I'm sure you ladies due at the beginning of the month are about sick of intros by now, so feel free to skip this, but I wanted to introduce myself before just randomly posting. Also, loss will be mentioned as it is a big part of our TTC journey.
We just found out this weekend that I'm pregnant! We have one daughter who turned two in December, but this is my third pregnancy. I had a missed miscarriage August 2012. There were complications during the D&C that led to a more invasive surgery and we were advised not to TTC again for a year. There were also complications with my daughter's birth before that, so needless to say me and DH are both pretty scared about this pregnancy. BUT! I'm trying desperately hard not to let the fear take away from the joy. I don't want to be afraid. I don't want to be cautious. I want to enjoy every day with this baby no matter how long it is. I know I'm not alone in this, and many of you probably struggle with the same feelings, which is why I wanted to share where we are coming from with this pregnancy.
On a lighter note, we are a military family currently stationed in Texas! I'm a SAHM with a little craft business, which is pretty much what I've always wanted. I hope this little nugget will complete our family. Cookies if you made it through my rambling.
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications

Re: Diving in head first instead of being cautious
*** BFP #3 - angel baby at 8w2d - D&C 1.31.14 ***
*** BFP #4 - Chloe Grace, the 'C' to complete our 'A & B' - born Feb 25th, 2015 at 22w2d, lived for 2.5hrs ***
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I am so sorry for your loss and the complications.
Off BC, NTNP since June 2011
Started acupuncture/herbs July 2012
First BFP 9-8-2012,EDD 5-15-2013, heartbeat of 175 at 8w2d, mmc discovered on 10-26-12 (11w6d) Cytotec on 10/26/12
8/23/13 DX with non-IR PCOS
Second BFP 9.12.13, EDD 5.29.14, heartbeat of 114 at 6w1d, mmc discovered on 10-18-13, D&C on 10/23/13 (baby girl/Trisomy 10)
Third BFP (surprise at Beta draw after d&c) on 1/10/14 (15dpo), EDD 9.20.14 Please be our RAINBOW!
Me:39 & DH:40 ~ TTC #2
I mostly make felt play food. I also do fabric letters and numbers (for learning or play), but by far it's felt food.
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications