Late Term and Child Loss

I'm here now

Hi everyone,

I felt it was about time I introduce myself.I lost my little girl two weeks ago today due to chorioamnionitis or so we think so far. I was 18 weeks and due June 26th, but she died January 26th. Life is not fair. She was supposed to be our second child and we had waited years for her. We don't have fertility problems that we know of and now we just have to wait for our rainbow baby. I have felt the best thing that has helped me on my road to recovery is sharing experiences with other moms who have lost a child. Grief is a very lonely place, but it is nice to know I am not alone. I hope I don't have to stay too long, but I am here now. I want nothing more than to show my support to other grieving mommas. There is truly nothing like this.

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DD born on 11/10/2007
TTC Sept-Nov 2012
BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
Back on BCP
BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
TTCAL March 2014-Present
BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015

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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl. No one wants to join this club, but these ladies are an incredible source of support, strength, and encouragement and we are here whenever you need us.
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    Me: 32 DH: 33  High School Sweethearts  Married 5/28/2005
    DS1 born 6/5/10 at 40 weeks via emergency c-section due to fetal distress and IUGR caused by placental insufficiency
    DS2 born still 8/28/13 at 32 weeks via emergency c-section due to a complete placental abruption - cause unknown
    Baby #3 on the way, EDD 2/29/16.  Originally twins, but we said goodbye to Baby B at 8 weeks.
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  • I'm sorry for the loss of your little girl and I'm sorry to share an angelversary date with you. I can't believe it has been 2 weeks, as the day keeps playing over and over again in my head. I agree that grief is a very lonely place and it's nice to know we're not alone. Welcome and sorry to meet you here. ((hugs))

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    IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
    IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
    IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
    IVF # 3 (June 2013) = BFN 
    IVF # 4 (September 2013) = BFP Fraternal twin boys! (Loss at 21w6d due to IC on 1/26/14...devastated.)
    3/21/14--TAC (transabdominal cerclage) w/Dr. Davis in NJ
    IVF # 5 (May 2014) = BFN
    FET (August 2014) = BFN

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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl. This is an amazing board filled with incredibly understanding women. You are not alone and we are always here for you.
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  ((HUGS))

    BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010

    BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011

    BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013

    BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy.  Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)    

                                  <3 We love and miss you Timothy <3

    BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014

  • I am so sorry for your loss. You certainly are not alone- I have found so much support and comfort from this board in the 7 weeks since I lost my son, I hope the same for you in this difficult time.
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    I'm so, so sorry for the loss of your sweet girl. You're right - grief is a very lonely place, and it absolutely sucks to be here. I hope that you turn to us when you need us, because this board is fantastic. I'm 18 months out from losing my son at 34 weeks, and I still continue to find guidance and support here all the time. Loss is such a major shock to the system, but we are here to support you. **hugs**







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    I am so very sorry for the loss of your daughter. Please know that you are welcome to share her name if you named her. Loss of your baby is an awful thing to deal with, but it is a help knowing at least you are not alone. 




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  • I am so sorry for your loss and having to be part of this club. When I found this support board I didn't feel so alone. I felt so alone and like no one else knew what I was going through. Big hugs, I hope we can be as supportive to you too. 

    Julius Justin - 11/07/2002 - 10 lbs 22 in 
    Isabella Genavieve - 02/03/05 - 7 lbs 11 oz 22 in 
    Arianna Kaitlynn - 04/10/2013 - 4 lbs 15 oz 15 in

    BFP 08/10/13 
    TWINS!!!! 09/01/13
    Miscarriage at 12 weeks lost baby B 
    Arianna diagnosed with an Ompalocele at 13 weeks
    Arianna our Angel on 04/10/13 
    BFP 07/20/13
    Our Rainbow due 03/18/14 


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  • I'm sorry for the loss of your baby girl. Hugs.
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    BFP #2, EDD 12/26/14, please be our rainbow.

  • I am so sorry for your loss.  This board definitely makes a difference.
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    Started Progestrone Treatment, BFP#3 May 10,2013  PROM/PRL on Sept 7 2013
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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your little girl...I hate to welcome new moms here but glad you have found a place for support.  Grief can be very lonely but we are all here for you.  ((HUGS))

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    8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)

    -5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)

    11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13

    8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF

    IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties

    12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!!  One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15

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  • I am so sorry for the loss of your daughter, but welcome you to the board.  Losing a baby or child can be incredibly lonely and isolating, so please know that you are not alone.  As much as we all wish things would have been different, there is some comfort in knowing others are on a similar path. 

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    TTC since 2008
    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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  • Thanks everyone for your support and kind words. We didn't name her. Luckily the hospital put together a box of momentos so we have some things to remember her. I have my doctor's appointment tomorrow so hopefully we'll have some answers.

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    DD born on 11/10/2007
    TTC Sept-Nov 2012
    BFP on 10/25/2012 CP 11/1/2012
    Back on BCP
    BFP on 10/13/2013 EDD June 26, 2014 
    Little Girl went to Heaven on January 26, 2014 @ 18 weeks
    TTCAL March 2014-Present
    BFP on 6/20/2014 Blighted Ovum
    BFP on 8/31/2014 It's a GIRL!  EDD May 18, 2015
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