Had my follow up u/a today, after measuring 2 weeks behind at my dating scan last week. My doctor said it is "inconclusive" at this time. She thinks she sees a fetal pole, and the sac is measuring 5w6d, which is on track from last week. However, I am supposed to be 7w6d. As much as I can hope I O'd and implanted late, it doesn't change the fact that I got my 1st positive pg test at what I thought to be 11 dpo. So the measurements are not within reasonable limits. Doctor ordered betas for Monday morning and another follow up u/s on July 7th. I have such a gut feeling that there is something wrong and I hate having this all dragged out. Such an emotional roller coaster. Why is there a grey area??? I am feeling devastated, but more so, stuck in limbo has me feeling like an empty shell. I literally can't think even a day into the future and feel as if I am on auto pilot, just going through the motions of each day. I feel so bad for DH and DD, that they have to see me so down and out. As much as i would like to think there's is a glimmer of hope, I feel certain I will be leaving you all very soon

. I just pray it doesn't take as long to get pregant again, as it did this time. I'll update when a definitive situation is clear. FX for happy and healthy little beans at your upcoming ultrasounds (I saw there was a bunch tomorrow!).
BFP#1: 6.21.11 - DD born 3.6.12
BFP#2: 10.27.13 - Chemical Pregnancy
BFP#3: 5.27.14 - EDD 2.6.15 - MMC diagnosed at 8w3d - D&C 7.7.14
BFP#4: 1.9.15 - EDD 9.21.15 - Praying for a sticky bean!

Re: This is the worst feeling in the World...
Team Purple!!!!
BFP #2 11/6/13 - EDD 7/14/14 - blighted ovum discovered @ 7w - natural m/c @ 10w3d
BFP #3 5/25/14 - EDD 2/1/15 - Hoping this is our 2nd little owl
A/S findings: Baby is a girl! EIF found on heart
but maternit21 came back neg for chromosome disorders!!
Married 12.14.12 TTC 01.01.14 BFP 02.26.14 MC 03.07.14 TTC again 05.01.14
Sarah, 35 bumping from NE Ohio
Married my love 4/22/2006
DD born 10/12/2009
DS born sleeping 2/23/2013 full trisomy 18
Baby 3 due 2/13/2015
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Waited a long time, tried a lot of stuff, science made me a mom.
DS - Born 6/17/12
DS#2 - Due 2/11/15
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F15 December Siggy Challenge:
TTC since Sept 2012 - 1st appt with RE in Nov 2013, diagnosis: 'unexplained infertility'
May 2014 - IVF #1 - 14 eggs retrieved, 8 fertilised, 5 day blast transferred May 26th (2 frozen)
June 4th - BFP! Baby #1 due Feb 10th, 2015!
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BFP #1 05/03/12 DD: 12/18/12
BFP #2 05/26/14 MMC: 6/26/14 D&C: 7/18/14
BFP #3 10/09/14 MC 10/24/14