I'm glad I trusted my gut that something was/is wrong.

My beta on Thursday was 40. Today it was only 86. It's been 4 days. I'm absolutely heartbroken.
I have to go back on Wednesday for another draw. I'm hoping for a miracle at this point. But if this isn't meant to be then I hope my body miscarries naturally. With these low, slow rising betas I can possibly be looking at an ectopic.
Re: I'm not crazy (beta update)
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
Formerly Aaren91011
Married 6/6/2009
TTC#1 since 9/2013 HSG & Testing, High AMH: 17
Clomid + monitoring 1/27/14= BFP 2/23/14, EDD 11/1/14
2/24 Beta#1: 28.5 2/28 #2: 119 3/4 #3: 950 (Speechless!) 3/6 #4: 1914 ultrasound rules out ectopic
3/10 US = heartbeat Week 20: dx marginal cord insertion
Week 28: dx high amniotic fluid (unexplained, all tests normal)
Weeks 32 & 34: Admitted to hospital for preterm labor, Nifedipene
Week 40+4: Sent to hospital from OB appointment due to signs of pre-eclampsia
D born 11/5/14 at 6:52pm, 6lbs 6 oz 20 inches
TTC#2 since 1/2016
Clomid + monitoring 4/13/16 = BFP 6/6/2016 EDD 2/15/17
6/9 Beta#1: 28 6/13 Beta#2 186 6/15 Beta#3 473 6/17 Beta#4 886 & CP 5w2d 6/30 laproscopic removal of left tube dx heterotopic
Two BFN Clomid + IUI cycles (Oct & Nov)
Surprise BFP 12/14/16 Chemical Pregnancy
BFP #3 12/28/2012 c/p 12/31/2012
BFP #4 2/21/2014 m/c 3/9/2014
BFP #5 9/21/2014 due date 6/4/2014
Mom to 4 wonderful children: T(8), B(6) ,M(3), and A(1)
Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013
BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14
BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14
BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15
January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing
**TW Living Child**
BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014