About this time last year police showed up at my house and told me I needed to get to the hospital on NY.
I feel sick to my stomach, just like I did then.
I'll stop being such a downer this week once I get trough the 7th. I'm just having a really tough time getting through these days.
Re: Ugh.
You are so supportive and positive with others so often, it honestly amazes me. You let all of us vent about our DH's, never once making anyone's "issues" feel inferior. So PLEASE never feel bad about feeling down, in April or any other time! For what it's worth, you have really made me take a step back when I am bitching about my DH. *sigh* I just have so much respect for you.
Your DH must be so incredibly proud of how strong you are and the amazing example you are setting for your son. Keep on keeping on girl...HUGS.
Huge hugs @TJHine
In memory of Corbin Scott 10/28/11-12/3/11. Heaven got another angel the night you left this world behind Heaven got a little better the day it took you away from me Missing you tonight, see you again sometime For now I'll close my eyes and dream of heaven tonight I'll love you forever I'll like you for always Now and Forever My baby you'll be
corbinsmommy.blogspot.com
My BFP Chart
BFP 12/19/08 m/c 12/26/08 4 weeks 5 days BFP 10/12/12 m/c 11/19/12 9 weeks...love you forever my angel babies!
I miss my husband so much it still literally takes my breath away when I realize he is really gone (which happens multiple times a day).
I'm so blessed to have my little man, and know he is my piece of my husband. But I want Tim too.
January siggy challenge
You're not being a downer, you're being a human! Death sucks. And isn't fair.
May I join your I-hate-April club? My sis died in April 13 years ago and I get down about it each April since. The ache is still there but the sharp pains and ugly cries have faded. I know your DH and my sis are around still, just not physically. You do not need to be strong especially this month, mama. Feel however you need to, let tears flow if that's how you feel, and cuddle up with your darling son as much as possible!