Welcome to Crazy Train. This is a thread posted daily for any of us who
need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent
about our cycles.
If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, POAS issues, let it out here!
In
order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make
sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a
link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a
lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a
lot of your questions just by looking at your chart!
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Crazy level from 1-10:
CD/DPO:
Can I just ______ already?!:
Signs/Symptoms:
Explain your Crazy here:
Re: --- Thursday & Friday crazy train ---
The day the Bump died - Jasper is wise
Crazy level from 1-10: 7
CD/DPO: 49
Can I just ______ already?!: O
Signs/Symptoms: my ute feels funny
Explain your Crazy here: I suppose I should be happy that I'm not menstruating any more, but I'm just a bit crushed right now that I don't have a confirmed O (haven't had one since my loss in December). I was so excited last weekend when I had EWCM. I guess I will try to console myself with the fact that at least my temps have stabilized.
Thanks for listening.
BFP #2 6/12/14, DD born 2/21/15
CD/DPO: CD 29 / 9 DPO
Can I just ______ already?! POAS!
Signs/Symptoms: mild cramping
Explain your Crazy here: I'm dying to POAS and get some good news after the sucky week I've had. I haven't had a single symptom until this morning when I had some mild cramps, but if I wasn't in the 2ww I'm not sure I would have given them a second thought. The crazy part of me is convinced it's implantation.. I don't know how much longer I can wait to test but I feel like it's still too soon. I def need a CT ticket today.
(((Hugs))) @smcniff waiting for your body to get back to normal after a loss is tough.
CD/DPO: 9 dpo
Can I just ______ already?!: Stop feeling so anxious, nervous and negative!
Signs/Symptoms: Lots of small ones, but nothing significant or that I would ever notice if it wasn't 2ww. Sore books, tired, peeing alot, mild cramps, etc.
Explain your Crazy here: Tested this morning, just to confirm trigger is gone. It is. So now its make it or break it time from here on out. I am honestly so scared of whats to come. If its good, obviously I am beyond terrified of losing another pregnancy. If its bad I am beyond terrified of never seeing a BFP again. Either way, I feel like I am at the edge of a very very big cliff that I am inevitably gonna fall from within 3-4 days. I have really bad anxiety right now that will not go away anytime soon with either outcome I just want to curl up and sleep til next week
Do you have any hobbies? I find that doing yoga frequently helps keep it slightly under control.
BFP #2 6/12/14, DD born 2/21/15
TTCAL Siggy Challenge: "He's my favorite. His birthday is the same as mine almost"
Missing my little one lost at 9 weeks on 2.24.13. brokenhearted but not broken...
d&c 5/21/13... Still Healing, Still Standing...
MMC discovered 10/2/2013, TWINS... d&c 10/7/2013. I still miss you, little ones.
Surgery December 2013 to remove a 10+cm fibroid... Open myomectomy. Benched for 3-9 months...
Will TTC summer Summer 2014 we hope!
Dear God, Since I couldn't hold my little one in my lap and tell him about you, could you hold him in your lap and tell him about me?
PgAL and PAL always welcome...Crazy level from 1-10: 8
CD/DPO: cd 17
Can I just ______ already?!: grow mature follicles and trigger!
Signs/Symptoms: follicles that are not growing, but a lining that looks ok
Explain your Crazy here: Ugh. So, I took letrozole cd 3-7, then Bravelle Wednesday and Thursday nights. I was really hoping by now that I would be ready to trigger and do my IUI. Nope. I have to take Bravelle again tonight and tomorrow and go back Sunday for my FIFTH follicle u/s this cycle. Please talk some sense into my ovaries and coax them into cooperating, this is getting ridiculous.
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13