*I'm only posting one check-in for the weekend but please feel free to check-in on both days if you'd like*
Any new pregnancy symptoms, cravings, or aversions?
Upcoming appointments, milestones, or updates? (Ticker change?)
QOTWeekend: What are some of the things that you have to have on your nightstand/bedside table? (I would've asked what's in your purse/bag, but I don't think this group is going out much these days... but feel free to tell us both if you'd like)
Open Topic: What's on your mind?
Re: *** Weekend Bedrest Check-in ***
30 weeks tomorrow! First outpatient NST and appt Tuesday... need to get my disability leave extended.
Water bottle, nifedipine, phone, computer, ipad.
I've been super upbeat lately about having a termie this time, these contractions have me all worried. Not enough to call/go in, just preoccupied. I'm enjoying being more pregnant than I've ever been though!
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
@twodaisies hooray for a negative fFN test!!
Yesterday and today were rough. I think I caught a cold from my germ-y brother. Which wouldn't have been too bad except that I have very sensitive sinuses so it turned into a sinus infection
QOTW: Right now on my night stand I have a box of tissue, vicks vapor rub, cough drops, my thermos of water, and my vitamins.
Open Topic: I don't know if it's because I'm PgAL and I keep fearing that something is going to go wrong or if it's because I'm so incredibly tired of being on bedrest and constantly expecting to go into ptl.... but I keep going back and forth between wishing that LO was here already and hoping that she makes it full term. Logically I know it's best for her to stay on the inside for as long as possible, but the unknown is really stressful....
As far as what you wrote with your open topic, you could have taken the words right out of my mouth. I remember with DS I felt hugely guilty that I actually felt better after I delivered. Sure I was sore but the constant contractions were over and I could walk and do stairs and do housework again. I worked with him right up till the end but I have no idea how I did it, it was miserable.
I want a termie this time very badly, but the constant contractions and worrying whether this is it or not is exhausting. I hate not being able to take walks, wrestle with my son, or participate in family life. I'll do whatever I can, but I can't even imagine another 7 weeks of this. It makes me want to cry.
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.