This is not nearly as important as other things going on, so I'm just hiding it here because I am feeling so weird today. I'll try to make it all 1D related.
My bff is going to be going to the beach with my sister and I'm legit worried that they are going to spend the whole time talking trash on my 1D/Harry love. Really I'm just jealous because I can't go with them because I have to take time off work for my dad's chemo days which means I can't take off extra days right now and it's making me grumpy all around. And my friend is giving me a hard time about it but I want to be like, "fuck off because cancer!" but I don't want to be mean and she doesn't really deserve it.
My bff swore she was going to go to the concert with me, but I mentioned something about it being on a Monday and she got all shifty about it. I spent like, 500 bucks on tickets because she and my sister promised me they would go with me, but my sister is unreliable and now with the shiftiness and blah. I asked my mom to be my backup today and she got all excited about going. I love my mom. But, really, a 33 year old going to 1D with her mom? LOL. And what happens when Harry wants to take me home with him? Kind of awkward with my mom there.
Re: dumb stuff
TTC since June 2009
01/10- Femara
03/10- Femara
07/2010- Clomid with injectables and IUI #1
08/2010- IUI #2
06/2011- IVF #1 BFP!
09/2011- Miscarriage at 10 1/2 weeks
11/2011- FET
01/2012- Start Home Study process
03/2012- Home Study approved and now waiting on our child to find us!
07/2012- matched with a BM who is due in October!
11/10/12- our son is born!
11/13/12- court grants us custody!
12/28/12- finalization! Always ours in our hearts, but.now also ours forever
http://keepingupwiththejoneses-dana.blogspot.com/
My dad's actually doing ok and the doctors seem to be expecting a full recovery, but who knows for sure. I guess I"m just having some all around bitterness/loneliness issues.