No not pregnancy!
So, it seems like some of us are looking for a new job/ thinking about a new job. Add me to this group, but not sure if this is the right thing to do or not. Here's the sitch:
H and I are really unsteady. We are basically trying to figure out if we are going to stay together or not. This is making me think that I really need to make more money so that I can afford to support DD on my own. Right now, with my salary this isn't possible (VHCOL area, daycare, transportation-- my train ticket is almost 300.00 a month).
I love my current job. I work for a huge well known (in my industry) corporation. The benefits are amazing, vacay is amazing, bosses and co-workers are amazing. I work in the middle of Manhattan-- like, literally. My office is in the Empire State building. Lots of my friends also work in the city so it makes socializing fairly easy. The downsides are the commute and the pay. They both are miserable.
I have been corresponding with somone in hiring at another company--similar industry/ similar job. They are local to my home-- maybe a 25 minute drive. Compensation is better, yearly bonuses, health care. Downside is obvioulsy the people could be nightmares and the company in general is much smaller and much well less known (so I am imagining if they are "resume worthy"?) So better commute, more money but maybe less mobility and less chance for socializing.
This is TL; DR so sorry if I put you to sleep. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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Re: Something in the Water
Hmm. Definitely look into it.
Are you guys at the point that you are figuring out finances if you don't stay together, as in - do you think he'll be able to help with daycare?
Also, do you think that something more local might give your relationship an opportunity as well?
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He can help, but not too much ($$ wise).
Money (the constant lack of it) has played a HUGE part in the deterioration of our relationship
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Thanks.
It's a slightly different title-- probablly a little more prestigeous/ better looking title.
I had the discussion right before the new year in RE a raise promotion and there's just nothing open right now. Doesn't mean there won't be in the future, but I am feeling pretty antsy now about my personal situation.
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Are you in a very small niche of fashion where there are only a few options for you or are you just limited to the NYC area? I know you had mentioned before that this was the only place that you could really work in your field. If there are future opportunities, a better title that shows advancement could definitely be beneficial.
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Thanks-- I have thought of all of that too-- like it might be really tough to do two hard things at once.
It's not that I work in such a small niche-- but fashion is a "big" small industry-- if that makes sense. My family is all here-- so in terms of help with DD (picking up from daycare, general babysitting help) I would have to stay local for that.
I think it's probably best for me to stay in the NYC/ NYC metro area-- although I know there are other large companies that have HQs in other parts of the country.
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Add me to the "dip your toe in" chorus. To take a less serious/more fun analogy, I liken it to a dress I see in a window that is clearly way too expensive but I fall in love with it. It is always a good idea to go in and try it on because there is often a good chance that it just doesn't look as good on me as it does on the mannequin! And then I'm not thinking "Oh, I wish I could afford that dress" but instead "Oh that wasn't right for me." I think the more info you can find out this potential job the better and then you'll be able to make a real decision and it might be to stay with your current job. It should also give you a better idea about what you should be making, etc. at your current job and leverage in negotiating if possible.
Hugs on all the DH stuff. Having a child has been unbelievably stressful on our marriage. I work downtown, but if you ever feel like taking the train and grabbing some coffee I'm in.
Thanks for the offer and the analogy is actually really helpful!
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Also, I'm in camp it can't hurt to look into it. Would having a higher salary help your relationship? A shorter commute is also a huge bonus.
It's the money but so much more. We have been thru the trenches in our relatively (7 year) short marriage.
I won't bother to bore everyone here with the long version, but the super short clif's notes version is that he doesn't want to work any more than the bare minimum. He's comfortable living paycheck to paycheck, and that's unacceptable to me.
He has a degree in a highly employable professional field.
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I second everything others posted. It wont hurt to look into the second job.
Also creepy internet hugs to you. H and I have had a lot of marital problems in the last year or so. I finally sat down with him and told him we need to get counseling or go our own separate ways. GL.
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We have done couples counceling -- did it for a full year. I have also been in individual counceling and H went to individual counceling for a bit (but no longer goes).
I will def keep my options open!
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Yes.
It was after I started looking for an apartment and even talked to my parents about staying with them for a while. We went to counseling every week and still go once a month. I finally feel like we're at a place where we don't need it but it helps to talk to a 3rd person who will listen to us and our concerns.
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DS - 2011