Well here I am, I made it (mentally) through the last week. I had my first u/s at 5w5d, and while things looked good, it was too early to see a heartbeat. Now I'm 7w1d, and I'm headed back today to hopefully see cardiac activity.
With my loss in February, development stopped between 6 and 7 weeks, but it wasn't discovered until around 10 weeks. I was up all last night thinking about all the terrible things that could happen today. All I want in the world is to see that tiny healthy heart pumping away today.
If you could spare some Ts&Ps today, that'd be much appreciated. And until then, as always, my mantra: my love for my baby is stronger than my fear.
This update is cross posted from the f15 board-
*UPDATE*
Ladies, I saw the MOST beautiful thing I've ever seen today. More beautiful than the great classic works of art, more beautiful than diamonds, more beautiful than a Louis Vuitton with my own name on it! I saw a beautiful baby heartbeat flicker. 152 beats at 7w1d. My heart is so happy and full right now. I started crying the second the ultrasound tech pointed it out. Thank you SO much for keeping me in your thoughts these past hours and days! And the best part is, I still have another ultrasound scheduled next week so I'll get to see that amazing baby all over again.

Married August 2009
BFP#1 12/19/13 * EDD 8/24/14 * MMC Discovered 2/04/14
BFP#2 5/27/14 * EDD 2/8/15 * Please be our rainbow
Re: Loss milestone- u/s today *UPDATED!*
Married DH 3/14/09
TTC Since Jan 2011
Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
took Cytotec July 20, 2013
BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!
Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!
BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
"Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience." Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
This time I'm not leaving without you.
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
BFP #2 5/7/13 EDD 1/14/2014 Ectopic discovered 5/21/13, lost left tube
Referred to RE, blood work done August 2013, AMH 0.27, all else normal, HSG clear
Ava's Story

BFP#2 10/18/13 Blighted ovum 11/25/13
BFP #3 1/31/14 EDD 10/18/14 -- It's a GIRL!
January PAL siggie challenge; Good advice:
Began trying for a baby January 2012
BFP 4.25.2013 EDD 1.3.2014 MMC 6.3.2013 D&C 6.19.2013
BFP 11.3.2013 CP 11.6.2013
BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014
Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel 3/6/14 IUI #3 (plus 2x acupuncture)
Team Pink!!
ALL ARE WELCOME
DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
*UPDATE*
Ladies, I saw the MOST beautiful thing I've ever seen today. More beautiful than the great classic works of art, more beautiful than diamonds, more beautiful than a Louis Vuitton with my own name on it! I saw a beautiful baby heartbeat flicker. 152 beats at 7w1d. My heart is so happy and full right now. I started crying the second the ultrasound tech pointed it out. Thank you SO much for keeping me in your thoughts these past hours and days! And the best part is, I still have another ultrasound scheduled next week so I'll get to see that amazing baby all over again.
Married August 2009
BFP#1 12/19/13 * EDD 8/24/14 * MMC Discovered 2/04/14
BFP#2 5/27/14 * EDD 2/8/15 * Please be our rainbow
TTC Since 04/01/13
BFP #1 04/28/13 Its twins! EDD 01/08/2014 MMC confirmed 06/27/13 D&C 07/17/13
BFP#2 05/19/14 EDD 01/30/2015 Please be our rainbow!
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*~*~* All AL Welcome*~*~*
Began trying for a baby January 2012
BFP 4.25.2013 EDD 1.3.2014 MMC 6.3.2013 D&C 6.19.2013
BFP 11.3.2013 CP 11.6.2013
BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014
A little bit about me...
Married my awesome guy on 12/27/08
DD Lucy Rae born on 11/16/2010
Loss #1: November 29, 2012 at 8w1d
Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)
BFP #4: We are having a BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peter Matthew was born on July 16, 2014!!! Welcome to our family!
"If anyone asks me how many children I have, the answer is 4. Just two of them live in Heaven."
*All are welcome in my posts*January PAL siggie challenge; Good advice:
BFP 6/29/2013 - EDD 3/16/14 - MMC 9/5/2013
April 2014 - - 1st ICI Cycle - BFP 5/15/14 EDD: 1/20/15
A/S 8-22-14 - Its a BOY!!
12/15 Checkup & heard his beautiful heartbeat
ALL WELCOME -