Sorry you're having a rough time, @SaraJoy00 - are you talking about your GD diagnosis?
I had a really rough weekend. I lost it in the grocery store and had to leave over a Spaghettios end-cap display - my brother's all time favorite food growing up. Most days I feel like I'm doing really well with my grief, but then at times, it's still all encompassing. Lack of sleep and work stress is definitely not helping and, at times, I'm really wondering if I'm going to be cut out to be a parent.
Yeah... Im getting better.. But that with a combination of the eating disorder and the fear of losing my baby was just way too much for me to handle.. I am much more stable currently.. I can talk about it without crying (kind of) I know tomorrow will be hard again actually being faced with it and learning how to manage it but hopefully after that I can start to move forward and accept it better... Though they might need to up my prozac lol...
I am sorry you had such a bad day =[ those things come out of nowhere and it is so hard to handle it when you arent really aware it is going to happen... I hope things get better for you ((hugs))
I am really missing my parents- my mom passed a few years ago and my dad moved to California 2 years ago. My dad owns restaurants and I've always just been able to go see him. DF is crazy busy with work and I just feel like a restaurant widow. I miss my family.
I had a dream about my MIL, it made me miss her even more. It has been a little over two months since she died but it still feels so new. DH is pretty closed off from the whole thing and I wish he would talk about it more. I just really get sad when I think about her not getting to meet our baby. Suck
Hi iv never posted here before but I'm having a rough time the last week, lost part of my mucus plug Monday and the rest of the week I been ill and my bp is high. Iv been having nightmares because it's coming up to my edd before my last MC. Also having dreams with my parents in who I lost 2 years ago and just feeling down. I'm panicking about my weight because I'm on rest I can't do my usual training which I use as an outlet which makes me feel so much better. I'm hoping I feel better soon I can't keep feeling like this.
@MMAMama I am sorry you are having a tough time. That is a lot to handle for one person. Stay strong, keep that baby cooking and if you need someone to talk to you can PM me
Thank you @Taymiller I think I feel worse because I'm on my own from 8-4 iv had to stop working from 7 weeks pregnant so I got time to dwell on things :-S
@MMAMama I just started working at the beginning of Feb and before that yes the long day alone was not fun. I watched a lot of movies and re-read some of my old favorite books, it helped but I def would watch the clock and hope that DH would come home early. June is sooner than we think and it will all be worth it. Hang in there.
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I am sorry you had such a bad day =[ those things come out of nowhere and it is so hard to handle it when you arent really aware it is going to happen... I hope things get better for you ((hugs))
Just waiting for good news to come in the mail box.