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Life fucking sucks(loss mentioned)-XP

I've been very absent from the board, I'm sorry for that, but I wanted to update you before I fully disappeared.. Sadly I'm leaving you ladies. I went into the hospital on Thursday & went into early labor on Saturday. There was nothing that could be done to stop it. My precious Rowan entered this world sleeping. I had to have a D&E after, during which I hemorrhaged & apparently I'm lucky to be here today. I don't want to go more into details here. I have posted about it in my blog, but I'll warn that it's probably best to avoid the post. 

I wish you all the healthiest of pregnancies. I'll be stalking you all & can't wait to see the beautiful babies that are welcomed into this world soon


   Me: IR-PCOS, elevated DHEAs, low progesterone, weak ovulation  DH: low volume, low T
SHG 5/10/13: both tubes blocked; HSG 6/28 = Left tube cleared! Right blocked.
BFP#1 7/20/13 EDD 3/30/14, m/c 8/19/13, D&E 8/21/13, Chromosomal results = normal, female
Lap & hysteroscopy scheduled for 10/31, right tube cleared, no endo found! ...Happy Halloween!
Cycle 14: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP! EDD 9/16/14~ Rowan Elizabeth born sleeping at 17w4d on 4/12/14 due to IC.
~There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world~
New RE June 2014. RPL b/w - negative. SIS looking for uterine/cervical abnormalities & Asherman's 6/10/14 - ALL CLEAR!  
Cycle 16: Natural IUI = CP, Cycle 17: Femara (2.5) + IUI = BFN, Cycle 18 Femara (5) + IUI = BFFN, Cycle 19: Break
Cycle 20: Clomid (50)+ IUI = BFP EDD 6/20, transvaginal cerclage 12/19, Carson Quinn born sleeping at 16w3d on 1/6/15 due to IC
Phone consult with Dr. Haney (Univ of Chicago) for transabdominal cercalge scheduled for 2/9/15.
"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams."
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  • Ohhhh no. I am so incredibly sorry. Please know that I am thinking of you. Take care of yourself.
  • Oh God, no. My heart is breaking for you. I am so, so sorry. I'm keeping you and your husband in my prayers.

    “When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies.”

    - J.M. Barrie Peter Pan

    married on the sweetest day 10.20.12

     Chicken - 07.08.06 | Bubsy - 02.24.09 | Sunshine - 07.16.14

    I have died every day waiting for you. Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years. And all along I believed I would find you, time has brought your heart to me. I have loved you for a thousand years. I'll love you a thousand more.
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  • So sorry for you loss. Sending thoughts and prayers for your family.


  • My heart hurts reading this. I'm so sorry for your loss.
  • I am so, so sorry for your loss.


    TTC #1 since 10/2012.
    BFP#1 11/28/12, MC, BFP #2 CP
    BFP #3 10/21/2013, EDD 7/3/2014
    Beta #1 (4W6D): 1768 Beta #2 (5W1D): 5255
    1st US at 6W4D HB of 112 BPM!

    1/20/2014: IT'S A GIRL!

    6/30/2014: Happy birthday baby M!

  • I am so so sorry. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
  • That is so heartbreaking.  So very sorry for your loss and wishing you all the love and support in the world as you try to recover from this.  ((hugs))
    Married since 8.2.08
    DS born 8.11.14
    BFP #2: 9.14.16, EDD: 5.24.17

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  • I'm so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

     TTC since August 2011, Me = 40, DH = 38
    Unexplained IF. Tried Clomid for 3 cycles. All BFNs. BFP 1/6/13. Chemical pregnancy.

    Moving on to IVF#1. ER 11/26/13, 16 eggs retreived, 12 mature and all fertilized. 2 blasts transferred on 12/1. All other embies arrested so nothing left to freeze. Beta 12/10 = BFN. IVF #2 March 2014. BFP!!! TEAM BLUE!!!

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  • I am so sorry you lost your little Rowan. You and your husband are in my prayers. Please take care of yourself!
    TTC #1 since Oct. 2012 | BFP Feb. 21, 2014!
  • I am so sorry Becky.  You didn't deserve this.
    TTC Since July 2012
    BFP #1 11/07/12   M/C 12/11/12
    BFP #2 2/23/13    M/C 03/6/13
                       BFP #3 9/2/13  EDD 05/17/14                     
    Amy Elaine Born May 2!

  • I am so very sorry for your loss, this is heartbreaking. I will say a prayer for your family. You guys are in our thoughts.

    "Your truth is different from my truth, and we're both right."

    TTC since March 2013. BFP 4/13/13, blighted ovum discovered 6/6/13, m/c 6/8/13.

    BFP 11/10/13, EDD 7/25/13 - stick little owlet!

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  Take care of yourself, and you and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers.  
    Me: 31 DH: 31
    Married 08/11/12 & TTC Since 10/13
    Previous Endo and Ovarian Cyst DX 
    March 2010: Lap. Surgery & D&C--removed 2 cysts 
    BFP: 12/20/2013 EDD: 09/03/2014 
    Travis Karel arrived on 08/21/2014 at 38w1d.
    BFP #2!  Travis is getting a sibling!
    EDD: 1/24/2017

    Mama to my two furbabies Sam and Phoenix
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll be thinking of you and keeping you and your family in my prayers.
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  • I am so terribly sorry. 


    bfp#4 3/19/2014 edd 12/1/2014 please let this be the one!

    beta @ 5w0d = 12,026! u/s 4/22/14 @ 8w1d it's twins!

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  • I'm so sorry, I can't even imagine.



    son#1 born 6/2010

    son#2 born 4/2012

    son#3 born 7/2014

  • Oh, no.  I'm sorry I'm late reading this, and I'm so, so sorry for your loss.  I'll be praying for you, your family, and sweet baby Rowan.  
    Started TTGP July 2013  ~  BFP! 11/21/13  ~   TEAM PINK!!!  

    **Josephine Aimee** born 5/21 at 29 weeks 2 days

    You should know how great things were before you. Even so, they're better still today.  
    Now I can't think who I was before you ruined everything in the nicest way <3

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