I lost half of my heart that day... February 26th he stopped moving I went to the hospital that night freaking out with good reason I guess. They could not find his heartbeat. I knew then something was wrong. We waited for the doctor to come do an ultra sound. He was gone my baby was gone. I gave birth to my sleeping angel Cooper on 2/28 at 5:28. We got to have him for 6 hours which was nowhere near long enough. Cooper had his cord wrapped around his little neck twice and a little section of his cord had no blood in it. He was beautiful with a head full of dark hair.
We have a 4.5 year old that was very existed to meet his little brother he is why we named him Cooper. That was the hardest conversation I have ever had.
We miss him so much... Some days all I do is cry. I hope one day to have another baby but I am so scared.
Re: Loss of my little guy at 33 weeks
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
Thanks for sharing your little guy's story. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I know it it the absolute worst feeling when they say there is no heartbeat. I hope you're getting through each day for now.
first son stillborn 7/20/13 at 39 weeks due to Acute Fatty Liver of Pregnancy
It's a girl! Baby Anna was born August 3, 2014!
TTC since 10/2010
IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
Married August 20th, 2005 to the love of my life.
1st BFP August 6th, 2010. Missed MC discovered at 13 weeks.
2nd BFP January 5th, 2011. Beautiful Harper born September 28th, 2011.
3rd BFP March 15th, 2013. Treated with methotrexate for ectopic pg at 7 weeks.
4th BFP August 2nd, 2013. Sweet Micah born sleeping at 21 weeks with full T13. 5th BFP July 1st, 2014. Praying for a healthy, full term rainbow!
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I am so, so sorry for your loss of Cooper. We all know too well the pain you're experiencing. This is a great place to find support and lots of hugs. Take care of yourself and know that everything you're feeling is normal.
Ava's Story

BFP#2 10/18/13 Blighted ovum 11/25/13
BFP #3 1/31/14 EDD 10/18/14 -- It's a GIRL!
My life, my love, my boys


DS: Liam born 8.30.10 at 35 wks (PPROM, Pre-E, C-Section)
DD: BFP 6.9.13, EDD 2.12.14, A/S 9.20.13... It's a Girl!
Adeline Leigh born sleeping 2.11.14 at 39 wks 6 days
How very softly you tiptoed into our world, almost silently, only a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your footsteps have left upon our hearts. - Dorothy Ferguson
As adults, we struggle to understand why these things happen. To try and explain these things to a child is heart wrenching. My heart broke when I had to tell my daughter her sister couldn't stay with us.