Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
mflowers929
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mflowers929
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I know that this is a good place to be for help, but I'm so sad that I have to join you. This pregnancy has been trouble for me since the beginning - the day after I got my BFP I started bleeding and passing clots. I went to the hospital and they said everything was alright, and scheduled me for another ultrasound a week later. Before I got that, I was back in the hospital, for bleeding and clots again. The doc pulled out the portable u/s and said everything looked okay. The next week though, the ER doctor I was seeing told me that there had been very little growth, and that there was no heartbeat, and told me to prepare for a miscarriage.
He set me up with an OB who gave me some hope that everything might be alright, and scheduled me for another ultrasound. I just had that 3rd ultrasound yesterday, and there was again very little growth, and no cardiac activity.
This is my first pregnancy, and I knew it was always a possibility, but I was just praying that it wouldn't happen to me. I keep going back and forth between mad and sad, but I don't know who to be mad at, and nobody gets the sad.
Momma to 3 angels and two amazing children
F born June 2018
W born September 2020
#3 due November 2022
W born September 2020
#3 due November 2022
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Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
DH: 45
BFP #1 3/19/14 EDD 11/29/14 MMC D&C 4/24/14
BFP #2 12/4/14 Beta #1 218 at 12dpo Beta #2 1055 at 16dpo
Saw heartbeat 12/29. Please be a rainbow.
All welcome
My Ovulation Chart
DX: Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant
DH: 34
MFI due to Testicular Cancer
Married March 2012
IVF w/ICSI #1
10 little polar bears
FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN
FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
Beta 1= 276
Beta 2= 662
4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
5/3/14 ~ D&C
FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
Fur Children: Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y
January 2015 Siggy Challenge TTCAL
Animals Interacting with Snow
W born September 2020
#3 due November 2022
BFP: 04/03/2014 EDD: 12/15/2014 HB: 04/30/14 (75bpm) MC: 5/2/2014 (natural)