I have clinical depression and I'm weaning off my antidepressant. It's been a really rough week and all I want to do is cry and sleep. I know I should be so excited for my baby but the cloud keeps hanging over me. Plus my hormones are going crazy so that definitely isn't helping anything. It's all I can do to get up and go to work in the morning. And it hits me in waves. Sometimes I feel fine and the next minute everything is wrong and I just want to crawl into bed. It's the worst.
Re: depression and crazy hormones
Together - 11/9/08
Married - 7/10/10
Nt/Np - 1/14/11
BFP! - 5/20/11 EDD - 1/25/12
It's a girl! - 9/7/11
A family of 3 - 2/2/12
Nt/Np - 4/15/12
BFP! - 5/16/13 EDD - 1/22/14
Discovered baby's not growing w/ no heartbeat - 6/7/13
Natural M/C @ 6.5w - 6/15/13
Nt/Np - 6/25/13
BFP! - 10/25/13 EDD - 7/1/14
Missed M/C (natural) - 11/5/13 @ 6w
Nt/Np - 11/17/13
BFP! - 5/29/14 EDD - 2/7/15
It's a girl! - 9/19/14
A family of 4 - 2/13/15
Nt/Np - 4/9/15
BFP! - 4/1/16 EDD - 12/05/16
It's a boy! - 7/19/16
A family of 5 - 12/10/16
DH vasectomy - 3/30/17
Have you tried meditation? There are some really great free guided meditation podcasts on the iPhone if you have one. They really help to clear the mind.
20 medicated cycles of some kind, 8 failed IUIs (every med combo possible)
5/14/14 IVF # 1, 6dp5dt BFP,
Betas 8dp5dt- 67, 14dp -670, 17dp -1761, 20dp-4858, 27dp-28,800
6/11/14 6w3d Twins!!! - EDD Feb 1st
Good luck, girls.
ETA: typo.