Happy Wednesday, ladies!
This is a weekly check-in for all May Mamas who have previously experienced a miscarriage, stillbirth, or loss of a child at any age. Please post your updates below!
How many weeks?
How are you feeling? (Physically and emotionally)
Any appointments, ultrasounds, or milestones this week?
What else is going on? Apples and Onions?
GTKY (remix) This week I'm including a XP from PGAL regarding labor buddies. I know our main BMB doesn't seem interested in this, but it's something a lot of us PGALers would like to do. I know most of you are active there as well and have already responded, but if you're not and would still like to participate, please mention it in your responses or you can PM @J&J09 who has graciously volunteered to set this up for us. Here is her original post:
"If you would like to participate, please respond below with your TB name and due date! Also if you have any special requests, feel free to mention them below and I will do my best to make it happen. Also, if you have a labor buddy in mind, please feel free to let me know below or in a pm! I can't believe we are at this point!"
BFP#1 8/3/12~EDD 4/1/13~Natural M/C 9/1/12-9w6d
BFP#2 5/30/13~EDD 2/3/14~Confirmed CP 5/31/13
7/12/13 Hysteroscopy & Lap Lysis of Adhesions
1st Cycle on Clomid Aug '13: BFP#3 8/24/13~EDD 5/3/14
Hoping Third Time's a Charm!!- IT'S A GIRL!!!!
KAYLIE MARIE IS HERE! BORN 5/4/14
All AL-ers welcome in my posts! 
Re: ~PGAL Check-In~
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
Onions: I wish I had more energy to do more. I feel lazy and unmotivated to do anything.
DD born 2/3/03
BFP 3/21/13 w/ EDD 12/02/13, C/P 3/29/13.
BFP 9/18/13 w/ EDD 5/26/14,
Beta #1 @ 14-16dpo = 375, progesterone 33.6
Beta #2 @ 20-22 dpo = 8,782!
Beta #3 @ 27-29dpo = 44,230, dx subchorionic hemorrhage/ threatened mc
Beta #4 @ 29-31dpo = 72, 080
Grow, little one, grow!
***** All AL Welcome *****
28w 1d
How are you feeling? (Physically and emotionally)
Physically- lots of cramping and pain down low for the last week. Hips are killing me. EXHAUSTED even though I don't really do anything all day
Emotionally- stressed/sad DH said work was sending him out of state for last week of march first week of April now he may be leaving for two weeks on Sunday! That would mean he would miss my bday next fri and more importantly our shower next sat! Hopefully he won't go now but hopefully not so late in the preg either
Any appointments, ultrasounds, or milestones this week?
Appt tomorrow. Gonna have to get my rhogam shot
What else is going on? Apples and Onions?
Apples-kinda hard this week. Shit is just going wrong right now. Baby is squirming a lot and going to do trade ins at bru tomorrow and get our monitor since it is on sale right now. That's about it.
Onions- puppy is driving me insane. She has learned how to climb out of her play pen. My dog is sick but vet can't tell me what's wrong but had no problem charging me $100 to tell me effing nothing! Really hoping DH doesn't leave this weekend we made the shower co-ed just so he wouldn't be the only guy so if he's not there the other guys will be uncomfy. We were planning on making our garden over the next 2 weekends. I'm making DH take me to chuckecheese for my 26th bday so all in all I really don't want him out of state the next 2 weeks.
have a MW appointment Friday. will review my GTT results (I checked online and I failed by 4 points). MW already suggested before test that I skip the 3 hour and just monitor, so I'm hoping to get an order for a new glucometer and testing supplies. I think I'll feel a lot more in control and it will hold me more accountable with the GD diet.
apples: DD has been hilarious this week. She's going through a naked phase and was carrying her baby doll around in her babyErgo with no clothes on. She also keeps breaking out some cute sayings we've never heard. This week's were "See you later alligator" and "I told you so mommy"
onions: stupid snow storm looming. I'm over winter weather. also I've been having some really uncomfortable pains/contractions at night. they have me a little freaked out about my efforts to go med-free. need to spruce up my preparation efforts!
little chkn born 06/30/11
baby chkn born 04/22/14
05/13
07/13
BFP#1 - 11/27/09 EDD 8/5/10, DS1 arrived 7/24/10 via emergency c-section.
BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
Apples- I have a three day weekend this week and I have my good friend's bridal shower on Sunday.
Onions- I am having a hard time with my body. I worked really hard to lose a significant amount of weight three years ago and I now weigh what I did when I was at my heaviest. It's hard to see those numbers again, even though I know it is for a good reason. I feel like I look horrible and I am really worried about how I will look at this wedding I am in next month. I just feel blah.
@Rocknroll64 - I'm sorry your appointment gave you reason to worry. I hope the ultrasound sets your mind at ease.
@katypatrick - I hope your dog feels better soon!
@Meli25 - I'm sorry that you're missing your Ava even more this month.
I hope all the ladies are doing well.
*Edited to correct a typo
1st BFP-8/17/12! Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US. D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13! By early June, progesterone plummeting. Another loss.
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14