June 29, 2012 I went into labor at almost 16wks.
After many attempts to halt it, on June 30, 2012 Josiah and Jason were born, and passed away.
Its hard to believe its been two years, and that we will finally have our take-home baby!
Ive been on edge/anxious the last week, but surprisingly, I slept well last night. Better than Ive slept in months.
I kept busy at work today, and that made today a lot easier on me. We even had some good laughs (something I couldnt fathom ever doing on this day) when we our system went down, we lost our power, and then shortly after dinner, the front clasp of my bra gave out.
At dinner with all my coworkers, my boss gave a rememberance toast about the boys, and their impact on the group. Then we released balloons, something we started at their funeral.
This was the big milestone Id been dreading all pregnancy, and it turned out to be a good day.
I feel like I finally know that Im ready for Julianne to arrive!
Sorry for my long-windedness!

Baby Girl born 7/9/2014 at 34.5wks


Re: Survived Monday (Previous Loss mentioned)
Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube
4 rounds of clomid, 2 with IUI = BFN
first son stillborn 7/20/13 at 39 weeks due to Acute Fatty Liver of Pregnancy
It's a girl! Baby Anna was born August 3, 2014!
First BFP: 12/16/13
EDD: 08/23/14
Baby BOY born: 08/29/14
It's amazing how a loving support team can really help out in times like these.
So glad that you can now have a take-home baby this year!!
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Proud Mother to 16 year old Austin (MCJROTC Sgt., Trumpet playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Air Force Pilot!)
Proud Stepmother to 12 year old Josh (Baseball playing, Saxophone playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Doctor!)
Proud Mother to baby Kaylee (Stuffed toy playing, Adorable smiling baby and hopeful Rodeo Princess!)
'I loved you for a thousand years and I will love you for a thousand more'
Thank you all for all the good vibes and (creepy) internet hugs, lol!
Baby Girl born 7/9/2014 at 34.5wks
DS Grayson (3yrs) (Emergency Csec)
DD Isabella due 8/2/2014