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• superluper

  December 2008

  Ugh, how do I even answer that? I'm going to split it up into different categories ?

  ?Physically - My two incisions look great, they're healing up nicely. I'm much less sore and the cramping is much better. I'm no longer bleeding too which is good. I had a D&C in addition to the lacroscopy and so I bled for about a week afterwards. I lost some weight I needed to lose which is cool and I'm starting with little tiny walks with the dog.?

  Emotionally - I'm the biggest mess ever. I cry at ANYTHING and even though my husband has been amazing I keep getting cranky. I'm pouting really badly about christmas [DH has to work all day and night and I don't want to go to the inlaws and I don't want to be alone] even though I know I have a bunch of things to be thankful for. I want a baby and I want it now. I'm also going though one of those awful spiritual slumps where I just don't know why this all happened. This year alone I've already had a really bad run with depression and now this?!? Ugh.

  How are you holding up??

  oh please. not KU. effed up.

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• MelisS5579

  December 2008

  First of all ((((HUGS))). I am doing really well. I went to the doc for my f/u to surgery & he said I am healing beautifully and we can TTC again after 1 cycle. I  think I may wait 2 though, haven't decided yet. I'm so sorry you're having a tough time. I know the holidays don't make it any easier. If you need anything (cry,vent,just chat) feel free to page me on here. I don't hang out like I used to but I check the board at least 1x's a day, usually more. I know the feeling about wanting a baby & wanting it now, just remember it's in God's time & not ours and I know you're struggling spiritually, I went through the same thing, but don't stop leaning on God to get through you the tough time, and I promise you He will. It does get better!
   

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