to share some of the good conversation starters.  

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

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    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

    All Welcome


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  • bluedaisy0627 I listen to Christian music in the car too. It really puts me in such a better mood. Prayers for you at work. I hope the changes are as you expect and it is exciting.

    @jj32 feel better! I 

    @mrsg80inTN Praying for your H that he has hope and strength for the future. My coworkers dad has had to get shots in his eyes. Sounds painful.Thinking of your dad! All the best this cycle. Praying for you all.

    As for Me, I went in for hopefully my last beta today related to the loss. Please pray it's negative and that I don't have to go back for more for this loss.

    Hugs to all
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  • I did a pretty good job this week. I was able to see God's faithfulness even if my life is falling apart. He holds me through it. He has blessed me with peace. I am pretty happy He is my God. 

    Praises: Mom came home from the hospital yesterday! 

    Prayers: Please continue to pray for her. She has to go on an aspirin regimen, they are fairly sure she may have had a mild heart attack. We are also still waiting on the biopsies of her ulcers to come back. Please pray that it's not cancer. 
    Multiple TTCAL 1IF 3
    imageimage
    DX: stage 2 Endo 2012, PCOS 7/2/14,  HSG 6/11/14, Lefty open!!
    BFP#1, EDD: 4/27/14, Missed EP confirmed: 9/23/13, R tube removal: 9/25/13 
    Clomid/TI #1=BFN, 
    Clomid/TI#2=BFN, Clomid/TI #3=CP
    BFP #2 CP, EDD 7/12/15
    On a treatment break: 2 natural cycles. Saving money, sigh*

    Goodbye my sweet babies. We miss you so much
    All Welcome


  • jj32 said:
    MrsG80inTN one of the questions is to ask your H if there is something that you can do for them that would make them feel more fulfilled. 
    I love that!!!!!!

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

    imageimage
    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

    All Welcome


  • @bluedaisy0627 - thanks for the thoughts and prayers... Not to be nosy, but totally being nosy... Can we just talk about your cycle right now?  It's like never ending... have you called your RE at all???

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

    imageimage
    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

    All Welcome


  • https://forums.thebump.com/profile/9553540/bluedaisy0627 I would call the RE... Maybe they can test your Progesterone levels to see if you have O'd... Then if not they can give you something to bring AF on...

    Me 35 / DH 36
    TTC since 09/2009
    Hashimoto's diagnosis 11/2011 / Endometriosis removal surgery 04/2013
    Other diagnosis: 1 mutation - PAI-1 gene
    BFP#1 9/27/2013  /  EDD 6/4/14  /  MC 10/17/2013
    BFP#2 3/4/14  /  EDD 11/13/14  /  CP
    BFP#3 6/7/14  / EDD 2/16/15  /  CP
    BFP #4 11/7/2014 / EDD 7/17/15  /  CP
    Current  Plan: Waiting to change RE... Appt on 1/16
    RXs: Metformin, Levothyroxin, Baby Aspirin, CoQ10, Vitamin D, Folic Acid, Pre-natal. Progesterone post O.

    imageimage
    ***Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

    All Welcome


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