I'm done with it. I've reached my limit on what kind of shit this year can throw at me. I had a really stressful weekend because one of the girls was in the ER all day Saturday and we have to give her medication every 4 hours around the clock, which means getting up twice during the night to administer it.
Then I found out today that my job is in trouble because of my employer's finances. I could be out of a job in 2 months or less.
So I'm shutting this shit down now before the year throws death or losing our home or identity theft that takes all of the money we've worked so hard to save up or something else happens that will just destroy me.
So as of today, it's 2015. Fuck 2014 right in the motherfucking ear.
UPDATE: First of all, thanks everyone for your kind words and offers to kick 2014's ass. They are much appreciated.
It looks like my job is safe for at least a few months. I spoke with my boss this morning and she suggested I get my resume out there and I'm going to update it and start sending it off today. There's still no idea of the end game for the firm. I'm hoping that they can salvage as much as possible and I don't lose my job there because I really do love everything about it there. It is a fantastic place to work and 80% of the employees are super cool. I'm still pretty shaken up by the whole thing, but having a plan of action for right now is helping.
Also, the girl is back in daycare today with her sister and she is super stoked to be there. She loved being home with mommy but she missed her friends and her teacher. She's doing a whole lot better and her breathing is basically back to normal. She only needs her nebulizer puffs twice today so she already had one treatment today and she'll have another when she comes home.


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You don't understand the appeal of Benedict Cumberbatch / think he's fug / don't know who he is? WATCH SHERLOCK. Until you do, your negative opinion of him will not be taken seriously.
Re: 2014 can end now. (update in OP)
Oh eff. I am sorry.
I am all in favor of FFing to 2015.
BFP 1- EDD 2/09/11 Missed MC DX @11 weeks D&C- 7/25/10 BFP 2- EDD 12/22/11 Natural MC @ 5w 2d BFP 3- EDD 1/25/12 DD Josephine born 1/16/12
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You don't understand the appeal of Benedict Cumberbatch / think he's fug / don't know who he is? WATCH SHERLOCK. Until you do, your negative opinion of him will not be taken seriously.
Hoping for the same for you (but now of course, not in 6 months...)
Our Little Raspberry Born 3/27/12
I'm on board. This frickin year has sucked so bad.
Happy New Year!
sorry CG
I am sorry you are having such a bad go of things.... It can be 2015 if you want!
Me: 28 H: 28 DS: 4
Trinitrotoluene: "My ears have been deflowered ....my mouth just hasn't been!"
Cheers to 2015!
((Hugs))
Unable to even.
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You don't understand the appeal of Benedict Cumberbatch / think he's fug / don't know who he is? WATCH SHERLOCK. Until you do, your negative opinion of him will not be taken seriously.
TTC since August 2011, Me = 40, DH = 38
Unexplained IF. Tried Clomid for 3 cycles. All BFNs. BFP 1/6/13. Chemical pregnancy.
Moving on to IVF#1. ER 11/26/13, 16 eggs retreived, 12 mature and all fertilized. 2 blasts transferred on 12/1. All other embies arrested so nothing left to freeze. Beta 12/10 = BFN. IVF #2 March 2014. BFP!!! TEAM BLUE!!!