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Weepy mess

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All day today I am just weepy. I go in for IUI #2 tomorrow. I have 2 follies and a 3rd is in the running to make it. I have nothing to be but hopeful, but I just have been crying. I am not typically like this, so I'm kind of taken aback. It's crazy. IF sucks and I just can't get over it today.
I'm hoping tomorrow will be better, I don't want to disturb the egg/sperm meeting :)
I just needed to type and cry to people who get it. Thanks.
10/2013 - Initial consult. Started levothyroxine - tsh 2.92
HSG- showed graying in one spot/Saline Sono- showed 5mm polyp
DH SA -  abnormal -  36%motility on both SA's (count and morph ok on SA1, a little off SA2)
1/10/14 - Hysteroscopy to remove 5mm polyp
1/12/14- Medicated Cycle 1: 50mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
2/15/14 - Medicated Cycle 2: 100mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
3/18/14 - IUI Cycle 1: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN
Upped Levothyroxine to 50mg - tested at 2.62
4/17/14 - IUI Cycle 2: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN
Break!
6/21/14: IUI Cycle 3: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI

*All are welcome*




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  • Lillovebug79Lillovebug79 member
    I'm sorry that you are having a rough day :( good luck tomorrow!



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    Me (35) no known issues DH (37) MFI. TTC 21 months (24 cycles)
    Dx MFI with low to normal count, low motility, morphology 3%
    HSG normal, ultrasound and labs on me all normal. 

    1 cycle of Clomid 50mg and TI, unmonitored by OBGYN= BFN
    1 cycle of Clomid 50mg and IUI, unmonitored by OBGYN= BFN
    Started seeing an RE!!
    2 more cycles of clomid 50mg (great response), with IUI and Pregnyl trigger (4.8-8 mil good ones after wash) = all BFN
    1 cycle of clomid 50mg (3-7) followed by Follistim 75iu (7-11) + IUI = BFN
    December 2013 DH saw urologist and is taking Anastrozole, CoQ10, and L-Carnitine
    IUI #5 natural cycle (needed a med break) = BFN
    IUI #6 Follistim 75iu (CD3-10) + Pregnyl (CD11) + IUI (final count after wash 300K) = BFN
    IUI #7 Follistim 75iu (CD3-9) + Pregnyl (CD11) + IUI on 2/20 (post wash count 12.5 million)= BFN
    IUI cancelled (DH OOT) Clomid 50mg (CD3-7) 1 follicle +(not well timed) TI = BFN
    IUI #8 and last one!! Clomid 100mg (CD3-7) +OPK before US + IUI 4/17 (post wash 8.5 mil)= BFN

    Pre-IVF testing complete! SHG great and measurements taken! Labs for infectious diseases completed, FSH (5.4), TSH (1.6), Prolactin (11), AMH (2.6), Estradiol (40).

    Started BCP 5/29 and Lupron 6/11 prep for IVF #1! Started follistim 225u/day on 6/28. Monitoring on 7/2 >15 follicles measuring 11-14, E2 758. Monitoring on 7/5 all ready to go!! Great follicle sizes and lining is at 9. Tigger 7/5, ER 7/7 16R 9M 3F. Stimmed too fast in just 7 days. 7/10 3dt of 2 8-cell grade 2 & 4. 7/14 P4 >60.
    Holy crap BFP!!!
    Beta #1 (14dpo) 7/21 112 Beta #2 (16dpo) 7/23 286 a Beta #3 (18dpo) 7/25 761 Beta #4 (21dpo) 2631!!! Hold on tight little embies!!      First Ultrasound 8/7- 1 perfect little bean with a beating heart 117bpm!! EDD 3/30.
    Second ultrasound 9/2 Little bean measuring a few days ahead with a heart rate of 161!


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  • tumbleweed123tumbleweed123 member
    edited May 2014
    I'm so sorry...hugs...I have my fingers crossed for your IUI!!!
    I know about these hard days...
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  • ronniesgirl1981ronniesgirl1981 member
    You are so not alone. I recall crying at lunch before my second IUI. FX that this one is the one!
    Me: 34 | He: 40
    TTC since 08/2012
    DX: DOR




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  • gsanchogsancho member
    Sometimes we just need a good old cry.  We totally get it!  Good luck with your IUI.


    Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
    IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
    IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
    Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545  -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
    Camila Josephine arrived 4/30 :)
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  • rella22rella22 member
    I was right there with you this week! ((hugs))

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    me: 28 - all test normal
    DH: 33 - SA normal
    *unexplained*

    TTC since September 2011
    2011-Oct.2013 - trying off and on, ob/gyn, no meds
    November 2013-December-EOD, ob/gyn, no meds
    January 2014- ob/gyn ordered Clomid (50 mg) unmonitored, EOD-BFN
    February-Clomid 50 mg. unmontiored, EOD - BFN
    March-Switched to RE
    April- 100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel-BFN
    May - 100 mg Clomid/Ovidrel-BFN
    June-*BREAK/Switch RE*
    July- 5 mg Femara/Ovidrel + IUI #1- BFN
    August- 5 mg Femara/Ovidrel + IUI #2 - BFP!!!!

    EDD: May 7th, 2015: Team PINK



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  • .Mrs.Matt..Mrs.Matt. member
    ((hugs)) Here's to hoping that tears before IUI #2 improve our chances, since we're in the same boat! Just let yourself get it all out, tomorrow will be a better day! It's ok to have a day where you just let your emotions take over, I always feel much better afterwards!
    Married in 2006, TTC since Dec 2012
    Unexplained IF, Hypothyroidism

    IUI's 1 - 3: Femara + Ovidrel = BFN
    IUI's 4 - 5: Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel = BFN

    IVF Jan 2015. 21R/18F/15 still growing on day 2
    Transferred two beautiful embies on day 2, beta 1/29

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  • sweetsurrender9sweetsurrender9 member
    I'm so sorry.  I spent a good chunk of yesterday crying too.  Sending good thoughts for your IUI.


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    Me (34): MTHFR, PCOS, Endo, left salpingectomy due to hydrosalpinx, 
    hypothyroidism, low AMH (0.26)/normal FSH/average AFC of 12

    Him (33): No known issues

    November 2013-March 2014: Natural cycles
    April 2014: Clomid 100mg and Ovidrel trigger -- BFN
    May 2014: Clomid 100mg and Ovidrel trigger -- BFN
    July 2014:  IVF class -- Check!
    Holy crap.  Unmedicated BFP 7.22.14.  EDD 4.01.15.
    Best April Fool's Day ever!
    Now on Lovenox, prenatals, Vitamin D,
    Folic Acid, and Synthroid.
    Please be our take home baby.

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  • tifgatifga member
    (((hugs))) Weepy days are the worst. IF can drive a person crazy. 
    Good luck today!
    me 33- everything looks good
    mister 34- PCD zero motilty 
    TTC#1 using donor sperm
    IUI#1 Dec 2nd-BFN
    IUI# Dec 28th-BFN
    IUI#3 Jan 26th-BFN
    IUI#4  Feb 26th-BFP
    mc March 2014
    IUI#5 April 6th prometrium-BFN
    IUI #6 cancled ovulated too early
    IVF# 1 July
    ER: Aug 3rd: 18R 15M 14F
    10 embryos frozen
    ET: Oct. 7th 1x5BA blast-BFN
    ET: Jan 9th 1x3AA blast- Beta 1/21


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  • chickysuechickysue member
    edited May 2014
    The IUI was painless and seemed to go smoothly. Luckily, today is an easier day than yesterday.

    Thank you for all the support!
    10/2013 - Initial consult. Started levothyroxine - tsh 2.92
    HSG- showed graying in one spot/Saline Sono- showed 5mm polyp
    DH SA -  abnormal -  36%motility on both SA's (count and morph ok on SA1, a little off SA2)
    1/10/14 - Hysteroscopy to remove 5mm polyp
    1/12/14- Medicated Cycle 1: 50mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    2/15/14 - Medicated Cycle 2: 100mg Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    3/18/14 - IUI Cycle 1: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN
    Upped Levothyroxine to 50mg - tested at 2.62
    4/17/14 - IUI Cycle 2: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN
    Break!
    6/21/14: IUI Cycle 3: 150mg Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI

    *All are welcome*




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  • BunnyBerryBunnyBerry member

    "Weepy" definitely is the word since we started getting serious about testing this month - happy or sad, tears almost daily. Today it started after I dropped a plate of microwave macaroni and cheese. All I can guess is that the stakes are so high and we have SO MUCH riding on these treatments, so maybe it would be weird for us not to be on a short emotional string?

    Good luck with your IUI. Your follies sound awesome!

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    MFI (low everything) | Endo Stage 1 & Stenotic Cervix (treated) | PCO
    Married - July 2008 | Started TTC - Jan 2009 | RE Visit #1 - Mar 2014 
    IUI #1 ICI #1 - June | IUI #1.1 Laparoscopy - Aug
    IUIs #1.2, 2, 3 - Sept, Oct, Nov (Letrozole) - BFNs 
    IUI #4 - Dec (Bravelle) | IUI #5 - Dec/Jan (Bravelle) - 5 follies + TI - BFNs
    IUI #5.1 - Jan (Bravelle) Cancelled 
    Planning to start IVF in March!
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  • JadziaDaxJadziaDax member
    Glad your IUI went well and you're feeling better! =)

    Me and DH: 32, TTC since 2/2012
    Dx: lean PCOS, low hormone levels, 2 CP's before seeing RE, MTHFR heterozygous
    IUI #1 with clomid and ovidrel: BFN
    IUI #2 with clomid (unresponsive), femara, ovidrel and novarel: Possible CP
    IUI #3 with femara, ovidrel and novarel: BFN
    IUI #4 with Follistim (115 iu) and ovidrel= BFN, developed OHSS, benched- 2 weeks of birth control pills
    IUI #5 with Follistim (75iu) and ovidrel= BFN........Taking a medication break for a few months
    IUI #6 with Follistim (75iu) every other day, femara and Lupron trigger= BFN
    *Taking a long break to get healthy and research/prepare for IVF*
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  • sherrimspiressherrimspires member
    I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who is easily weepy. I've had someone recommend I get therapy or "else you are going to explode" and I wanted to tell them this isn't depression. Yes, I'm sad my body isn't cooperating but I'm also growing a massive amount of follicles and have a ridiculously high E2. I think it's perfectly normal for us to be weepy!
    Me: 28 DH:35
    Married 03/20/11
    Started TTC: Nov 2011
    05/2013: went to OB-Gyn regarding irregular periods & told not to worry
    10/2013: HSG- Clear & normal. Progesterone to induce cycle. Husband SA- "low end of normal"
    10/2013: Clomid 50mg- 2 small follicles
    11/2013: Clomid 50mg- no follicles
    12/2013: Progesterone to induce cycle
    01/2014: Clomid 100mg- 1 small follicle. Transferred to RE
    02/2014: Prometrium & Progesterone injection to induce cycle
    04/01/2014: IUI #1- BFN
    04/17/2014: cyst....waiting for it to go away
    04/28/2104: started Follistim ...again
    05/07 & 05/08/2014: 4 mature follies- IUI 2 days in a row. Praying for a BFP
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  • missvolvomissvolvo member
    edited May 2014
    I was always crying on IUI day.  They were the worst.  I hope this is your cycle!!!

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