My friend moved to phoenix this weekend and I sent her my hdbd pic bc she can't see me IRL. She was my afternoon Icecream buddy. Sobbing in my car. Fuck you hormones. I'm overly emotional today.
My husband does a guys weekend every summer & this summer they are driving up to MI to hit up some breweries. He's going 5 weeks before my due date, so I'm obviously already a bit on edge about it. But, because it's driving (not committing to a plane ticket) & he'll be only 3-4 hours away I am letting him go.
Last night he said that the trip was being changed to Las Vegas and then he ran upstairs. Um, NO! I started crying then, but composed myself before he came back down. Turns out he was teasing.
Then I realize he said this to soften the blow of what was really going to happen. I guess the 4 guys from out of town were invited to stay at our house on Thursday night before they head up to MI. They are all going to be drinking, cigar smoking, and loud. I'm SO not amused & cried again (when he wasn't looking).
I cried yesterday because DS1 refuses to use public restrooms. He had a ton to drink and really needed to pee but was to scared of the toilet to use it.
I cried because hormones, eventually I had him discreetly pee outside.
I cried because I thought about my parents 15 year old dog that was just put to sleep on the way to work they had her since I was 15 and I can't think about her without tearing up Stupid hormones!
I cry pretty much everyday because my back pain is so bad. Then I cry even more because I don't know if I'm just being a sissy or if it's because of having twins. Doctors say it's going to be more difficult because I'm 5'0", but there's just so much more time to go. Tylenol doesn't help, and I just feel overwhelmed with the pain. UGH!
I cry pretty much everyday because my back pain is so bad. Then I cry even more because I don't know if I'm just being a sissy or if it's because of having twins. Doctors say it's going to be more difficult because I'm 5'0", but there's just so much more time to go. Tylenol doesn't help, and I just feel overwhelmed with the pain. UGH!
Hey @Rannndi where is the pain in your back? I know some prenatal yoga based stretches you can do totally in bed without exerting to help relieve back pain. You poor thing! Also----fill a few tube socks with rice and pop 'em in the microwave for 2-3 minutes. May feel nice.
Ahhh that would be amazing! The pain goes from the top of my back to my tail bone, on each side of my spine. It's like the tiny muscles on each side are pulling off of my spine.
DH did the sock thing last night, actually. It definitely helped a bit while I was using them!
I cried because I thought about my parents 15 year old dog that was just put to sleep on the way to work they had her since I was 15 and I can't think about her without tearing up Stupid hormones!
I'm sorry . That's always so hard. It's losing a member of the family. I would cry regardless of being pregnant or not. I get really attached to my fur babies.
I almost cried in a work meeting earlier today. My boss said something like "I'm excited" and I felt a really strong movement right afterward. I put my hand on my belly and must have had a funny look on my face. My boss gave me a questioning look, so I said "the baby's excited!" and immediately teared up for no reason whatsoever. I'm just glad that I didn't start bawling in the conference room.
I cry pretty much everyday because my back pain is so bad. Then I cry even more because I don't know if I'm just being a sissy or if it's because of having twins. Doctors say it's going to be more difficult because I'm 5'0", but there's just so much more time to go. Tylenol doesn't help, and I just feel overwhelmed with the pain. UGH!
I'm pretty sure no one would call you a sissy! Was it you that posted that diagram like this the other day?
It made my back hurt just looking at it! I hope you can find some relief soon!
Oh my goodness...you MIGHT post too much if you can't remember if you posted something like this or not LOL
My husband sent me something like this the other day when I was trying to be "too tough" in his eyes. I kept saying, "well so and so is as far along as me, and she can do _________"
His reply is: "So and so is having one baby." *Disclaimer* ALL pregnancy is hard! I just feel like I shouldn't be sooooo much more worn out/pain at this point.
However, I did just realize from a Facebook post that since they've placed me on MBR, I've gained 40 pounds! (I was behind in gaining before this, and they wanted me to gain 2 lbs a week). Well I caught up, and it hurts! LOL
Not last night, but Monday night, let's see: I cried because no sex since Valentine's Day I cried because I (irrationally) feel like I'm fat and ugly and DH doesn't want nookie anymore because of it I cried because of generic relationship stuff Then to top off Monday night, I cried because when I finally went to go to bed in the dark, DH had fucked up my pregger pillow, and I was too tired to fix it, so I just went and slept on the couch
Last night, I almost cried because DS had his MCJROTC awards ceremony to attend, but he didn't tell me about it until 5pm, so I couldn't make it. Then I almost cried when he got home because this might be his last year of JROTC (school scheduling conflicts; he wants to be involved in ALL the extra curricular shit), and he was in one of his uniforms, and that was weird to think about. Plus, he almost watery-eyed at the idea of exiting the JROTC program; he likes his Colonel and his Gunnery Sgt (His words were "I like the Colonel and I love the hell out of Gunny, but the Cadets are dicks mom."). But, I think we've got it worked out so he could potentially remain in the JROTC program. I hope. Because that boy makes me so damn proud, and he looks like a damn (almost) grown adult in his uniforms.
Sorry about the TL:DR at the end!
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Proud Mother to 16 year old Austin (MCJROTC Sgt., Trumpet playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Air Force Pilot!) Proud Stepmother to 12 year old Josh (Baseball playing, Saxophone playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Doctor!) Proud Mother to baby Kaylee (Stuffed toy playing, Adorable smiling baby and hopeful Rodeo Princess!)
Today I cried because the iced latte I ordered came out as a hot latte. Stupid and o big deal to fix, but I started sobbing. My husband mocked me. Then he went to get me a new latte.
I ugly sobbed at the end of Toy Story 3 yesterday when Andy gave his toys to Bonnie. Then I realized I was the only one still watching it, the kids had moved on to playing in their kitchen.
I also cried last night because I asked DH to get me some McDonalds and just assumed he knew to get the hot and spicy I've been talking about for two weeks. He walked in the door with chicken nuggets. I went and cried in the bathroom so he wouldn't feel bad and go back.
I haven't cried today yet, but yesterday I cried while watching Call the Midwife (this week's episode when the baby is being baptized), and again while talking to H about how much he will be traveling next month (3 out of the 4 weeks).
BFP#1 6/27/13 EDD 3/5/14 MC 7/16/13 BFP#2 11/25/13 EDD 8/4/14
I cried because I am hating my husband. Sometimes he makes me feel so incredibly lonely. So then when I hate him for that, I start thinking about everything else that he does that I can't stand.
Oh my gosh...we must be the same person right now. That was the reason I was crying today. Sometimes I just wish he was a fucking mind reader, so I don't have to explain myself 50 times about the same damn thing! I don't hate him, ATM lol, but there are times where he can be so dense and not get it.
I had lunch with his today at work and normally that's my favorite time of the day, but today I was pissed off at him for a conversation I had with myself in the shower about how I feel lately I put in SO effort to make him feel wanted and loved and it feels like lately I don't get that back from him. It just gets exhausting having to tell him over and over what I need...we've been together for 10 fucking years and not much has changed on my part!
I get that he's overwhelmed and exhausted, but guess what! So am I! But I still make the time for a date night or what not and sometimes I just wish he would do the planning or the surprising. Bleh.
And then to top it off, it's my weekend off and it's Mother's Day on Sunday and I was really hoping for something fun from him, but he'll be stuck working. Boo. I know it's not about what day Mother's Day falls on, I'm more upset over the fact that it's my fucking weekend off, one we haven't had a full weekend off in a long time and he'll be working, which means, nothing will get planned and he'll be tired...again.
Ugh...sorry that turned into a vent more than anything. Lol. Stupid hormones have me all pissed off and grumpy.
Sorry for the crappy layout. I bump from my phone.
Yesterday my MIL was supposed to get Riley from her babysitters after school and take her to the park. Well she called me at lunch time and told me she had to work late and couldn't get out of it and would have to take her another day. I cried on and off all afternoon at my desk at work thinking about how disappointed she would be to not get to go with her Nene. When I got home, DH had her outside riding her bike and she was fine.
This was yesterday but anyway... A car stopped suddenly in front of me on the way to work. I had to slam on the brakes and the car behind me had to go a little into the other lane to miss rear ending me. It really wasn't a huge deal but then I started thinking about what might happen if it had been a real accident, which made me think about climbing out of the car injured yelling "I'm pregnant!" which made me think about what would happen if I list the baby. Needless to say I was bawling the rest of drive.
I was too tired to eat dinner, my feet were swollen, and I am stressed out about moving and too tired to start cleaning or packing! So I went to bed crying...big splashy tears too!
I cried during the NFL Draft because they all look so happy when they get picked. What has happened to me? I must be overcompensating for the fact that I never cried pre pregnancy.
Last night when I was serving up my husbands supper plate, I farted really loud. Like the best man-fart I've ever had. I started laughing really hard because of the look on my husband's face. I laughed so hard I had to kneel down to the floor, at which point I peed myself a little bit. Then the tears came and I can't even explain them... 8-|
I cried today because there is no wheat to cut. Normally I wouldn't cry over this but we may just have to live in our combine if we don't figure something out!
I cried yesterday because 2 weeks ago ikea apparently discontinued the color/size of the dresser we were there to purchase for DS' nursery. DH eventually just drove me all the way back in rush hour traffic later that day without complaint so we could buy the smaller version of the same thing. He's a trooper :-)
Re: Today I cried bc:
I got rejected from a FB group.
Wait...nope. Not me.
Last night he said that the trip was being changed to Las Vegas and then he ran upstairs. Um, NO! I started crying then, but composed myself before he came back down. Turns out he was teasing.
Then I realize he said this to soften the blow of what was really going to happen. I guess the 4 guys from out of town were invited to stay at our house on Thursday night before they head up to MI. They are all going to be drinking, cigar smoking, and loud. I'm SO not amused & cried again (when he wasn't looking).
Pregnancy #3 after two prior losses in 2013
I cried because hormones, eventually I had him discreetly pee outside.
Mom to S-07/22/10 & Q-12/14/11 L-8/23/14
BFP: 12/2/13, EDD: 8/17/13
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BFP: 12/2/13, EDD: 8/17/13
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BFP: 12/2/13, EDD: 8/17/13
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But then again it's only 3:00....
I cried because no sex since Valentine's Day
I cried because I (irrationally) feel like I'm fat and ugly and DH doesn't want nookie anymore because of it
I cried because of generic relationship stuff
Then to top off Monday night, I cried because when I finally went to go to bed in the dark, DH had fucked up my pregger pillow, and I was too tired to fix it, so I just went and slept on the couch
Last night, I almost cried because DS had his MCJROTC awards ceremony to attend, but he didn't tell me about it until 5pm, so I couldn't make it. Then I almost cried when he got home because this might be his last year of JROTC (school scheduling conflicts; he wants to be involved in ALL the extra curricular shit), and he was in one of his uniforms, and that was weird to think about. Plus, he almost watery-eyed at the idea of exiting the JROTC program; he likes his Colonel and his Gunnery Sgt (His words were "I like the Colonel and I love the hell out of Gunny, but the Cadets are dicks mom."). But, I think we've got it worked out so he could potentially remain in the JROTC program. I hope. Because that boy makes me so damn proud, and he looks like a damn (almost) grown adult in his uniforms.
Sorry about the TL:DR at the end!
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Proud Mother to 16 year old Austin (MCJROTC Sgt., Trumpet playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Air Force Pilot!)
Proud Stepmother to 12 year old Josh (Baseball playing, Saxophone playing "Band Nerd" and hopeful Doctor!)
Proud Mother to baby Kaylee (Stuffed toy playing, Adorable smiling baby and hopeful Rodeo Princess!)
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DS Grayson (3yrs) (Emergency Csec)
DD Isabella due 8/2/2014
BFP#1 6/27/13 EDD 3/5/14 MC 7/16/13
BFP#2 11/25/13 EDD 8/4/14
It's a BOY!
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So I'm a little late to the party, sorry. Last night I cried because my daughter wanted me to read this book.
Bawled. My. Eyes. Out. Seriously, ugly crying here.