I have my first u/s today. I'm nervous, of course, and anxious to see how things are progressing.
So what did I do? Scheduled an u/s for 3:30 PM. What the heck was I thinking? This is my 5th pregnancy so you'd think I'd know better.
Tick tock tick tock. Hoping I can keep my nerves in check for the next 5 and a half hours.
UPDATE: I had my u/s. It was okay. I was 5w5d by LMP (I wasn't charting so I don't know exactly when I ovulated) and the gestational sac measured 5w4d and was a good shape. I had a large corpus luteum cyst which my OB said was a good sign. The part that has left me uncomfortable and worried is that they didn't see a yolk sac yet or fetal pole. OB seemed unfazed, but PGAL brain is not fun and I'm really worried about a BO now. Two glimmers of hope: I know from past pregnancies that I have an extremely tilted uterus and also the u/s equipment was really old and grainy. It was transvaginal, but the image was really fuzzy compared to other ultrasounds I have. But I still really feel like I should have seen SOMETHING in the gestational sac
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Of course, next week I'll be out of town and cannot go in for an u/s. A follow up is scheduled for 5/15 when I'll be 7w5d by LMP. Yet another 2ww...
Married 6/28/03
Kate ~ 7/3/09 *** Connor ~ 11/11/10
4 miscarriages: 2007, 2009, 2013, 2014
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No more TTC for us. We are done, and at peace, as a family of 4.
"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape.” — Charles Dickens
Re: UPDATE. Will I ever learn?!?
Married 6/28/03
Kate ~ 7/3/09 *** Connor ~ 11/11/10
4 miscarriages: 2007, 2009, 2013, 2014
*~*~*~*~*
No more TTC for us. We are done, and at peace, as a family of 4.
"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape.” — Charles Dickens
January PAL siggie challenge; Good advice:
BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
"Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience." Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
This time I'm not leaving without you.
Femara + Gonal F + Ovidrel 3/6/14 IUI #3 (plus 2x acupuncture)
Team Pink!!
ALL ARE WELCOME
Married 6/28/03
Kate ~ 7/3/09 *** Connor ~ 11/11/10
4 miscarriages: 2007, 2009, 2013, 2014
*~*~*~*~*
No more TTC for us. We are done, and at peace, as a family of 4.
"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape.” — Charles Dickens
Sending you good thoughts for a peaceful wait until your next appointment. {{hugs}}
January PAL siggie challenge; Good advice:
A little bit about me...
Married my awesome guy on 12/27/08
DD Lucy Rae born on 11/16/2010
Loss #1: November 29, 2012 at 8w1d
Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)
BFP #4: We are having a BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Peter Matthew was born on July 16, 2014!!! Welcome to our family!
"If anyone asks me how many children I have, the answer is 4. Just two of them live in Heaven."
*All are welcome in my posts*Thanks! I'm trying not to go off the deep end. Logically, I know it could easily be fine because prior to 6 weeks ultrasounds are truly a worthless mind f*&$. I had even told myself that I was not going to look for anything beyond a sac in my uterus.
My OB almost apologized to me yesterday because even though he promised he was no more concerned about me than any other normal pregnant lady, he could tell I was upset.
I just have to get through the next 13 days and I'll have an answer.
Married 6/28/03
Kate ~ 7/3/09 *** Connor ~ 11/11/10
4 miscarriages: 2007, 2009, 2013, 2014
*~*~*~*~*
No more TTC for us. We are done, and at peace, as a family of 4.
"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape.” — Charles Dickens
It's still really early and a lot can develop in just a few days. Hang in there! I hope you get to see a little bean with a HB next time!
BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
"Patience is waiting. Not passively waiting. That is laziness. But to keep going when the going is hard and slow, that is patience." Let it Be (blog) ♥ My BFP Charts
This time I'm not leaving without you.
Married 6/28/03
Kate ~ 7/3/09 *** Connor ~ 11/11/10
4 miscarriages: 2007, 2009, 2013, 2014
*~*~*~*~*
No more TTC for us. We are done, and at peace, as a family of 4.
"Suffering has been stronger than all other teaching, and has taught me to understand what your heart used to be. I have been bent and broken, but – I hope – into a better shape.” — Charles Dickens