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Why is there always something to stress/worry about!? (vent)

MissEm15MissEm15 member
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All during the stims, I was worried about making too many follies or about my lining. My u/s was yesterday and had great news of 2-3 mature follies for IUI tomorrow morning. Whew I thought. We bd'd last night, just later than we planned... & now of course I'm stressing that its only going to be 32 hours until IUI instead of 36 hours and that we bd'd too much this weekend. I'm stressing about the "what if's" of his supplements my DH has been taking.  Nothing of course can be done about anything. I'm just the biggest worrier spaz alive. I feel like something's gotta go wrong. Why can't there ever be a time of nothing to worry about & why can't I be a positive person like I used to be?? Geeze!! Vent over lol That felt good.

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Me 29/ DH 28
DH- MFI (low count, 2-3% morph)
IUI #1 January - Clomid, Ovidrel: BFN
IUI #2 February - Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel: BFP 1st beta-25, 2nd beta-56, 3rd beta-45, miscarriage
IUI #3 April - CD3 U/S 4-10. Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel CD11 - Cancelled.. TI w/5 follicles-BFN
IUI #3.1 May - CD3 U/S 5-6, Follistim start 5-11 thru 5-17, u/s 5-18 3 mature w/ a close 4th, IUI 5-20 - BFP!
             Beta #1 12dpo - 164 & progesterone - 89!, Beta #2 16 dpo - 1189, 5w3d - u/s shows TWINS!
             6/19- u/s showed heartbeats! Baby A 111 & Baby B 118, both measuring 6w1d
             7/3- Baby A hb 170, Baby B hb 166 - both measuring perfect.
             7/18 - Baby A 165, Baby B 171 - both measuring right on track & moving all around!

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Re: Why is there always something to stress/worry about!? (vent)

  • MissEm15MissEm15 member
    @nariadreaming Thanks... and I know. You are so right!! & I am so grateful for responding so well. I should be counting my blessings that another cycle wasn't cancelled.  I just cant quit worrying and making this all feel hopeless. I do it to myself. I think I'm just looking for that feeling of a "perfect cycle" and it's not even possible. I'm just a freak lol.

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    Me 29/ DH 28
    DH- MFI (low count, 2-3% morph)
    IUI #1 January - Clomid, Ovidrel: BFN
    IUI #2 February - Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel: BFP 1st beta-25, 2nd beta-56, 3rd beta-45, miscarriage
    IUI #3 April - CD3 U/S 4-10. Letrozole, Follistim, Ovidrel CD11 - Cancelled.. TI w/5 follicles-BFN
    IUI #3.1 May - CD3 U/S 5-6, Follistim start 5-11 thru 5-17, u/s 5-18 3 mature w/ a close 4th, IUI 5-20 - BFP!
                 Beta #1 12dpo - 164 & progesterone - 89!, Beta #2 16 dpo - 1189, 5w3d - u/s shows TWINS!
                 6/19- u/s showed heartbeats! Baby A 111 & Baby B 118, both measuring 6w1d
                 7/3- Baby A hb 170, Baby B hb 166 - both measuring perfect.
                 7/18 - Baby A 165, Baby B 171 - both measuring right on track & moving all around!

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  • ronniesgirl1981ronniesgirl1981 member
    I agree with @NariaDreaming.  You can't help but worry, though.  FX that all the worrying was for nothing!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




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  • BunnyBerryBunnyBerry member
    My RE just said today that except for the vast majority of the time, even men with MFI do not experience significant decreases in their sperm counts until they ejaculate multiple times in a 24 hour period. It's not what I had always thought, but I wanted to put that out there in case it makes you feel a little better about your IUI! :)
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    Me (29), DH (30) TTC actively 54 55+ cycles | All BFNs
    MFI (low everything) | Endo Stage 1 & Stenotic Cervix (treated) | PCO
    Married - July 2008 | Started TTC - Jan 2009 | RE Visit #1 - Mar 2014 
    IUI #1 ICI #1 - June | IUI #1.1 Laparoscopy - Aug
    IUIs #1.2, 2, 3 - Sept, Oct, Nov (Letrozole) - BFNs 
    IUI #4 - Dec (Bravelle) | IUI #5 - Dec/Jan (Bravelle) - 5 follies + TI - BFNs
    IUI #5.1 - Jan (Bravelle) Cancelled 
    Planning to start IVF in March!
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  • theholmanherdtheholmanherd member
    I second (third?) what naria said. It sounds like you'll be okay. Good luck!
    Love 2010 | Marriage 2011 | TTC #1 since 2012
    PCOS | Anovulatory | Metformin + Letrozole
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