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Somedays are just harder than others

stephy1221stephy1221 member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
**siggy warning* Today is just harder than the last few. I just feel lonely and the only person who I want to talk to is my grandmother. I recall her telling me she had a twin loss in between pregnancies with my uncles, I think it was a 2nd trimester loss. I can't talk to her though, she has been gone for 3 years now and the dementia before that wouldn't have made this conversation possible. So basically I am longing for a person I haven't had for 10 years. I bowed out of going to see the in laws this morning and went grocery shopping instead. I came home and sorted through mail and had a letter from the OB with a lab slip to go in late July for my Rhogam shot. I put it away with my other stuff about this pregnancy because I couldn't bring myself to throw it out. Then I looked at my first u/s pic again and thought about that little flickering heartbeat that is no more. So basically because the one person I feel like I could verbalize this to is gone I am posting my feelings here. Today is just hard.
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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    sorry for the spacing, it didn't look like that when I hit post.
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    Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*

    BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15

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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    sorry for the spacing, it didn't look like that when I hit post.
     Daisypath Anniversary tickers        Daisypath Happy Birthday tickers

    Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*

    BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15

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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    sorry for the spacing, it didn't look like that when I hit post.
     Daisypath Anniversary tickers        Daisypath Happy Birthday tickers

    Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*

    BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15

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  • JennPalmer01JennPalmer01 member
    I'm so sorry that today is rough for you. I understand about missing your Grandmother and wanting to talk. Hugs.
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  • Maxsmommy123112Maxsmommy123112 member
    I'm so sorry. Today is a rough day for me too. I think we will probably have a lot of those before we truly begin to heal. I am so lucky for this board. It's really all I have.
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  • greenbumbleteagreenbumbletea member
    I am so sorry for your loss and for what you are going through.Today is a rough day for me too...I hope that all of us can heal soon. :hugs:
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  • stephy1221stephy1221 member
    Thank you all for the kind words.
     Daisypath Anniversary tickers        Daisypath Happy Birthday tickers

    Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*

    BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15

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