Late Term and Child Loss

Faith Friday

"Sing to God, sing praises to his name; lift up a song to him who rides through the deserts; his name is the Lord; exult before him!"

[Psalm 68:4]

What song or songs have really spoken to you through this journey? What songs have brought you some peace or some strength?

Maybe it's a verse or the whole song... Please share the lyrics that speak to you.

Any new struggles/revelations this week?

Re: Faith Friday

  • schulme2schulme2 member
    edited June 2014
    The one song that really felt like i could've written it right after Mary died was "Worn" by Tenth Avenue North
    "I’m Tired I’m worn
    My heart is heavy
    From the work it takes
    To keep on breathing
    I’ve made mistakes
    I’ve let my hope fail
    My soul feels crushed
    By the weight of this world

    And I know that you can give me rest
    So I cry out with all that I have left

    Let me see redemption win
    Let me know the struggle ends
    That you can mend a heart
    That’s frail and torn
    I wanna know a song can rise
    From the ashes of a broken life
    And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
    Cause I’m worn

    I know I need to lift my eyes up
    But I'm too weak
    Life just won’t let up
    And I know that you can give me rest
    So I cry out with all that I have left
    (Chorus)
    My prayers are wearing thin
    Yeah, I’m worn
    Even before the day begins
    Yeah, I’m worn
    I’ve lost my will to fight
    I’m worn
    So, heaven come and flood my eyes
    (Chorus)
    Let me see redemption win
    Let me know the struggle ends
    That you can mend a heart
    That’s frail and torn
    I wanna know a song can rise
    From the ashes of a broken life
    And all that’s dead inside can be reborn
    Cause all that’s dead inside will be reborn

    Though I’m worn
    Yeah I’m worn

    The other song that really every word seemed like it was exactly what i needed to say is "The Hurt & The Healer" by MercyMe

    Why?
    The question that is never far away
    But healing doesn't come from the explained
    Jesus, please don't let this go in vain
    You're all I have, all that remains

    So here I am, what's left of me
    When glory meets my suffering

    I'm alive
    Even though a part of me has died
    You take my heart and breathe it back to life
    I fall into your arms open wide
    When the hurt and the healer collide

    Breathe
    Sometimes I feel it's all that I can do
    Pain so deep that I can hardly move
    Just keep my eyes completely fixed on You
    Lord, take hold and pull me through

    So here I am, what's left of me
    When glory meets my suffering

    Chorus

    It's the moment when humanity
    Is overcome by majesty
    When grace is ushered in for good
    And all our scars are understood"

    My new song that i find is really speaking to me now is "Same God" by Newsong.

    "There was a day
    When your faith couldn't be held down
    God was near enough to hear every word
    But somehow you wish He heard you right now
    Don't you know

    The same God who was with you then is with you now
    The same God who led you in will lead you out
    So take all the fear and doubt
    Go on and lay them down
    The same God, the same God is with you now"
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  • "Worn" is definitely a song that touched and continues to make me think of her every time I hear it or we sing it in service,

    "There Will Be A Day" by Jeremy Camp is one I think about a lot.
    "There Will Be A Day"

    I try to hold on to this world with everything I have 
    But I feel the weight of what it brings, and the hurt that tries to grab 
    The many trials that seem to never end, His word declares this truth, 
    that we will enter in this rest with wonders anew 

    But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings 
    That there will be a place with no more suffering 

    [Chorus]
    There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears 
    There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more, we'll see Jesus face to face 
    But until that day, we'll hold on to you always 

    I know the journey seems so long 
    You feel you're walking on your own 
    But there has never been a step 
    Where you've walked out all alone 

    [Chorus]

    Troubled soul don't lose your heart 
    Cause joy and peace he brings 
    And the beauty that's in store 
    Outweighs the hurt of life's sting 

    I can't wait until that day where the very one I've lived for always will wipe away the sorrow that I've faced 
    To touch the scars that rescued me from a life of shame and misery this is why this is why I sing


    And the one I had on repeat from the day after we left the hospital: "Your Hands" by JJ Heller

    "Your Hands"

    I have unanswered prayers
    I have trouble I wish wasn't there
    And I have asked a thousand ways
    That you would take my pain away
    You would take my pain away

    I am trying to understand
    How to walk this weary land
    Make straight the paths that crooked lie
    Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
    Oh Lord, before these feet of mine

    When my world is shaking, heaven stands
    When my heart is breaking 
    I never leave your hands

    When you walked upon the earth
    You healed the broken, lost and hurt
    I know you hate to see me cry
    One day you will set all things right
    Yeah, one day you will set all things right

    When my world is shaking, heaven stands
    When my heart is breaking 
    I never leave your hands

    Your hands that shaped the world
    Are holding me
    They hold me still

    Lilypie - (qptF)


    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 
    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."


  • @Noethola‌ I love There Will Be A Day! I don't think I've heard "Your Hands".., I love those lyrics, I'll have to go listen to it!
  • @schulme2 listen to it! We played it at Elsie's memorial service, because it said everything I was feeling.
    Lilypie - (qptF)


    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 
    "Elsie Irene was born sleeping at 35w 6d on December 8, 2012. Mommy and Daddy miss you sweet girl."


  • I have found new meaning in nearly every song I have heard since Nathaniel died.

    This one was new. We played it at the memorial service. 

    "I Will Carry You" by Selah 

    There were photographs I wanted to take
    Things I wanted to show you
    Sing sweet lullabies, wipe your teary eyes
    Who could love you like this?

    People say that I am brave but I'm not
    Truth is I'm barely hanging on
    But theres a greater story
    Written long before me
    Because He loves you like this

    I will carry you
    While your heart beats here
    Long beyond the empty cradle
    Through the coming years
    I will carry you
    All my life
    I will praise the One Who's chosen me
    To carry you

    Such a short time
    Such a long road
    All this madness
    But I know
    That the silence
    Has brought me to His voice
    And He says

    I've shown her photographs of time beginning
    Walked her through the parted seas
    Angel lullabies, no more teary eyes
    Who could love her like this?

    I will carry you
    While your heart beats here
    Long beyond the empty cradle
    Through the coming years
    I will carry you
    All your life
    I will praise the One Who's chosen Me
    To carry you

    I just found out that my dad has prostate cancer. He went in for tests today to see if it has spread to anywhere else. If it has it is much harder to treat. He and my mom are on vacation right now. They just left us today to go visit some other relatives. They aren't planning on being home for a month. They live in Alaska, we are in Illinois. 
    Abigail Grace 9/7/10
    Nathaniel Willis born sleeping 2/6/14
    Felicity Hope 4/6/15

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