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mflowers929 · May 2014

I know that this is a good place to be for help, but I'm so sad that I have to join you. This pregnancy has been trouble for me since the beginning - the day after I got my BFP I started bleeding and passing clots. I went to the hospital and they said everything was alright, and scheduled me for another ultrasound a week later. Before I got that, I was back in the hospital, for bleeding and clots again. The doc pulled out the portable u/s and said everything looked okay. The next week though, the ER doctor I was seeing told me that there had been very little growth, and that there was no heartbeat, and told me to prepare for a miscarriage.

He set me up with an OB who gave me some hope that everything might be alright, and scheduled me for another ultrasound. I just had that 3rd ultrasound yesterday, and there was again very little growth, and no cardiac activity.

This is my first pregnancy, and I knew it was always a possibility, but I was just praying that it wouldn't happen to me. I keep going back and forth between mad and sad, but I don't know who to be mad at, and nobody gets the sad.

MrsKush1014 · May 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope this board can bring you some comfort, it did for me.

raelynn71109 · May 2014

I am so sorry for your loss. ((Hugs))

bralex2007 · May 2014

So sorry for your loss. As mentioned, all of your feelings are completely normal and legitimate.

tlc35 · May 2014

I am sorry for your loss and it is absolutely normal to be mad and sad.

meredithcarole · May 2014

I am so sorry for your loss. We all "get" both the mad and the sad. You will find it causes quite a wide range of emotions. It does get better - the first few weeks were definitely the hardest. I hope you find some peace here on the board. Welcome.

stephy1221 · May 2014

I am so sorry for your loss.

O2girl · May 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss. A wide range of emotions are completely normal. I'm sorry you find yourself on this board but I do hope you will find comfort here. (((Hugs)))

mflowers929 · May 2014

I see my doctor on Tuesday. I just want this over with so I can move on with my life. I got called into work tonight and basically tricked into staying the night. I was so spitting mad and then all of the sudden I was crying. I'm hoping to maybe get a few days off because I need time to grieve and get a handle on my emotions.

Julz81 · May 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss.

biojess · May 2014

I do hope you are able to get time off work to grieve. We're sorry you will be joining us, but this group can be quite a comfort.

kath16 · May 2014

Oh no ... I'm so sorry to see you here :-( I hope that you'll find a lot of comfort and understanding here

As the ladies have already said, everything is normal. I hope that you are able to take a few days off ... it will get better every day. And I totally get wanting it to just "be over". I was the same way.

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