August 2012 Moms

FML Part Deux

FET #2 was not successful. I am out of frosties and totally devastated, shocked and angry. I need some down time before deciding if I can make peace with being one and done or if I have the physical and emotional strength to undergo a fresh IVF cycle(s) to expand our family.
TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

No more frosties

IVF #2. September 2014

PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

Not sure where to go from here.

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  • Oh no! I am so sorry! You and your family will be in my prayers.
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  • I'm so sorry Mo.
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  • I am so sorry this happened, I feel terrible for you. I will keep you in my prayers.
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    Hugs!! I'm here for you if you need it!

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    Trying for #1 since May 2010   l   DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011

    IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks

    November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

    Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

    1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 :)   **TEAM GREEN!**

    Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

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    Trying for #2

    FET #1 - October '13 - c/p   l   FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled :(   l   FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN

    ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

    Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 :)    **TEAM GREEN!**

    Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14

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  • Oh no, I am so sorry! Sending T&P your way...
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  • Thanks ladies. It's time for me to step away until I come to some resolution about family size. In truth it's too painful to appreciate other women's pregnancies or births when I feel like everyone else was promoted and I am the only one left back.
    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • I'm so sorry, Mo. I'll be thinking of you.
    BFP #1 9/2010 (lost our baby at 21 weeks) BFP #2 8/2011 (ectopic pregnancy) BFP #3 10/2011 (chemical pregnancy) BFP #4 12/2011 (Abigail born 8/15/12) BFP #5 5/2013 (Griffin born 1/23/14 with heart defects, now repaired!)

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  • I'm so, so sorry, Mo. My heart hurts for you. Take as much time as you need. We'll be here.
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  • Thinking of you, Mo.  I am so sorry.
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    I am so sorry for your devastating news. My heart hurts for you.
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  • I'm so sorry, Mo.
  • I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine how hard this is for you and your DH.
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  • I am so sorry. Sending positive thoughts your way!
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  • so sorry to hear that. :(
  • Mo I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you find peace in whatever you decide and know that you are an incredibly strong person. There is no right way to feel and I hope you are surrounded by those that comfort you and if you need to scream just let it out and don't apologize for your feelings. Big hugs mo.
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  • I'm so sorry Mo. Whatever decision you make will be right for you and your family. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
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  • All I can say is I am sorry. I hope that you are gentle to yourself as you make hard decisions on what to do from here, and know that we are here if you need to vent, talk, whatever. 
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  • My heart breaks for you. I know how badly you want this.
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