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lilahbean13lilahbean13 member
in July 2012 Moms
I'm sorry I'm such a downer. I just need a place to breathe for a second. The death of Coopers God father and hubby's best friend has been so rough. He is taking it so hard. Im trying to be there for him without crowding which is a difficult balancing act while taking care of Cooper. I feel like I'm neglecting her and being a terrible mother. Hunter needs me more. I'm so torn. I'm taking her to her grandmothers today just for the afternoon. I don't know what else to do. I just want to take Hunters pain and feel it times 100 just so he doesn't have to feel an ounce. This is such a nightmare and so rough.

I'm sorry I just need to breathe. I'm a good mom and a good wife. I just need to keep telling myself that
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  • lilahbean13lilahbean13 member
    Can y'all all please move here and hug me. I know that sounds weird but I just need some hugs. I can't hug hubby without breaking down and Cooper has learned how to give wet willys so her hugs end up with a nasty surprise in my ear. I just want to rewind to Sunday when we were all 4 hanging out watching cartoons and playing. I'm so deeply sad
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  • C&CsmommyC&Csmommy member
    You are an amazing mother and wife! I cannot imagine the hurt you both are feeling now. It will take a while to find your new "normal". Cooper is having a blast with grandma and you and Hunter need to take time to grieve without the pressure of someone else needing you.

    I wish I was closer so I could help you guys out! Big hugs!!
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  • SallySunriseSallySunrise member
    I'm so, so sorry. You ARE a wonderful wife and mother. So many hugs. So many. <3
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  • PleionePleione member
    So sorry for your loss. And that sounds like a plan. You will pull through this.
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  • lilahbean13lilahbean13 member
    Thank y'all so much. I know words may not seem like much but y'all have made my day. My heart is just so heavy and In pieces. He was only 22. I don't understand. Thank you for all the thought and prayers and adorable internet hugs. I love it
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  • OkieMamaOkieMama member
    I'm so, so sorry. Hugs and prayers going out to you.
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  • breezyblueyezbreezyblueyez member
    huge hugs for you and your family.  I'm so sorry you are going through this.   I can't even fathom the pain, and trying to be strong for him and your LO.  You are a wonderful mom!!!  vent away, we are here :)
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  • zyaszyas member
    I've been thinking about you guys a lot and my heart just breaks for you.

    Cooper will be fine, she won't remember any of this but I think it's great you're taking her to grandma's.

    You and your H need time to mourn, it's such an awful tragedy what happened. :(

    Huge hugs to you! I'm so sorry for all the pain you guys are going through.

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