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1 Month

LimaDLimaD member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
A month ago today, my day began like any normal day. But by that afternoon, while I was looking through baby names and dreaming of my baby, my nightmare began and I lost my sweet baby.  This morning I got AF, which is a physical reminder of what happened a month ago.  I feel like every step forward that I've taken toward healing has been swept away and I'm right back where I started.  I feel broken, sad, and alone.  I think you guys are the only ones who can understand what I'm feeling, so I guess I'm just looking for some encouragement for the day. TIA
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Re: 1 Month

  • tlc35tlc35 member
    I'm sorry. For me my first BFN after loss was really hard.  It brought back all of the initial sadness.  Sending Hugs and I hope tomorrow is a better day.
    Me: 37                                               
    DH: 45
    BFP #1 3/19/14  EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
    BFP #2  12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
    Saw heartbeat 12/29.  Please be a rainbow.
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  • mpiemontmpiemont member
    @LimaD- I'm right there with you today as far as broken, sad, and alone goes. It's not even been 2 weeks since we found out we lost our baby, but it has definitely been 1 step forward, 2 steps back. I'm at the place when something really terrible and awful happens (usually a death) and you just can't imagine how you will ever be ok, how life will ever move on, how you can live with the loss and the pain. Praying we both can find some comfort today.
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    DS2 born 2/22/13
    MMC 5/16/14@8w2d
    DD due 5/9/15 Please be our     RAINBOW

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  • Sunshine1116Sunshine1116 member
    I'm sorry for your loss and that you find yourself down today. Just know that you aren't alone. Sending lots of hugs and support!

    BFP #1 3/7/2010 - DD born 11/16/2010
    BFP #2 12/20/2012 -  CP 12/22/2012
    BFP #3 1/10/2013 - Blighted Ovum 2/7/2013
    BFP #4 8/22/2013 - D&C 10/22/2013

    RPL testing discovered blood clotting issue

    BFP #5 3/9/2014 - Discovered baby no longer had a heartbeat at 20 week U/S, Induced Delivery & D&C 6/27/2014

    Awaiting Genetic results to determine steps forward

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  • ImJessesGirlImJessesGirl member
    The grieving process is such a bitch... there's no other way for me to put it. Just when you think you've reached the other side, something will bring up the sadness.

    I am so sorry for your loss and for the grief that is taking over you today. I pray you find some happiness soon! You most definitely aren't alone!
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    Me: 33 DH: 31
    DD: 10 (born August 2004)
    Married 03/01/14
    TTC#2
    BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014
    BFP: 01/31/15 MMC: 02/25/15 





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  • LimaDLimaD member
    Thanks ladies.  It was a rough day and I struggled a lot with sadness and anger.  But my family and friends were there for me. One day at a time, right? 
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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    I am so sorry. AF each month is a very tough time for me, that reminder that this isn't supposed to be happening just leads to how far along I should be. I think that part may not get easier until after the EDD for me.
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