Part of the healing process is sharing with other people who care. - Jerry Cantrell
Married: 9/25/10 TTC # 1 since 5/2013 BFP # 1: 2/7/14, mmc 3/12/14, D&C 3/19/14 Boy, Trisomy 13, Karyotyping and Genetic Testing all normal Hysteroscopy and D&C 6/2/14, retained tissue Off the bench 7/14 BFP # 2: 10/3/14, Blighted ovum, D&C 11/12/14 Girl, no chromosomal abnormalities detected RPL Testing: Pre-diabetic, ANA+ "I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it." - e.e. cummings
Well I don't think this Will inspire anyone but this line from a country song has been running through my head since this whole thing started to unravel "sometimes you're the windshield, sometimes you're the bug"
It makes me think of a poem I read in school about driving and hitting a bug and it was about how if you are in the world you are a force in it and it is unavoidable to go through life without destroying something.
I know this reads a bit odd and I am not sure it applies but I have been mulling it over and I think it is somewhat comforting foe me to think big picture right now.
Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*
"You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." - Christopher Robin to Pooh
PG#1 - 3rd cycle BFP. Team Green. HELLP syndrome @ 34 weeks. Later diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, possible link to HELLP.
PG#2 M/C 3/14 - Surprise BFP 2/13. Beta's doubled every 52 hours from 3w5d-5w5d Viable pregnancy scan at 5w5d; 2nd u/s showed 2 days of growth in 7 but a HB of 120 3rd u/s on 3/10/14 had no HB and baby had only grown 7 days over 14 D&C 3/17/14 - complications - DX Retroflexed uterus, multiple tears to cervix
“Contrary to what a lot of people believe (or hope), comfort doesn’t take the pain away. Comfort slides in beside the pain, pulling up a chair so that we have something more than sorrow in our hearts. Comfort gently expands our spirits so that we can breathe again. Comfort opens our eyes so that we can see possibility again.
And on those days, whether it is the next day or five years removed, on that day when grief rears its dark head again, comfort helps us remember that pain is not all there is”
― Peggy Haymes, Strugglers, Stragglers and Seekers: daily devotions for the rest of us
"As soon as I saw you I knew an adventure was going to happen." ~Winnie the Pooh
Re: Anyone else have any relatable quotes to get us through this Sunday?
Married: 9/25/10
TTC # 1 since 5/2013
BFP # 1: 2/7/14, mmc 3/12/14, D&C 3/19/14
Boy, Trisomy 13, Karyotyping and Genetic Testing all normal
Hysteroscopy and D&C 6/2/14, retained tissue
Off the bench 7/14
BFP # 2: 10/3/14, Blighted ovum, D&C 11/12/14
Girl, no chromosomal abnormalities detected
RPL Testing: Pre-diabetic, ANA+
"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it." - e.e. cummings
"You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." - Christopher Robin to Pooh
PG#1 - 3rd cycle BFP. Team Green. HELLP syndrome @ 34 weeks.
Later diagnosed with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis, possible link to HELLP.
PG#2 M/C 3/14 - Surprise BFP 2/13. Beta's doubled every 52 hours from 3w5d-5w5d
Viable pregnancy scan at 5w5d; 2nd u/s showed 2 days of growth in 7 but a HB of 120
3rd u/s on 3/10/14 had no HB and baby had only grown 7 days over 14
D&C 3/17/14 - complications - DX Retroflexed uterus, multiple tears to cervix
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I also likes this one that I stumbled upon the other day:
You don't get over it, you get through it.
I've been telling myself this lately.