How do I handle it?
I have been TTC for 3 years, 2 months and 20 days. It wasn't so bad for the first 1 1/2 years, but since has been terrible. I found out in November that I have PCOS and that cyst have been reeking havoc on my insides. So the last 6 months have been dreadful. I have dealt with a lot of inner emotional issues. My doctor told me to give it a few months after surgery and that I should get pregnant. Did not happen. So I go back to my doctor next month to start really figuring this crap out. I tried to let things happen naturally.
BUT the real issue is...my 21 yr old cousin who still lives with her parents is pregnant. After I worked up the nerve to actually respond to her. She replied "Finally!" She has been trying for 6 months. REALLY? My honest opinion is, she should never be trying. She lives with her parents who support her and is in a terrible on again off again relationship. Just found it terribly insensitive and can not find any joy for her whatsoever.
How do I deal with all the emotions I am feeling right now? I truly feel like I am being consumed.
How do I handle it?
Re: How do I handle it?
TTC since April 2012
BFP #1, 10/03/2012 - EDD 6/15/2013 - MMC 11/15/2012 - D&C 01/04/2013
BFP #2, 04/06/2013 - EDD 12/17/2013 - MC 04/19/2013
6/12/2013 Diagnosed with Balanced Translocation (12 & 16)
IVF #1 with PGS: 10/2013: Canceled 9/27/2013 for issues with genetic lab
IVF #1.5 with PGS: 11/16/2013: Canceled. 11 eggs retrieved, 9 mature & 9 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos
IVF #2: 1/22/14: Canceled. 16 eggs retrieved, 14 mature, 7 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos
IVF #3 with PGS: 5/10/2014: Switched to FET in July. 10 eggs retrieved, 9 mature, 8 fertilized, 2 healthy embryos!
FET #1: 7/31/2014: Transferred 2 nearly perfect (6AA, 6BA) healthy embryos- BFFN
Laproscopy: 10/2014: Healthy uterus
IVF #4: 12/8/2014: Canceled. 17 eggs retrieved, 15 mature, 10 fertilized, all unhealthy embryos
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About your fertile family member, I'm sorry. Infertility is unfair.