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April Showers! (preg mentioned not mine)

I have been flooding April with tears this month! I never have been a crier however, this month has just been my breaking point. I am supposed to start AF today or tomorrow. I took a FRER mon BFN. I am out of sticks! I have to wait til friday for my shippment.  My brothers GF (as some of you may know not a fan) is in and out of Hospital trying to get herself into labor. The freaking nightmares I have had lately. (ever since I took Provera/Clomid I have been having them all month!) Like the one last night where I couldnt stop taking PG tests and had a giant BFN pile in front of me while I cried... I am SOOOOO ready to be done with this month! Can we please bring some May Flowers quickly.. I will probably start my next Provera cycle soon and I just hate how it makes me angry all the time!  /end rant
*** Siggy Warning ***
Me:30 DH:33
TTC since 10/12 
HSG- Tubes Clear slight scarring on UTE (unexplained)
DH SA- Normal
10/12-6/13 Natural 
Pcos Dx 7/13 Metformin 500mg x2 daily
4/14 Provera  10days  then Clomid 50mg CD5-9 (BFN)
5/14 Provera 10days then Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
6/14 (no provera yay!) Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
7/14 Natural Cycle Moving on to RE appt not til 7/31 (BFN)  
8/14 Plan of action! Moved up to 1500mg Metformin, Femara 3-7 (Trigger canceled due to not big enough follies and holiday weekend) (BFN)
9/14 7.5mg Femara CD3-7 +ovidrel  (BFN)
10/14 5mg Femara(3-7) Follistim 75 (7-9) +Ovidrel +TI (last treatment cycle this year Breaking til after Holidays) (BFP! Beta #1 114, Beta #2 364)
~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALL ARE WELCOME! ~~~~~~~~~


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Re: April Showers! (preg mentioned not mine)

  • Aw I'm sorry, honey :( I hope you can finish off this month in peace and move on.
    Love 2010 | Marriage 2011 | TTC #1 since 2012
    PCOS | Anovulatory | Metformin + Letrozole
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  • I'm sorry! :(

    DH: 34  
    Aug 2013 - SA: Counts & Motility = great, Morph = 1%; RE didn't seem too concerned

    Me: 26
    Jan. 2014 - Blood work ordered by obgyn:  Prolactin = high & AMH = low (0.73)
    Feb. 6, 2014 - Repeat blood work ordered by obgyn:  Prolactin = normal & AMH = low (0.9)
    Feb.  20, 2014 - First appointment with RE
    Feb. 24, 2014 - HSG scheduled;  DX:  one tube definitely open & one tube could be blocked
    Mar. 7, 2014 - CD 21 Blood work for Progesterone; DX:  Progesterone level at 5.2; shows I ovulated but was low
    Mar. 28, 2014 - Laparoscopy; DX:  Tubes open.  Found some endometriosis and had that removed.
     
    History:
    Started TTC:  June 2012
    June 2012 - March 2013:  When it Happens/it happens method = BFN
    March 2013:  Started using Fertility Friend
    Cycles 1 - 15 with Fertility Friend = BFN
    Cycle 16 - Benched due to Laparoscopy
    Cycle 17 - Natural Cycle = BFN
    Cycle 18 - Natural Cycle = BFN
    Cycle 19 - Natural Cycle = BFN
     

    Current Cycle:
    Cycle 20 = Natural Cycle


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  • What a terrible dream, ugh!! I'm so sorry. I guess the good part is that you didn't actually waste your money on a pile of tests like that??
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    Me (29), DH (30) TTC actively 54 55+ cycles | All BFNs
    MFI (low everything) | Endo Stage 1 & Stenotic Cervix (treated) | PCO
    Married - July 2008 | Started TTC - Jan 2009RE Visit #1 - Mar 2014 
    IUI #1 ICI #1 - June | IUI #1.1 Laparoscopy - Aug
    IUIs #1.2, 2, 3 - Sept, Oct, Nov (Letrozole) - BFNs 
    IUI #4 - Dec (Bravelle) | IUI #5 - Dec/Jan (Bravelle) - 5 follies + TI - BFNs
    IUI #5.1 - Jan (Bravelle) Cancelled 
    Planning to start IVF in March!
    ***All Welcome***
  • I'm so sorry you're having a difficult time.  Seems there's a number of us waiting for AF right now. Hopefully we'll all feel better when we get the plan for the next cycle! 

    Oh yes, the Clomid dreams are special aren't they?  I had a dream once where I was trying to save people from being killed by "penis poison".  Basically there were guys running around shooting poisonous Nickelodeon slime at people from their penises.  Apparently I had special powers against it and was trying to save the city.  When my husband came to bed I warned him about the "penis poison" and had a whole conversation about it that I have no memory of.  Effing weird.  
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    Me:36 DH:40
    Married since May, 2012; TTC since September, 2012
    DX: Blocked Fallopian Tube, Hashimoto's
    March 2014 - Clomid, Trigger, TI = BFN, April 2014 - Clomid, Trigger, TI = BFN, May 2014 - Clomid, estrogen, trigger, IUI = BFN, June & July 2014 - Natural cycles = BFN, August 2014 - Femara, estrogen, trigger, IUI = BFN, September 2014 - Femara, estrogen, trigger, IUI = BFN
    Prepping for IVF in with ER/ET slated for early February


  • I'm so sorry you're having a difficult time.  Seems there's a number of us waiting for AF right now. Hopefully we'll all feel better when we get the plan for the next cycle! 


    Oh yes, the Clomid dreams are special aren't they?  I had a dream once where I was trying to save people from being killed by "penis poison".  Basically there were guys running around shooting poisonous Nickelodeon slime at people from their penises.  Apparently I had special powers against it and was trying to save the city.  When my husband came to bed I warned him about the "penis poison" and had a whole conversation about it that I have no memory of.  Effing weird.  
    Im so sorry. :(

    @princesskatie22‌ I laughed so hard at your dream! I'm still grinding like an idiot. I can't get over the penis poison!



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  • Thanks guys! Lol omg your dream trumps mine!
    *** Siggy Warning ***
    Me:30 DH:33
    TTC since 10/12 
    HSG- Tubes Clear slight scarring on UTE (unexplained)
    DH SA- Normal
    10/12-6/13 Natural 
    Pcos Dx 7/13 Metformin 500mg x2 daily
    4/14 Provera  10days  then Clomid 50mg CD5-9 (BFN)
    5/14 Provera 10days then Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
    6/14 (no provera yay!) Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
    7/14 Natural Cycle Moving on to RE appt not til 7/31 (BFN)  
    8/14 Plan of action! Moved up to 1500mg Metformin, Femara 3-7 (Trigger canceled due to not big enough follies and holiday weekend) (BFN)
    9/14 7.5mg Femara CD3-7 +ovidrel  (BFN)
    10/14 5mg Femara(3-7) Follistim 75 (7-9) +Ovidrel +TI (last treatment cycle this year Breaking til after Holidays) (BFP! Beta #1 114, Beta #2 364)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALL ARE WELCOME! ~~~~~~~~~


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  • Omg thoes 2 put me in horrible dreams too. I cant even mention some of them but an odd one I had was Kevin Bacon wrecking mycars...lol. I thought I was the only one with crazy dreams from thoes meds.
  • Well I talked to my OB/GYN office today. Since I was already supposed to start AF and had 2 BFN they had me come in for my very first BETA ever today. Then in the morning I will start my 2nd round of Provera/Clomid. I already went and picked up my scripts since I have no hope on getting a pos tomorrow morning. On to MAY!!!!
    *** Siggy Warning ***
    Me:30 DH:33
    TTC since 10/12 
    HSG- Tubes Clear slight scarring on UTE (unexplained)
    DH SA- Normal
    10/12-6/13 Natural 
    Pcos Dx 7/13 Metformin 500mg x2 daily
    4/14 Provera  10days  then Clomid 50mg CD5-9 (BFN)
    5/14 Provera 10days then Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
    6/14 (no provera yay!) Clomid 50mg CD5-9  (BFN)
    7/14 Natural Cycle Moving on to RE appt not til 7/31 (BFN)  
    8/14 Plan of action! Moved up to 1500mg Metformin, Femara 3-7 (Trigger canceled due to not big enough follies and holiday weekend) (BFN)
    9/14 7.5mg Femara CD3-7 +ovidrel  (BFN)
    10/14 5mg Femara(3-7) Follistim 75 (7-9) +Ovidrel +TI (last treatment cycle this year Breaking til after Holidays) (BFP! Beta #1 114, Beta #2 364)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALL ARE WELCOME! ~~~~~~~~~


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  • AnnaClaire256AnnaClaire256 member
    edited April 2014
    Clomid nightmares are the WORST aren't they?? I thought I was the only one who had them, too @ktupiak‌! Glad to know it's common. I keep saying I'm going to keep a journal of all of them lol

    Between the dreams and the night sweats I dread starting a new cycle. I'm start clomid tomorrow so we will be cycle buddies @Autumray‌! FX that this is your month!

    Me (29) DH (37)

    Married 7/11

    Actively TTC 3/12

    DX: PCOS

    Current treatment: Break from IUIs until after the holidays

    -----All Welcome----

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    ~~~January 3T Siggy Challenge: New Year's Resolutions~~~

    (I don't do resolutions...so I stole T-Rex's)

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