Hi everyone! I want to start off by saying I’m so sorry for everything all of you have been through, no one should ever have to suffer through the loss of a child. I have been lurking for the last few weeks and this is definitely the kind of support group I’m so glad is out there. A little about my story: It was my first pregnancy and I went in for my 9 week u/s (April 1st) and the baby had no heartbeat. I was so devastated, I know a miscarriage can happen to anyone, but there is no way to prepare for that news. I had my D&C the next day. It’s been 2 weeks and it has gotten a little easier, but I cry every time I talk about it and it's on my mind so often. I’m still grieving, it all happened so quickly that the reality of it really didn’t set in for a few days.
I’m currently on the bench but was hoping you guys would have me while I wait to start trying again. My doctor said to wait one cycle before trying, but stressed that only if I’m emotionally ready and that if I decide I want more time take it. My husband and I have decided we will see when my cycle starts and gage if we are ready then. I do hope for another chance one day, and I know my body and soul will tell me when it’s ready so I’m not rushing it.
Anyways, I hope to be a support to you guys on here as much as I can even though I’m new to this, but one thing I can always offer no matter what I have been through is my T&P.
Melissa
Re: Intro from the bench (loss mentioned)
BFP#1 EDD 04.20.2010, SUNSHINE baby boy born 03.31.2010
BFP#2 EDD 12.07.2014, natural mc 04.09.2014 at 5w3d
BFP#3 EDD 01.14.15, RAINBOW baby girl born 01.16.2015
jan'15 january siggy challenge: baby fails
TTC #1 since January 2013
BFP #1: April 5, 2013; EDD December 11, 2013; Missed M/C May 15, 2013
BFP #2: February 17, 2014; EDD October 30, 2014; M/C March 15, 2014
BFP #3: August 1, 2014; EDD April 14, 2015 - Praying for our RAINBOW!
DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13
BFP #2 6/12/14, DD born 2/21/15
My Ovulation Chart
BFP #1: EDD 05/27/2014 (D&C 10/17/2014)
TTC since March 2012
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13
BFP #3 8/11/14 EDD 4/22/14
Me: 34, DH: 32
TTC Since September 2012
Dx-PCOS, Anovulation, highly irregular cycles
March 2013 Comid 50 mg+ TI #1: BFN
April 2013 Clomid mg + TI #2: BFN
IVM#1 Aug 2012: BFN
20 FEB 2014: CP
IUI #1 Clomid 100mg 24 FEB 2014: BFN
IUI #2 Clomid 100mg 21 MAR 2014: BFN
IUI#3 Follistim & trigger 21 May 2014: BFN
IVF #1 Follistim & Menopur: 14R, 9M, 7F, transfered 2 day 3 8 cell embies
Beta #1: 7/30: 41 Beta #2 8/1: 96 Beta #3 8/4: 796 EDD:4/9/15



All WelcomeTTC since 2012
BFP#1~ EDD: 06/21/2014 ~ TFMR --Holoprosencephaly
Said goodbye on 2/10/2014 at 21 weeks. We miss our baby girl "J"
My Chart