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Thursday Throat Punch

blackbird818blackbird818 member
edited July 2014 in TTC After a Loss
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TTC since Sept 2012
M/C on 5/01/13 at 8 wks
AF finally appeared 11 wks later per Provera
Diagnosed with PCOS on 7/29/13
Three Failed Medicated Cycles, NTNP Indefinitely
BFP #2 9/14/14, EDD 5/23/14...MMC discovered @ 9w2d; D&C 10/23/14

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    TP to my DH. Somedays he just needs a good one...but also TP to my hormones right now. They're making me crazy.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    @blackbird818‌ =)) it's perfect.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • daffodil428daffodil428 member
    TP to my doctor. He doesn't want to do surgery to remove my polyp but instead wants to wait 2-3 cycles to see if it resolves on it's own. Then if it does it resolve on it's own I will have surgery to remove it.

    Ugh. If the mfm doctor doesn't think it's ok to have a pregnancy with the polyp in place it makes me crazy that I have to wait 2-3 months to see if it goes away on it's own or have surgery and have to wait longer.

    This whole process has been long enough!! Am I really waiting for a valid reason? Sometimes I feel like screw the doctors and their imaginary idea of a perfect uterus. Maybe I'll try to get pregnant as is and roll the dice. But then I think ugh if I did miscarry bc of the tiny polyp how could I forgive myself for being impatient.

    ARGGHHH!!!
    Ps TPs to DHs, ladies yelling at dogs, and hormones!!! TPs all around!!!

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    3rd pregnancy -- 1st baby -- praying for a rainbow

    #1 EDD 5/2014 -- MMC 10weeks ~~ #2 EDD 10/2014 -- Our baby girl, born sleeping 17weeks ~~ #3 EDD 8/2015

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  • daffodil428daffodil428 member
    Oh and a TP to myself for wanting to TP the same scenario two days in a row. I'm just so angry and frustrated about it. Sorry ladies

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    3rd pregnancy -- 1st baby -- praying for a rainbow

    #1 EDD 5/2014 -- MMC 10weeks ~~ #2 EDD 10/2014 -- Our baby girl, born sleeping 17weeks ~~ #3 EDD 8/2015

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  • LittleMrsWLittleMrsW member
    TP to my job. There are days when I feel like I'm managing highschool girls.They were complaining because an employee rolled her eyes at them and sighed. C'mon guys, were adults here!




    Me-27 DH-29

     TTC#1 January 2013

    BFP February 27th 2014, MMC ended in D&C

    Working on our rainbow!

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  • jjbmstincojjbmstinco member
    LittleMrsW said:
    TP to my job. There are days when I feel like I'm managing highschool girls.They were complaining because an employee rolled her eyes at them and sighed. C'mon guys, were adults here!
    My 3rd-5th graders do this. They also tell me that "she is bullying me because she rolled her eyes at me." My answer when they complain to me?  "Stop looking at her"

    Sorry to have to deal with that!

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    Married-1/2012
    TTC-8/2013   BFP-4/18/14  EDD: 12/29/12 MC-5/17/14 @ 7w4d
    BFP #2-11/13/14  EDD: 7/26/14  Beta #1: 11/14/13 (135 progesterone: 19.5)   Beta #2" 11/17/14 (733 ) 
    Hoping for good news!

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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    daffodil428 said:

    TP to my doctor. He doesn't want to do surgery to remove my polyp but instead wants to wait 2-3 cycles to see if it resolves on it's own. Then if it does it resolve on it's own I will have surgery to remove it.

    Ugh. If the mfm doctor doesn't think it's ok to have a pregnancy with the polyp in place it makes me crazy that I have to wait 2-3 months to see if it goes away on it's own or have surgery and have to wait longer.

    This whole process has been long enough!! Am I really waiting for a valid reason? Sometimes I feel like screw the doctors and their imaginary idea of a perfect uterus. Maybe I'll try to get pregnant as is and roll the dice. But then I think ugh if I did miscarry bc of the tiny polyp how could I forgive myself for being impatient.

    ARGGHHH!!!
    Ps TPs to DHs, ladies yelling at dogs, and hormones!!! TPs all around!!!

    I think today is a "universe TP day"
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    bluedaisy0627 said:

    TP to work. If I am off at 2:30, why does the person relieving me think it is ok to not show up on time? I have things to do!

    *~LO mentioned, not mine~*



    And a gentle TP to my mom. My niece was born today and she sent me a picture message with no warning. Nothing like a punch in the stomach when you are benched and yet are still trying to figure out why cd50 is here with no ovulation in sight.

    Ugh! What's with mothers lately?! @stinybean‌ and I just had this convo. They mean well, but they just don't think. I'm sorry you had to deal with that today! TP (ever so gently) to your momma.

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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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  • rslh10rslh10 member
    TP to my friend who, after expressing my nervousness about testing soon and just general ttc stress to, said "aww. Don't be nervous"... for real? I don't know. Maybe it's the fact that I'm in a totally different place in my life than literally every friend I have, but that just truly pissed me off. I take TONS of time out of my day to hear about your stupid boyfriend who is a tool and all the stupid issues you have, and all you have to offer is that? Gee, thanks.
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    Hubs & I -29 • Met 5/18/04 • Married 5/8/10
    BFP #1 DS 2/7/11 (Born @ 34 wks via ECS due to Pre-e) TTC #2 since Aug '13
    DX Low AMH (.58) March '14 • FSH-7.5 • E2-35.5 (Nov '14)
    SA- Great numbers • SIS- Clear (Nov '14)
     Cycle 1- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-BFP • EDD 1/12/15 
    Ectopic @ 5w6d • Methotrexate Shot 5/18/14
    Cycle 2,3,4- Clomid CD3-7 & Trigger-- BFN
    Cycle 5- Letrozole CD3-7 & Trigger BFFN
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    • Everyone Welcome •
    TTCAL January Siggy Challenge • Animal Snow Interactions
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