Abby just napped for almost 2.5 hours...all in her doughnut pillow...and she put herself to sleep!!!! We even got some sleep last night! I don't know who this baby is but I hope she stays!
I'm 33 DH is 36
Married 6/27/2009 Together since 10/22/2005 TTC since 8/2010 (off BCP since 8/2009) Unexplained Infertility
12/26/2012 U/S #2 8w6d - No more heartbeat, MMC; D&C; Chromosome testing normal; male RPL testing normal
4/3/2013 DX Asherman's Syndrome caused by D&C, hysteroscopy done
June 2013 IVF #4 planned
5/12/2013 SURPRISE BFP! Natural cycle
7/11/2013 Panorama results Normal!!! Team Pink, partial previa moved up in 2nd tri9/5/13 (19w) AS scan shows short cervix, 2.5 cm 9/19 (21w) Cervix is worse 1.87cm, bed rest 10/26 & 10/27 steroid shots 12/19 (35w) DX: SGA Baby went from 57% percentile to 18th percentile in 6 weeks. Weekly BPP and NST until she is here. 1/17/18 Growth scan puts Abby below 10th percent in size, low amniotic fluid, and less movement. Time to induce! 1/18/14 2:11am Abigial Morgan is here! 5lbs 14oz and 18 inches of pure cuteness!!!
I had a small freak out last night. Finished dinner and suddenly puked my brains out. Dinner was good too! And all I could think was I took a nap during the middle of the day for the first time since Abby was born. And we had sex twice two weekends ago. I'm not on bc cause of my history and we used a condom 1.5 of the two times. I took a test just to be sure the food made me sick and it was negative. Phew! I told dh and I bet next time he will leave the condom on the whole time. But it was nice, after 3 years to be happy about a negative test!!
I want to go get my hair cut but don't want to go too short. Don't want mommy-done-in-2 minutes-hair. But not sure why. I get my hair cut at super cuts. And brush it after a shower, occasionally blow dry it, but I don't do anything with my hair. Then after haircut I will dye it myself, like usual. Right now I have the free popular hair color going, whatever it is called, top half is dark and bottom half is a lighter color.
I'm 33 DH is 36
Married 6/27/2009 Together since 10/22/2005 TTC since 8/2010 (off BCP since 8/2009) Unexplained Infertility
12/26/2012 U/S #2 8w6d - No more heartbeat, MMC; D&C; Chromosome testing normal; male RPL testing normal
4/3/2013 DX Asherman's Syndrome caused by D&C, hysteroscopy done
June 2013 IVF #4 planned
5/12/2013 SURPRISE BFP! Natural cycle
7/11/2013 Panorama results Normal!!! Team Pink, partial previa moved up in 2nd tri9/5/13 (19w) AS scan shows short cervix, 2.5 cm 9/19 (21w) Cervix is worse 1.87cm, bed rest 10/26 & 10/27 steroid shots 12/19 (35w) DX: SGA Baby went from 57% percentile to 18th percentile in 6 weeks. Weekly BPP and NST until she is here. 1/17/18 Growth scan puts Abby below 10th percent in size, low amniotic fluid, and less movement. Time to induce! 1/18/14 2:11am Abigial Morgan is here! 5lbs 14oz and 18 inches of pure cuteness!!!
I went to yoga yesterday for the first time since having LO. I am SO sore today. So out of shape. It's a little depressing. But I also missed that sore feeling in a way-- I feel like I accomplished something.
Now ODS is napping. YDS is fussing a little in his crib. I just want them both to sleep at the same time! I'm tired!
I told DH I was going to vacuum and mop once they were both down but I'm actually watching Scandal in bed instead. Whoops.
H is going to his friend's bday party...he didn't even ask me to go. I'm so pissed. Like I want to be alone with the kids on a Saturday night like I am all freaking week. I can't believe how inconsiderate he is.
We are supposed to get family pics taken tomorrow, but I want to cancel because of the above stated issue.
I wish I lived closer to family and friends so I don't have to be alone when H decides to be a freaking prick and leave me home alone. He's never done this and I'm irritated.
@MiaMyPuggle that sucks. I hate when my husband makes plans and just assumes I'll be home to watch the kids. I always am home, but still. Your husband should have Invited you.
I saw a young man on the corner begging for money. His cardboard sign said just hungry. I couldn't read the rest. I was half tempted to throw DD's fruit snacks to him. I told my sister and she said it was mean.
I know this is horrible to complain about but I feel more tired since LO started sttn. It's almost like my body adjusted to 4 hours of sleep and now it's too much. I get frustrated at DH because hasn't figured out to give LO a bottle if I'm not available. A friend does my hair and about 20 min in I hear LO screaming so I text him to drop a hint that there's a bottle in the fridge. Of course his phone wasn't in him. So when I have dye in my hair and just need to rinse I check and she's out. And I tell him she prolly will need a bottle soon because I don't want to feed her with the dye on my head. 10 min later I hear her screaming again and DH is trying to soothe her. I finally tell him in a not calm manner to hive her a frickin bottle!!!!!
I saw a young man on the corner begging for money. His cardboard sign said just hungry. I couldn't read the rest. I was half tempted to throw DD's fruit snacks to him. I told my sister and she said it was mean.
I would have done the same thing. Or gave him a sandwich.
I saw a young man on the corner begging for money. His cardboard sign said just hungry. I couldn't read the rest. I was half tempted to throw DD's fruit snacks to him. I told my sister and she said it was mean.
I would have done the same thing. Or gave him a sandwich.
I only had fruit snacks and cookies. A sandwich would've been good.
My SIL's baby shower is this Thursday. She planned everything, bought everything, and invited 75+ ppl to our house. This is not MUD. I am dead serious. Her friends already bought her everything she needed so my gift to her is rose bouquet out of Huggies diapers because I suck at making diaper cakes and needed to get rid of them Huggies
When I'm burping DS on my shoulder, and he starts to squirm around and get pissed, his legs and the feeling of him turning his head side to side really tickles me to the point that I laugh.
I picked my mom up so she could come hang out at the small get together we had for DH's birthday. I dread being in the car with her because her breath smells. It actually didn't smell today. And she actually ate food while over! She hardly ever eats
I made (put in the microwave) a corned beef tonight. It's like the 3rd dinner I've "made" since LO was born. My DH says it smells like cat food and won't touch it. My 4 year old is currently running back and forth from the dinner table (aka coffee table) and my bedroom eating bites of the "sweet meat" while I watch He's Just Not Into You. So much for a family dinner tonight. I'm totally ok with this.
I am excited to have Colin nap in a crib at daycare. He doesn't sleep in his crib at home (RNP). DH and I have decided we are letting the daycare baby whispers figure it out and then transitioning him at home lol.
I got my first AF since having ds and I feel like death and i fully intend on using it as an excuse to DH for not going out to my evil mils tomorrow for dinner! I also think my kid is never going to sttn. Waahwaah
@slmille4 Okay good. That makes me feel less like a crappy parent lol. It just got too hard. He HATES being swaddled and was barely sleeping. In the RNP, we get 5-7 hour stretches.
@pennstated912 after talking to my friend whose baby goes to my daycare I felt better about it. She said they help them get on a schedule and that's the problem I'm having. LO will take 30 min cat naps throughout the day and one 2 to 3 hour nap. I'm not gonna put her in her crib for a cat nap and I'm having a hard time catching the long nap (by the time I realize it's been an hour I don't want to disturb her because she's super fussy if she doesn't get a longer one)
I miss you ladies! I haven't had the time to even lurk lately and didn't realize how much I've missed J14 until I started reading a few posts.
@MiaMyPuggle I understand completely. SO does this to me all the time. I understand that he works all the time and needs to blow off some steam away from us but darn it I want to get out of this house! Spending time with him would be a bonus.
I love when MH says "I don't know how you do it" it reminds me that he couldn't be a mom and makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right.
Also I'm trying to think of an excuse to not have to go to my ILs house today as we were there ALL DAY yesterday, but nothing's coming to mind, help anyone?
I love the greedy look my little one has when she latches on for breastfeeding, especially in the middle of the night. Her chubby little hands cup the boob as if saying "mine!"
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TTC since 8/2010 (off BCP since 8/2009) Unexplained Infertility
12/10/2012 U/S #1 6w4d - heartbeat EDD 8/1/13
1/18/14 2:11am Abigial Morgan is here! 5lbs 14oz and 18 inches of pure cuteness!!!
I had a small freak out last night. Finished dinner and suddenly puked my brains out. Dinner was good too! And all I could think was I took a nap during the middle of the day for the first time since Abby was born. And we had sex twice two weekends ago. I'm not on bc cause of my history and we used a condom 1.5 of the two times. I took a test just to be sure the food made me sick and it was negative. Phew! I told dh and I bet next time he will leave the condom on the whole time. But it was nice, after 3 years to be happy about a negative test!!
I want to go get my hair cut but don't want to go too short. Don't want mommy-done-in-2 minutes-hair. But not sure why. I get my hair cut at super cuts. And brush it after a shower, occasionally blow dry it, but I don't do anything with my hair. Then after haircut I will dye it myself, like usual. Right now I have the free popular hair color going, whatever it is called, top half is dark and bottom half is a lighter color.
TTC since 8/2010 (off BCP since 8/2009) Unexplained Infertility
12/10/2012 U/S #1 6w4d - heartbeat EDD 8/1/13
1/18/14 2:11am Abigial Morgan is here! 5lbs 14oz and 18 inches of pure cuteness!!!
Now ODS is napping. YDS is fussing a little in his crib. I just want them both to sleep at the same time! I'm tired!
I told DH I was going to vacuum and mop once they were both down but I'm actually watching Scandal in bed instead. Whoops.
I get frustrated at DH because hasn't figured out to give LO a bottle if I'm not available. A friend does my hair and about 20 min in I hear LO screaming so I text him to drop a hint that there's a bottle in the fridge. Of course his phone wasn't in him. So when I have dye in my hair and just need to rinse I check and she's out. And I tell him she prolly will need a bottle soon because I don't want to feed her with the dye on my head. 10 min later I hear her screaming again and DH is trying to soothe her. I finally tell him in a not calm manner to hive her a frickin bottle!!!!!
I picked my mom up so she could come hang out at the small get together we had for DH's birthday. I dread being in the car with her because her breath smells. It actually didn't smell today. And she actually ate food while over! She hardly ever eats
BFP #2 (5/18/13) due 1/26/14. Grow baby grow!
Its a surprise! Team green!
BFP #2 (5/18/13) due 1/26/14. Grow baby grow!
Its a surprise! Team green!
I bought him an air soft gun for Christmas....that'll leave a mark! :P
I am excited to have Colin nap in a crib at daycare. He doesn't sleep in his crib at home (RNP). DH and I have decided we are letting the daycare baby whispers figure it out and then transitioning him at home lol.
Partially Complex (my blog)
I got my first AF since having ds and I feel like death and i fully intend on using it as an excuse to DH for not going out to my evil mils tomorrow for dinner!
I also think my kid is never going to sttn. Waahwaah
Partially Complex (my blog)
@MiaMyPuggle I understand completely. SO does this to me all the time. I understand that he works all the time and needs to blow off some steam away from us but darn it I want to get out of this house! Spending time with him would be a bonus.
Also I'm trying to think of an excuse to not have to go to my ILs house today as we were there ALL DAY yesterday, but nothing's coming to mind, help anyone?