ticker warning and rainbow mentioned
It's been one year since we lost our angel...I cannot believe it's been a year already. I woke up feeling pretty sad and cried while I got my rainbow changed and dressed. I'm so lucky and blessed to have her, but I miss our angel too. I'm going to be greedy and wish they could both be here with us. MH and I got some balloons and took them to the cemetery, wrote some messages on them and released them. We also got her a new stuffed animal for her grave, and we got a small cake to celebrate. We lit one candle, and blew it out together. It was an emotional day.
I just wanted to say thanks for being there for me this past year. I don't know how I would have done it without your ladies. While nobody wants to be part of this club, I'm so very happy I found you all


My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!

Re: First angelversary (ticker warning and rainbow mentioned)
Happy angelversary to Kayla! I am glad you were able to celebrate the day and remember her in a positive way. I imagine it must have been so difficult to grieve for Kayla while being overjoyed to have Emily in your life. I am sending you lots of hugs.
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BFP#2 10/18/13 Blighted ovum 11/25/13
BFP #3 1/31/14 EDD 10/18/14 -- It's a GIRL!
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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I thought of you and Kayla yesterday, even though I didn't get to post. Happy Angelversary, sweet Kayla - and hugs to you, mama.
I have been thinking of you lately both with Emily's arrival and Kayla's angelversary coming. Not to be a creepy internet person, but I feel like we have traveled a similar journey at around the same time. Alice's angelversary is Thursday and I just want to hold my rainbow close and cry.
Hug your Emily close and remember your sweet Kayla. They are both lucky to have you as their mommy and that you love them so much.
Happy birthday, Kayla.
Me 32 (Stage IV Endometriosis, short luteal phase) DH 38
Married 5/2010
January 2014- DS born healthy at 35.4 weeks
February 2014- DS passed away due to complications from adenovirus
February 2015- Rainbow baby DD born at 36.3 weeks
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Happy birthday and angelversary Kayla!
Been thinking about you as well - so many emotions with Emily arriving so close to Kayla's angelversary, that had to be difficult. Sounds like you had a memorable day honoring Kayla.
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Happy Angelversary, Kayla!! I can only imagine it was a rough day, but I'm glad you were able to celebrate.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
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