I haven't posted here because I've just been trying to deal... I started spotting at 8 weeks. I went to the dr and had bloodwork done. After results came back, we found out that my HCG had decreased. So we knew a loss was going to happen. I told the dr I wanted to just wait and try to m/c naturally, and about 3 days later it started. I don't want to go into much detail about it. Being my second loss, I expected it to be a lot worse. Physically, this was much easier than my first. Maybe because I knew what to expect, but then again I guess it was because I wasn't as far long this time. I don't know. I'm sad. This was my first ever surprise pregnancy. We weren't even trying. Such a happy and exciting surprise. We were so excited that we didn't have to try for this baby. We felt so blessed. It was just taken away so quickly. Emotionally, I'm doing better than I was a week ago, but I still get those little reminders every day.
Thank you all for being here for me during my short time with you again. Maybe I'll be back in about 6 months or so. DH and I have decided to wait a while to try for baby #2.
Started TTC in February 2010
BFP #1 3.23.11 :: Natural M/C on 5.21.11 @ 12wk4d
BFP #2 2.17.12 :: EDD 10.28.12 :: Ava was born 11.2.12
BFP #3 1.31.14 :: Natural M/C on 3.10.14 @ 9wk2d
4.29.14 :: Natural M/C on 5.5.14 @ ?
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