Infertility

Estrace makes me want to eat ALL THE FOODS!

This is a semi-vent.   I'm not emotionally distraught, but just have to get it out because my body is making me nuts!

We're doing partner-ivf, so my poor dear love, @Healz413 is currently MISERABLE on stims and we will be triggering either tomorrow or sunday, but she's bloated, achy, and generally feeling super gross.  

I, on the other hand, have been on super amounts of estrace to prepare my lining (which I've been told looks "beautiful" these days at 11.4mm thick).   And since I got to switch to taking my estrace vaginally, and lowered the dose to 2 pills, twice a day --- I am no longer suffering terrible side effects - instead my boobs are a bit rounder, I am feeling *ahem* frisky, and I just want to eat ALL THE FOODS.      I'm not even hungry, just want to put things in my mouth because they taste good and it feels somewhat satisfying.   

In the grand scheme of experiences, this is NOT the worst we've had in this Infertility journey - at least for me.   But holy moly!  I keep thinking about how I should be making my body super healthy and ready to be a blessed vessel (or something like that) ---- but I just want to join @Healz413 in her OHSS prevention diet of salty chips, with a side of donuts please.

Bah.  Life is hard.     Perhaps someone can identify?
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queer couple - 32 (me) & 33 (my love) years old - donor sperm,

Our IF/TTC journey since Nov 2012.

Me: dx of DOR in Nov. 2012. Low AMH, AFC - 6, Normal FSH, SS-A (RO) Antibodies (Autoimmune issues), tubes clear, Sono (November 2013) NORMAL! <p>

7 IUI's - December 2012-September 2013.  Medicated, Injected, Triggered.... all BFN.

My Love:  (the amazing @Healz413)
Normal AMH & FSH, AFC ~27, blocked tube dx'd via HSG in 2012.   Hydrosalpinx & ovarian cyst dx'd in May 2013.
dx of Stage IV Endo & bilateral salpinectomy in June 2013.  

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Partner IVF#1a- December 2013 - H's eggs, my Ute - CANCELLED due to low response
Partner IVF #1b - February 2014 - H's eggs, my Ute - ER February 4 (10 retrieved, 3 fertilized), Transfer Feb 7 of one Grade 1 and one Grade 2 day 3 embryos.  1 - Day 3, Grade 1 frosty saved.   BFP - 6dp3dt via FRER, Beta #1 - 110, Beta #2 175, Beta #3 - 348, Beta #4 - 2222!, Beta #5 - 4255.  Ultrasound (6w1d) - 2 heartbearts!  

We lost our beautiful Twin baby girls on June 18, 2014.  Tavin Sara and Casey Elizabeth were born at 21 weeks gestation and were absolutely beautiful, precious, amazing babies.  We miss our daughters every day and love them with all our hearts.

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Re: Estrace makes me want to eat ALL THE FOODS!

  • Steroids do this to me.  As soon as I start steroids for IVF I am hungry 24/7. 

    I worked from home yesterday and may or may not have ate half a container of guacamole and chips at 9:00am, followed by a handful of chips and nacho cheese, then ate a leftover Jack in the Box taco and leftover chili cheese fries for lunch, the polished off the rest of the guacamole and chips while waiting for DH to get home.  I then ate an entire roastbeef and cheese sandwich and half a small salad for dinner.  It was a successful evening though, I made it through without a snack. 

    And I wonder why I have gained probably 20+ lbs since my first IVF cycle back in August.

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  • Yeah - H texted me a photo last night that titled "OHSS prevention diet"  - and it featured a huge amount of gatorade, salty pickles, 3 types of chips, and salty dips.   AND we had chinese food for dinner because her ovaries "needed" the comfort food/extra sodium.

    I'm not trying to prevent OHSS myself, but how can I be expected not to gain weight during this time?!  :)
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    queer couple - 32 (me) & 33 (my love) years old - donor sperm,

    Our IF/TTC journey since Nov 2012.

    Me: dx of DOR in Nov. 2012. Low AMH, AFC - 6, Normal FSH, SS-A (RO) Antibodies (Autoimmune issues), tubes clear, Sono (November 2013) NORMAL! <p>

    7 IUI's - December 2012-September 2013.  Medicated, Injected, Triggered.... all BFN.

    My Love:  (the amazing @Healz413)
    Normal AMH & FSH, AFC ~27, blocked tube dx'd via HSG in 2012.   Hydrosalpinx & ovarian cyst dx'd in May 2013.
    dx of Stage IV Endo & bilateral salpinectomy in June 2013.  

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    Partner IVF#1a- December 2013 - H's eggs, my Ute - CANCELLED due to low response
    Partner IVF #1b - February 2014 - H's eggs, my Ute - ER February 4 (10 retrieved, 3 fertilized), Transfer Feb 7 of one Grade 1 and one Grade 2 day 3 embryos.  1 - Day 3, Grade 1 frosty saved.   BFP - 6dp3dt via FRER, Beta #1 - 110, Beta #2 175, Beta #3 - 348, Beta #4 - 2222!, Beta #5 - 4255.  Ultrasound (6w1d) - 2 heartbearts!  

    We lost our beautiful Twin baby girls on June 18, 2014.  Tavin Sara and Casey Elizabeth were born at 21 weeks gestation and were absolutely beautiful, precious, amazing babies.  We miss our daughters every day and love them with all our hearts.

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  • Oh good, I'm not the only one. But I'm doing high protein / low carb to help egg quality (I'll try anything), so I am starving all day and would literally burst into tears if someone ate a donut in front of me.
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    Me (28) - DOR (AFC <10, undetectable AMH, >10 FSH), homozygous E429A MTHFR
    DH (29) - MFI low count and morphology

    September 2013 IUI#1 - Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN
    October 2013 IUI#2 - Letrozole + Menopur + Trigger + IUI = BFN

    Nov 2013 IVF/ICSI #1 - Protocol: BCP prep, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (12 days), ganirelex
    Results: 5 retrieved / mature, 4 fertilized, 1 arrested and 3 complex abnormal after day 3 PGS = Cancelled after ER
    Jan/Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #2 - Protocol: Estrogen priming, high doses Menopur and Bravelle (11 days), microdose lupron
    Results: Cancelled after 11 days of stims due to low response and E2 levels
    Feb 2014 IVF/ICSI #3 - Protocol: No prep, low dose Menopur (6 days), ganirelex, Bravelle booster with trigger
    Results: 1 retrieved / 0 mature = Cancelled after ER

    Officially moving on to embryo adoption! We used and love Embryo Adoption Services of Cedar Park
    October 2014 FET #1 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
    December 2014 FET #2 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 4 from match #1, BFN
    March 2015 FET #3 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
    May 2015 FET #4 - BCP/Lupron/Estrace/Prometrium, lost 2 to thaw, transferred 2 of 6 from match #2, BFN
    October 2015 FET #5 - Natural cycle, lost 1 from match #3 and 1 from clinic backup to thaw, transferred 1 backup, BFN
    February 2016 FET #6 - Natural cycle, transferred 1 from match #4, B FREAKING P!
    Beta 1 = 162, Beta 2 = 316, doubling just over 48 hours

     


  • Manada said:
    I just want to eat ALL THE FOODS.      I'm not even hungry, just want to put things in my mouth because they taste good and it feels somewhat satisfying.   


    I know this is going to be me in a few weeks when we start estrogen priming, then we will be adding stims, and a steroid on top of it.  I can totally relate to just wanting to eat things :)  Especially tasty, delicious things like McDonalds cheeseburgers and pizza.  

    IMO, it's so hard to not gain any weight during a cycle, whether you are the one stimming or not. I always tell DH the hormones are making me do it, and unless he wants to see me "roid rage" (his term!) he better just step aside, lol. 

    GL, and I hope the misery pays off in a few weeks!!!
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  • Oh good, I'm not the only one. But I'm doing high protein / low carb to help egg quality (I'll try anything), so I am starving all day and would literally burst into tears if someone ate a donut in front of me.
    H. is doing high-protein and low carb as well (well, she was doing it much more thoroughly before the last few days...) -- -- she isn't a huge bread/pastry person, but it has been a challenge for her in that she's getting a bit tired of chicken and eggs.  

    She eats chocolate chips if she wants a "treat" at the end of the day.   Personally I find semi-sweet chips gross on their own, but she loves them.
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    queer couple - 32 (me) & 33 (my love) years old - donor sperm,

    Our IF/TTC journey since Nov 2012.

    Me: dx of DOR in Nov. 2012. Low AMH, AFC - 6, Normal FSH, SS-A (RO) Antibodies (Autoimmune issues), tubes clear, Sono (November 2013) NORMAL! <p>

    7 IUI's - December 2012-September 2013.  Medicated, Injected, Triggered.... all BFN.

    My Love:  (the amazing @Healz413)
    Normal AMH & FSH, AFC ~27, blocked tube dx'd via HSG in 2012.   Hydrosalpinx & ovarian cyst dx'd in May 2013.
    dx of Stage IV Endo & bilateral salpinectomy in June 2013.  

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    Partner IVF#1a- December 2013 - H's eggs, my Ute - CANCELLED due to low response
    Partner IVF #1b - February 2014 - H's eggs, my Ute - ER February 4 (10 retrieved, 3 fertilized), Transfer Feb 7 of one Grade 1 and one Grade 2 day 3 embryos.  1 - Day 3, Grade 1 frosty saved.   BFP - 6dp3dt via FRER, Beta #1 - 110, Beta #2 175, Beta #3 - 348, Beta #4 - 2222!, Beta #5 - 4255.  Ultrasound (6w1d) - 2 heartbearts!  

    We lost our beautiful Twin baby girls on June 18, 2014.  Tavin Sara and Casey Elizabeth were born at 21 weeks gestation and were absolutely beautiful, precious, amazing babies.  We miss our daughters every day and love them with all our hearts.

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  • Just the stress of IVF makes me want to eat everything. Everything. Like you, I always have the best of intentions, but once the big meds start, it's over. I'm not supposed to have wheat, dairy, sugar (basically anything that I love to eat) because it triggers my endo and causes my body to go into an autoimmune freak out. I am determined to stick to my super boring diet this time...and I'm in with the semi sweet chocolate chips. Yummy! I can put down a bag in an night. I probably shouldn't be proud of that.

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    Beta #3 (21dp5d5): 8,172. Wow. It seems this is actually working. Shocked beyond belief.

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  • ManadaManada member
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    glad to know I'm in good company!
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    queer couple - 32 (me) & 33 (my love) years old - donor sperm,

    Our IF/TTC journey since Nov 2012.

    Me: dx of DOR in Nov. 2012. Low AMH, AFC - 6, Normal FSH, SS-A (RO) Antibodies (Autoimmune issues), tubes clear, Sono (November 2013) NORMAL! <p>

    7 IUI's - December 2012-September 2013.  Medicated, Injected, Triggered.... all BFN.

    My Love:  (the amazing @Healz413)
    Normal AMH & FSH, AFC ~27, blocked tube dx'd via HSG in 2012.   Hydrosalpinx & ovarian cyst dx'd in May 2013.
    dx of Stage IV Endo & bilateral salpinectomy in June 2013.  

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    Partner IVF#1a- December 2013 - H's eggs, my Ute - CANCELLED due to low response
    Partner IVF #1b - February 2014 - H's eggs, my Ute - ER February 4 (10 retrieved, 3 fertilized), Transfer Feb 7 of one Grade 1 and one Grade 2 day 3 embryos.  1 - Day 3, Grade 1 frosty saved.   BFP - 6dp3dt via FRER, Beta #1 - 110, Beta #2 175, Beta #3 - 348, Beta #4 - 2222!, Beta #5 - 4255.  Ultrasound (6w1d) - 2 heartbearts!  

    We lost our beautiful Twin baby girls on June 18, 2014.  Tavin Sara and Casey Elizabeth were born at 21 weeks gestation and were absolutely beautiful, precious, amazing babies.  We miss our daughters every day and love them with all our hearts.

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  • @ManadaI'll be right there with you soon! I feel like I snack all.day.long. when I'm on Estrace. It also gives me killer headaches, which turns me into a couch potato. :-S These hips don't lie.

    Hoping it all pays off for you soon!


    It's twin girls!! Born on 11-2-14!
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  • During my last cycle all I wanted was some comfort food. I went to Panera and they were out of bagels. I then set my sights on Dunkin' Donuts.... guess what? OUT OF DONUTS!! LOL I fell apart.

    DH 38- Low Everything
    Me 33- AMH .9
    Married 11 years
    2002-current IUIs, meds, natural = All BFN

    Aug. '13  Attempt at IVF #1 with Lurpon Flare- Canceled due to ovulation through Lupron.
    Sept. '13 - We will try again with EPP.

    October '13 Started BCP for December IVF. Long Lupron protocol. Canceled due to ovulation through Lupron.

    April '14 Planning IVF attempt #3. Adding Cetrotide. Doc consult at the end of this month. 

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  • Well joy. I stat my esterogen shots for estrogen priming tonight. I'm already on steroids which make me eat more and I've already gained weight from the last cycle. I guess I should just order some mumu's and get it over with. 

    Me 39, DH 40
    Male Factor (severe oligospermia) 
    IVF#1-December 2013: Conversion Protocol @ SIRM, Canceled on day 10 of stims due to poor response
    IVF#2- February 2014:  Estrogen Priming Conversion Protocol @ SIRM (ER 2/22: (9R, 7M, 4F, All arrested, nothing to trasnfer)
    IUI#1-May 28, 2014- 100mg clomid, HCG Trigger, 100mg progesterone oral--BFN
    IUI#2-June 24, 2014- non medicated, HCG 2,500mg x 4 doses (over a week), Endometrium- BFN
    Suprise BFP- September 1, 2014- miscarriage at 5 weeks. 

  • Am I the only one whose appetite is killed by estrace? My stomach can't take any more food after breakfast.
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