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All clear..

AshleyDehavenAshleyDehaven member
in January 2013 Moms
I live at Fort Hood. Today has been.. I have no words. We have been given the all clear after 3 hours of lock down. I don't think the sound of that siren is ever going to escape my memory. I guess there is no real point to this. Just.. Hug your babies tonight. I am so lucky today. As you know, i am still battling health issues, so i had several appointments today and because i can't drive (i pass out, so it's illegal for me to hold a license) so my husband had to take me. If he hadn't been with me, he would have been in that building. If i wasn't sick, i might have never seen him again after today. I am so lucky. And i am shaken to my core. Tomorrow we'll be told the full scope of the damage, tomorrow we'll be told who we lost, and why, and tomorrow it will take every ounce of strength that i have to let my husband leave for work. I could have lost him, but i didn't.. But there are women who can't say the same. There will be memorials, and funds, charities in their names.. But as a wife.. As a mother.. How do you ever breathe again? 
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  • gagirl2004gagirl2004 member
    So scary im glad your hubby is home safe with you and lo. Hugs to you
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  • URMySunshine77URMySunshine77 member
    I'm so sorry for your pain and stress. I'm glad that your family is safe.

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  • Jessie333Jessie333 member
    I'm so glad your family is safe. I can't even imagine what you are going through.
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  • emja0214emja0214 member
    You gave me goosebumps. I am very thankful your husband is safe. I think of you often, wondering how your health has been doing. I am sorry you do not have answers yet. You have been in my prayers that the doctors are able to figure something out soon and you can have your answers. I know how it feels to not know what is going on and having to go through test after test. My prayers will continue to be with you and the safety of your husband.
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  • this decaf lifethis decaf life member
    Wow I'm so sorry for the scare and so glad you all are safe. Duck and covers are so freaky.
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  • meggiev123meggiev123 member
    Thinking about you and everyone on base. Glad to hear your family is safe!


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  • jobiannjobiann member
    So scary, so glad your H is safe. Prayers out to the families of those who lost their lives and well wishes to those who were injured. I just don't understand people....

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  • Mom2anAngel2Mom2anAngel2 member
    I am glad to hear you are alright. That must have been so frightening!

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  • ohiodoxiemama08ohiodoxiemama08 member
    I'm so glad you and your family is ok. What a scary and heartbreaking situation.
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  • bennikkibennikki member
    That sounds so terrifying.  I'm glad you're safe with your family, and I pray your community finds peace and healing.
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  • ReeceFamilyReeceFamily member
    I'm so sorry.  And I'm so sick and tired of turning on the news and finding out that, once again, we are just shooting each other left and right.  It's got to stop.
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    (((HUGS))) I don't think there's even much else to say. I'm glad you and your family are safe.

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  • ema10ema10 member
    Glad you and your family are all safe.
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  • jjdilliejjdillie member
    So glad y'all are ok. Everyone at Ft Hood is in my prayers!
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  • kelly0connor0213kelly0connor0213 member
    you brought me to tears. my prayers are with you and your family. stay strong and healthy.
    hugs & prayers
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