Secondary IF

DDF

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Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011

Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs 
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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Re: DDF

  • Dear Diary, 

    I saw my original RE today, and she made a stupid ass comment where she was probably trying to be funny, but it just made me super side eye her. And that is why YOU'RE NOT MY RE ANYMORE, hooker. 


    :-$


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Jodee37Jodee37 member
    Dear Diary,

    Why the fuck am I going back to school. You should've smacked some sense into me when I foolishly applied months ago. You should've reminded me how I have no time at all to tackle another thing let alone the stress it will cause. Which inevitably will fuck up my chances of having another baby. You are a bad friend diary.
    Me: 36, DH: 36
    DH's SA = normal
    1 tube only wonder
    AFC 3-5, AMH 0.30

    BFP #1 3/29/11.  EDD 12/4/11... Missed m/c 5/9/11. Cytotec fail. D&C 5/17/11.
    BFP #2   7/5/11.  EDD 3/14/12... Our rainbow Kellen born 3/14/12 via c/s.
    BFP #3 5/30/13.  EDD 2/8/14...  6wk u/s HB 126. 8wk u/s lost HB. D&C 7/12/13.
    BFP #4 2/18/14.  EDD 10/30/14... Ruptured ectopic with L tube removed & D&C 3/7/14.
    BFP #5 7/27/14.  EDD 4/9/15...  m/c @ 5w4d.

    IVF #1    Oct 2014 - antagonist protocol: 9R, 7M, 5F. 3dt of 3 Grade 2 embies. BFN. 
    IVF #2    Jan 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.  Converted to IUI #1. BFFN
    IVF #2.1 March 2015 cancelled due to dominant follicle.

    BFP #6  (SUPRISE!) 3/19/15.  EDD 11/30/15...  CP at 4w2d.
    IUI #2:    Clomid + Follistim = 3 follies. BFN.
    IVF #2.2 May 2015 - horrible response to micro lupron flare protocol: 3R, 3M, 3F. 3dt of 2 Grade 3 embies. BFFN. 

    BFP #7 (beyond surprised again!) 4/26/16. EDD 1/5/17. beautiful betas!!!! and then near-fatal hemorrhagic corpus luteum. turns out baby was ectopic after all; another lap 5/6 (@24dpo).

    the universe can fuck off.


     "You are overly paranoid and delusional that every one is out to get you." -lastsliverofhope

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
    all AL welcome. TTC #2 for 43 44 months.
    follow my infertility journey here at timestandsstillblog.com

  • Dear Diary,

    I would like to thank my (normally) wonderful mother who asked me after I told her the negative results of my first IUI yestreday if I would consider using my identical twin sister's eggs since they are "normal".  1) My twin has borderline personality disorder 2) HORRIBLE timing 3) WTF?!?!?!





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    My FF Chart:
    http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/490dd7
    TTC #3 since June 2013
    BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
    BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14

    IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
    IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!!  Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.
    FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect
    Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele
    3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15
    Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015
    2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized.  Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN
    MOVING TO ADOPTION!  


  • Dear Diary Friday,
    FWP, I have gotten 3 pedicures over last three years and I always wonder- WTF is up with her always cutting my nails so damn short?!?!?! I grew them out for a reason!!!!
    Also, I decided this weekend, for Mother's Day, I'm drinking, then back to healthy and sobriety through poas time. I figure I have to put up with in laws, why not make it fun for me? One glass of red wine down!!!also, I want cake, and pizza. But I had brown rice and lentils. Cake WILL have its day, and today is it. Forgot to get my cronut. Poop.
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image
    imageimage Potato Love!

    BabyFruit Ticker


  • DDF
    My entire town is coated in a thick layer of disgusting pollen, my throat hurts and my face is a faucet. F you Zyrtec, you didn't do shit.
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker


    TTC #2 since 1/1/13

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  • Dear Diary,

    I know I should really be doing something productive while DD is napping...but I'm playing on the internet instead. 

    Oh well, there's always tomorrow.
    Me: 35 DH: 35 - Married 10 years
    PCOS and MF

    Two failed rounds IUI in 2010
    IVF #1 in 2011 - BFP 8/5/11 - Our IVF miracle was born 4/8/12
    FET 9/23/13; BFP -Twins-10/3/13; EDD 6/10/14; MC 11/1/13; D&C 11/4/13
    FET 3/28/14; BFN - 4/7/14
    IVF #2 - Transfer 2 embryos 11/14/14; BFP 11/24/14 - Beta 265;
    11/26/14 - Beta 612; 11/28/14 - Beta 1263; 12/1/14 - Beta 3571;
    12/3/14 - first u/s - two gestational sacs; 12/17/14 - two healthy heartbeats (132 and 134)
    Our IVF miracles were born 7/16/15

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  • annibesannibes member
    DD, I planned to make dinner tonight but now that I'm home from work and it's raining I just want to go eat Mexican food with DH and DS. Come on enchiladas!

    Also, I am getting so impatient about test results. Give me DHs SA and DSs genetic screener results, dammit! I have decisions to make!!!!
  • @annibes a rush should be put on all of them! It is criminal the waiting game :(
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
    image

    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image
    imageimage Potato Love!

    BabyFruit Ticker


  • Dear Diary, 
    I am so pleased to learn that my interpretation of the opk that I thought was positive was, in fact, positive.  I am glad to know that I actually o'ed when I thought I did.  I am NOT, however, please to come to this conclusion because AF showed up at only 8dpo!  Why the heck am I bothering with progesterone if my LP is still only going to be a week long!  This is so frustrating.  
    Happily Mrs. C 
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    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker 
    start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
    dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
    Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
    Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
    Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
    Hoping holistic approach works!!!

    BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
    Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

    Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
    Back on metformin Aug 2013
    Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf
    DS weaned in April 2014
    Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  
    Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!
  • @annibes, I feel like you've been waiting for a long time and I'm not even in your head thinking about it all the time.  That is seriously too long a wait for your son's test results!  How long did they tell you it would take?  
    Happily Mrs. C 
    image  image

    image Image and video hosting by TinyPicimage image
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker 
    start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
    dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
    Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
    Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
    Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
    Hoping holistic approach works!!!

    BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
    Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

    Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
    Back on metformin Aug 2013
    Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf
    DS weaned in April 2014
    Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  
    Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!
  • @momarazzi007, I love getting pedicures.  They are one of my favorite things to do.  I don't very often now that I am a SAHM, but they are wonderful.  And you can tell the person working on you that you don't want them to cut down your nails.  Tell them to just shape them.  If you're only going about once a year, I realize you may be hesitant to tell them what to do.  After all, they're the expert, but it's your feet! You should be happy with the end result.  
    Happily Mrs. C 
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    image Image and video hosting by TinyPicimage image
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker 
    start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
    dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
    Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
    Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
    Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
    Hoping holistic approach works!!!

    BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
    Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

    Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
    Back on metformin Aug 2013
    Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf
    DS weaned in April 2014
    Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  
    Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!
  • annibesannibes member

    @annibes, I feel like you've been waiting for a long time and I'm not even in your head thinking about it all the time.  That is seriously too long a wait for your son's test results!  How long did they tell you it would take?  

    Up to 6 weeks. :( We had his blood drawn on Good Friday and it got sent off. We had to wait before that for about 3 months for insurance to deny the testing (both policies) and then for the state bureau to process our request for assistance in paying for such an expensive test. Thankfully, because DS has autism, he is covered for diagnostics even though DH and
    I both have jobs and insurance. Otherwise we would be paying out thousands for a microarray.

    The good news is that DHs insurance should cover his varicocele surgery, and they're ready to schedule him for as soon as mid June. So things should be rolling here soon (at least I freaking hope so!!!!!).
  • annibesannibes member

    Dear Diary, 
    I am so pleased to learn that my interpretation of the opk that I thought was positive was, in fact, positive.  I am glad to know that I actually o'ed when I thought I did.  I am NOT, however, please to come to this conclusion because AF showed up at only 8dpo!  Why the heck am I bothering with progesterone if my LP is still only going to be a week long!  This is so frustrating.  
    That's super frustrating!
  • annibesannibes member
    WTF diary? DS just vomited EVERYWHERE, just like he did last Saturday. Not cool, DS's stomach.

    I feel so sorry for him. He wants to go to a birthday party tomorrow at one of those inflatable jump places. :( I think that's a bad idea. How do you explain to a 4-year old with social issues that he can't go play with the other kids the one time he actually wants to go???? Life is freaking unfair.
  • DDF,

    Eff this neck brace and pain. How am I suppose to try to make a baby being jacked up in yet another way! PO!
    Carly
    (Former UN: iloveshanej)

    Birdie born 05/01/2007
    Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017                                          


    Potato Launcher


  • So many frustrations!!! I'm pinching things for you all!
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
    image

    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image
    imageimage Potato Love!

    BabyFruit Ticker


  • So many frustrations!!! I'm pinching things for you all!
    Do you mean punching?  I want you to punch something for me :)
    Happily Mrs. C 
    image  image

    image Image and video hosting by TinyPicimage image
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker 
    start ttc #1 in Jan 2009
    dx PCOS in May 2010, begin metformin
    Two failed clomid cycles (made lining too thin)
    Started acupuncture while saving for IVF in Sept 2011
    Add herbal infusions to the mix in Dec 2011
    Hoping holistic approach works!!!

    BFP on April 2012 at 11dpo
    Meepy Man born on Jan 2013 - Hip Hip Hurray!

    Ready to start ttc #2 April 2013, but plan to be an extended BF'er
    Back on metformin Aug 2013
    Restart herbal infusions Sept 2013 - currently drinking nettle, oatstraw, and red raspberry leaf
    DS weaned in April 2014
    Taking a break from herbs and just riding the healthy train.  
    Planning medicated cycle end of summer.  FX I get KU before then!!!
  • @GraceyandTroy‌ yes, punching, but pinching really pisses people off too! Next time hubs irks you, pinch his arm right behind his elbow- super ouch and annoying!!! :) but I did mean punching!!!
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!
    February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!

    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
    image

    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image
    imageimage Potato Love!

    BabyFruit Ticker


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