Wednesday check in and bitchfest

PrettyAccountant · February 2014

Hello lovely ladies,
I'm calling this a check in and bitchfest because I think a lot of women here need to vent a bit.

Sending huge hugs and prayers out to a number of our members - this week seems to be especially hard.

Hugs to everyone
Rachel

PrettyAccountant · February 2014

Sending huge hugs out to Mm29, beachy, chucktgirl and MrsMcIrish. My prayers are with you ladies. I am so angry at this universe right now. I am praying for better days for you all.

I'm not sure if it had been the sucky weather combined with the upsetting news here but I have been in a very angry mood lately. We got more nasty snow today and are expecting a nor'easter on Sunday night. I'm done. I want to feel good and I just don't know how to get myself out of this funk. And to bitch just a little more - I am getting nothing done at work during the day and ended up staying till 1 in the morning on Friday night.

And on another vent - I went to my RE's office yesterday and some twat waffle decided it would be a freakin great idea to bring her 3 week old there. Seriously?!?!?! Leave your effin kid in the car with your hubby!!! To top it off - she kept flaunting him in front of everyone! I had to say something and she acted like she had every right to upset the other patients there. I ended up calling her a C. U. N. T. - not one of my finer moments in life but I still say screw her.

That's my woes for today. And yes if you all need to know, that whore AF is on her way.

Lacyj67 · February 2014

Hey ladies,
A little BFP/bfn talk..... Warning!!!

Yesterday 4dp5dt was a hard day for me. I took my first test and bfn of course. I had prepared myself for that considering not having much symptoms at all this time. I don't even want to post this in the universe yet because I just took another test and took like 5 plus minutes of being stark white before I saw what may or may not be a squinter. I mean this is HARD to see 5dp5dt so not feeling too positive. Beta tomorrow so I'm just gonna wait this out. Don't even want to tell DHs an get him the least bit of hope right now.

firesiren · February 2014

@prettyaccountant Thank You for saying something to her. I had a lady bring twins in while I was at my WTF appointment. IT KILLED ME. I started bawling right there.

@lacyj67 Still cheering you on! FX for a darker line tomorrow.

AFM~ We have slowly been announcing our pregnancy. A woman that had two kids in two years and is trying for number three(because she wants a boy) while collecting welfare looked at me and said I'm so happy for you. Then she says, I had infertility too, I know how it is. I'm not supposed to be able to have kids. B*tch please!!! I want to punch you in your face, HARD. She then complained about having 2 kids in diapers at the same time..... grrrrr.

:-O

For the record~ I have no issue with welfare or using it but I don't think you should be trying for number three while on it.

kflynn81 · February 2014

Everyone is calling in "sick" at work to avoid driving in snow leaving me to pick up the slack more so..., however I'm in charge now and were pulling better stats then the other girl in charge while my boss is out booya!!!!

Also I'm waiting on Jacks autopsy as it was due back 2 weeks ago, and they have stopped calling me back now. I'm sooooo irritated just call and say no its not in or yes it is!!!! I call and it goes to vm I think they're avoiding me now. Ill have to have DH call ...they'll be sorry lol

MrsC430 · February 2014

PA - I also want to thank you for saying something! I struggle with seeing babies/kids at our RE's office. Seems like it's always when I'm either waiting to get blood work for a beta that I already know is negative, or waiting for a WTF appt. Someone obviously has it out for me.

Lacy - Fx for great news soon!

AFM - My work didn't close today, and my boss expected everyone to come to work in the midst of the storm. Seriously? We have a foot of snow right now and the roads are awful. Needless to say... I stayed home. *Sticks middle finger up @ boss*

DoublePortion · February 2014

Hugs to those who need them! I'm hoping we get an influx of good news on this board soon!!

Good for you PA!!!
FX your beta is shockingly good, Lacy!

AFM: I feel sorry for you northern ladies! I am so sick of winter and if I had to be dealing with tons of snow right now, I might lose it. I yelled at DH last night that I'm NOT going to Colorado. He thinks I'm joking. I want to see green grass, blue skies and feel a warm breeze!!! So tired of gray and dreary!

luvboston · February 2014

Sending huge hugs out to Mm29, beachy, chucktgirl and MrsMcIrish, kflynn.

Lacy-FX

AFM- we are again snowed in up to our hoo has, our plow man hasn't come yet and it seems the town finds it hilarious to keep coming by and making our driveway higher and higher. Our drain isn't working so I guess it will be dirty clothes for all!

I had a back procedure yesterday and am prob looking at surgery in my future as we keep putting a band aid on the problem. I also was given another lovely cold so I am bedresting with a tissue box watching as many reality shows as possible:)

BzeetyD · February 2014

Sending big hugs for everyone who needs them, who needs a light at the end of the tunnel, who hates IF, who has a big decision to make, who is struggling in any way.

::makes a fist, thumps own chest twice, points in direction of a lot of ladies::

J&D2007 · February 2014

I would like to bitch about the random posters on here lately bitching about their pregnancies. I would also like to say that I am so very sorry for so many of you this week and your difficult struggles. I think of every one of you and hope you can continue to be strong. I consider myself a lost cause and have given up, but I really hope all of you will see your dreams come true. My last bitch is: wtf is with this snow. I cannot stand it any longer.

DoublePortion · February 2014

J&D2007 said:

I would like to bitch about the random posters on here lately bitching about their pregnancies. I would also like to say that I am so very sorry for so many of you this week and your difficult struggles. I think of every one of you and hope you can continue to be strong. I consider myself a lost cause and have given up, but I really hope all of you will see your dreams come true. My last bitch is: wtf is with this snow. I cannot stand it any longer.

I'm with you on all the random posters lately! Especially ones who claim to lurk here often, then go gripe to their home board when they're shown the door. Maybe we need to change the name to IF Board Vets. People obviously think that you're only a veteran if you've won the war, so to speak.

DoublePortion · February 2014

To add to my above comment: Maybe we need a mod to add a "Please read before posting" sticky post to the top? Not sure how many people would actually read it before posting, though!

mm29 · February 2014

Thank you for the love ladies. I am having lots of up's and down's and it is very comforting to know people are thinking of me.

PA- I am so happy you called that Biotch out! Reading it made my heart smile.

LacyJ67- I have everything crossed your line is darker tomorrow. I hope your beta is a strong number!

To everyone who is snowed in-Please keep warm and stay off the roads if at all possible!

AFM: I am having a lot of up's and down's. I hope more than anything we have a couple of normal embryos. At this point we do not have enough money to cycle again, so this HAS TO WORK! If it doesn't I will put my house on the market and try to sell. We can rent and save money for whatever we decide on for our future plans.

sorrellam30 · February 2014

PA I'm proud of you!! I'm so glad my RE doesn't allow kids in their office.

I trigger tomorrow. I'm way more scared this time than any prior.
I've been thinking a lot about what if this cycle doesn't work and we don't have kids-wtf does that mean for me? How do I use THAT testimony? I have no idea.

This weather blows, my REs office lost power so I have to drive to Rockville tomorrow for monitoring

sorrellam30 · February 2014

Also hugs all around

Sophistikitty · February 2014

I always seem to be the last to check in!

Sending huge hugs to chucktgirl, Mrs McIrish, kflynn, mm29 and beachy.

PA - You rock!!!!

Lacyj - FX for you!!!!!

AFM - We have decided to give DE one more shot. I am doing my mock cycle now and we are hoping to have the fresh cycle done by the end of April. I am just going through the motions though and don’t feel vested (other than financially, eeek). DH says most people would think we were crazy paying this kind of $$$ for closure but I guess all that matters is that we feel it is worth it for our peace of mind.

rlk2 · February 2014

This is definitely a week deserving of a bitch fest. I love all you ladies and I hate to see so many of you go through so much struggle. Big hugs all around!
PA...you go girl!!!!!
Lacy- praying tomorrow gives you an amazing beta
Mm29....I love your drive and will

AFM... I've been in a total slump lately. Work sucks and this weather is depressing. And I've been so down and think every day of how much I need and want to become a mom...it's a bit of an obsessive thought....I just don't want to go through this! Being in between cycles really gets to me. I've been trying to work out more to feel healthier and rid some anxieties but it's hard to stay motivated.

beachy6 · February 2014

Thank you all so much for the extra thoughts. I really do appreciate it. I'm sending my thoughts out to all of you that are also having a horribly crappy week, also. I can't even try and explain any of it anymore. Not even a little. It's all just insanely absurd.

AFM: I'm bleeding through bcp. So, that's been fun. I called our RE yesterday the nurse needs to talk to the doc to see if I need to up my dose. I'm on Aygestin so I can just take two pills. I figure that if the rest of my life is crappy, I'm not about to stop taking bcp and have a period to piss me off too. AND, the test results from DH's Sperm Frag test are back. Good news, he's broken. He should have been < 20%, but DH's test came back at 34%. He was told to take supplements and has a "do the deed" schedule for a week before we would do ER. I just couldn't tell her that it was off. Is this bad? She is working on my calendar. I'm just praying like crazy that something happens to help us out. Keeping the faith on that one. Well, DH is. It makes me nervous.

Now for my bitch: I'm bleeding through bcp and have cramps. DH lost his job. Now that the stress from his job is gone, he is sleeping better now than he has in years. Me on the other hand? No sleep. So, I'm just bitchy. And, I can't eat. I'm hungry. But the thought of eating anything makes me want to puke more. Also, like you all said, what in the hell is with all of this flipping snow. We are now on snow day 13. My poor students. We all need a routine.

luvboston · February 2014

beachy6 said:
Thank you all so much for the extra thoughts. I really do appreciate it. I'm sending my thoughts out to all of you that are also having a horribly crappy week, also. I can't even try and explain any of it anymore. Not even a little. It's all just insanely absurd.
AFM: I'm bleeding through bcp. So, that's been fun. I called our RE yesterday the nurse needs to talk to the doc to see if I need to up my dose. I'm on Aygestin so I can just take two pills. I figure that if the rest of my life is crappy, I'm not about to stop taking bcp and have a period to piss me off too. AND, the test results from DH's Sperm Frag test are back. Good news, he's broken. He should have been < 20%, but DH's test came back at 34%. He was told to take supplements and has a "do the deed" schedule for a week before we would do ER. I just couldn't tell her that it was off. Is this bad? She is working on my calendar. I'm just praying like crazy that something happens to help us out. Keeping the faith on that one. Well, DH is. It makes me nervous.
Now for my bitch: I'm bleeding through bcp and have cramps. DH lost his job. Now that the stress from his job is gone, he is sleeping better now than he has in years. Me on the other hand? No sleep. So, I'm just bitchy. And, I can't eat. I'm hungry. But the thought of eating anything makes me want to puke more. Also, like you all said, what in the hell is with all of this flipping snow. We are now on snow

day 13. My poor students. We all need a routine.

I don't think it's bad u didn't tell her you pay them enough and perhaps something good will happen and you can cycle.

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