Hey.. All of you moms out there offered me more sound advice and support than a lot of people in my day to day life when I was hitting some real peaks with my severe anxiety. I've been having problems logging in and have tried to post in the last few weeks but was finally able to today. My anxiety comes in waves lately but the medication is helping a lot. I've come to the realization that my family is indeed not infested with any kind of bug at all and that my fears are something that I can control. I know the anxiety will always be there in many different forms but I'm just thankful to not be doing daily inspections of all of our beds and constantly checking our bodies. I actually went swimming last night til about 8 pm and was able to accept the fact that I was bit by a mosquito and nothing else!! Big win for me. I don't know why I have this paranoia and it's likely never going to completely disappear but I feel like I have a clearer mindset. I'm spending more time on my kids and Dh, actually able to eat food and have been sleeping. You all are the reason I sought help and I'm extremely grateful. Internet love to alllllll ya'll
Re: Update
2 Beautiful Boys 11.7.03 & 4.23.13
Harry Styles = Life Ruiner
There’s a lightning in your eyes I can't deny
Then there’s me inside a sinking boat running out of time
Without you I'll never make it out alive
But I know, yes, I know we’ll be alright
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J. 1.14.13 my reason for breathing