I have reached a point where I feel ready to join this board. My daughter was prenatally diagnosed with Trisomy 13. She was a true miracle and I was blessed with 58 wonderful days with her. During our time together, I was able to get to know her little personality - she was never on strong pain medications and was a generally happy child. She loved music, sunshine, and cuddles. Although I wouldn't trade my time with Caroline for the world, it has made losing her that much harder. I physically hurt and I have never been more sad in my life. I know that she is in a better place without pain or feeding tubes, but I miss her so much. My house is so quiet and all I want to do is take care of her but I can't.
Thank you in advance for the support as I journey through this. I will do my best to be there for all of you as well.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I understand the feeling of trying to find relief in knowing that your child is no longer hurting, and understand that it doesn't really make it much easier.
I'm so sorry for the loss of sweet Caroline. A beautiful name for a beautiful girl. My heart hurts for you. Please feel free to post as little or as often as you need to. ((hugs)).
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
Welcome to the board. I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your sweet daughter Caroline. This board is amazing and I hope you find the support you need.
I "loved" your post because your daughter is beautiful and amazing. Thank you for sharing her with us.
Married 11/23/11, TTC starting 10/12, BFP#1 11/30/12, Adoption of stepson finalized 03/19/13,Loss of our daughter at 20w4d due to incompetent cervix 03/27/13, BFP#2 06/28/13, DS2 born 3/1/14.
I am so sorry for what happened to Caroline and to you. As a fellow Trisomy mommy (T18), I can relate to the devestation you felt, and the pain you continue to feel in an all too quiet house. I hear it gets better, let's hope this is true.
I am so sorry for the loss of your Caroline. What a beautiful baby and I'm so glad you got to spend such wonderful times with her. However, I know it can never be enough. I hope you can find comfort here. I know that I have.
Re: Intro - My Daughter Caroline
TTC since 10/2010
IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
Me 32 (Stage IV Endometriosis, short luteal phase) DH 38
Married 5/2010
January 2014- DS born healthy at 35.4 weeks
February 2014- DS passed away due to complications from adenovirus
February 2015- Rainbow baby DD born at 36.3 weeks
My chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/42fd32
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I'm so sorry for the loss of sweet Caroline. A beautiful name for a beautiful girl. My heart hurts for you. Please feel free to post as little or as often as you need to. ((hugs)).
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
Thank you for sharing your sweet girl with us. It's got to be so hard missing her! We're here for you.
first son stillborn 7/20/13 at 39 weeks due to Acute Fatty Liver of Pregnancy
It's a girl! Baby Anna was born August 3, 2014!
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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Asher born February 5, 2011.
Baby #2 born sleeping at 20 weeks. May 6, 2014.
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
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I "loved" your post because your daughter is beautiful and amazing. Thank you for sharing her with us.
I am so sorry for what happened to Caroline and to you. As a fellow Trisomy mommy (T18), I can relate to the devestation you felt, and the pain you continue to feel in an all too quiet house. I hear it gets better, let's hope this is true.
Big hugs to you and thank you for sharing.