I have twins and really liked Dr Luke's book, pregnancy with twins, triplets or quads. Maybe having a how-to will help you feel better? I lost weight in 1st and 2nd tri because I vomited so much. Zofran was my BFF and the sea-sick bands available now.
Not sure how far along you are, but congrats! Just try and take one day at a time. By the end of your pregnancy, you will probably have 2-3 visits each week with your OB and MFM. I have T1 and it was tough to go through all of the appointments, especially toward the end. The best thing for you to do is to try to eat healthy and keep your blood sugars in check. It gets harder the farther along you go, especially with multiples. Hang in there!
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